When you said its over,

Friday, June 1, 2007 ' Friday, June 01, 2007 ♥

another sian day past .
well .. had another conference today . hhaha.
with my 2girls andd bryan . lols .
dhen they like.. dont dare to talk liddat ..
lols. bryan keep kaobei'in . cb =.-
dhens .. urhm .. bryan ask when im free..
then dint told him .. andd .. maybe later morning ..
gnna chat with him ? lols.
hais . damn sad ..
marco dint eat for 4days . and slept for the whole of 2days .
>.<
sorrie ie dint noe dhat ue were so sick .
but stupidd luh . why dont ue even inform me ..
how sick u're .. hais ..
well .. reallie hope can go out with ue sooon ..
hmm .. chattin with winnie now?
andd watch show lorhs .. sian sian sian ..
merson change stead liao lolss .
nabehs .. honggster .
hongg so many charbor =.=
yest slept at 5am plus ..
seriously cant sleep larh . hais .
then realise its bcause of dhat arse ..
okayy luh .. woke up quite early also .. =/
go watch tv liaos . endddd here (:

♥ and its all because of you ,

Thursday, May 31, 2007 ' Thursday, May 31, 2007 ♥

okay, and im like, currently so super pissed off by some bastard .
some kiddo ! .. hes sucha only kiddo in his childhood and giving such laojiao attitude.
what the fcukk . PCB . KNNB CCB . i was sooo pissed that i couldnt scold sia .
i couldnt scold but in stead. i feel like having a chopper and like chop him off .
sorrie litong and huiting. but its just, cannot control luhs . nabei . hes like ..
so attitude, loud, noisy, annoying . andd so much spastic . wtf .
and im like super dulan . nabehx .. urghh . hanged his phone, he called back .
and dare to have the cheek saein, what happen .
wakaos .. pissed off ! i'd rather have my dayy boring, than having him to spoile my day .
JANSON LIM . gosh, if he were to guailan with me again, i will ask jianwei and gang to beat him .
RAWRRRRRRRR !
asshole . fcuk ure mama pussy lar . pcb . nabehs . u no lanjiao lar . ue chao sissy .
knn . ure born to be beaten and scolded lar .
what fcukin tuition teacher . nabehs . fcukofb .

2.53am ;
well .. just hanged jasmine's phone ..
had a conference with johnson didi .
heh (:
love muhh didi lars .
cute =X
next time help u find a stead
dhat cares and takes good care ofb ue derhh .
okies ? haha .
so sian right now ..
dunnoe what tuhh do .
dont feel like sleeping yet . haisx =/
well .. chat with kaijie just now .
then realise we arent what we were in the past ..
not anymore .. maybe i've changed ?
er.. no idea.. dreadfully confused ..
complicated ..
dunnoe sunday want go bugis nordd sia ..
later saw dhat biatch .. =/

♥ and its all because of you ,

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ' Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ♥

once again, another boringg day ..
woke up at 3plus near 4 .. was like OMG !
so late ler ?! thought 12 plus only . LOL
then got afew miss calls and msg ..
jasmine, joseph and edison ask me out .. but ..
dint bother lols ..
then went to fetch my brudder go tuition .
but hes getting late so he and my maid went off first .
maid wait for me at his tuition centre first .
then i rushed .. tied hair on the way there =.-
thens went off to hougang mall ..
uhh .. nothing much .. saw rose, suz and amira ..
bought KFC .. went home .. then .. sian lor .
bryan dint msg me today . sian diao ):
was talkin to dearest litong meimei hubby . o.O
longg ehs ? LOL .. anw .. we chat until quite longg luhs .
hahaha.. we've got endless things to talk bout . xP
im seriously rotting at home .. but dunnoe why ..
others ask me out ie dowan go out sia ..
maybe theres only some people on my mind .
which i wanna go out with bah .
saw VODKA at NTUC . wth .. i wann drinkk sia =X
andd ie cant imagine wad would be of me .
when im drunk . hahahah .. wouldd i say everything out ?
LOL . never tried before . =/
will try it one day . one fine dayyy ! :D
hahah ..

MARCO CHUAN JIN WEE !
si ben dan .. i miss youu alot .. >.<
andd these few days .. dont reallie know
wads keepin u so busy ..
or are you really resting cause ure sick ..
hais .. reallie afraid you would wanna break ..
didnt reallie cared in the beginning .
then realise how much i needed you ..
trust me kae ? me andd bryan is impossible .
ure the only one . my only boyy ..
but ue dont seemed to have been talkin to me ..
these few days ..
dhats why i hate holidays !
i cant see youu !
i miss youu alot dar-lingg !!
haiss .. x33 youu laogong .. =/
cant wait for us to go out ..
pasir ris ? .. maybee .. andd movie .. ie miss you .. ie reallie miss you ...

♥ and its all because of you ,

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ' Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ♥

ta daa .. done with the lyrics .. hmm .. really seriously boredd ..
whole day msging dhat bloody shit bryan lols.
recover from sickness then bcome siao again ..
i rather he sick forever =X
ahh joking luhs .
now ahhtingg & ahhtong ..
both of ue ars .. dun liddis lehs ..
ie envy both of ue de sistership ..
reallie . ie swear .
it reallie feels secure when both of ue .
takes good care of each other.
being there for each other .. its reallie sweet ..
my friend ? hah .. only know how to take people as..
scapegoat .. hais .. from the other way of saein..
people are bein used by her .. =/
so im like .. talkin to alot of people now..
andd shocking, kelvin too ! LOL
our convs are reallie cool xP
hes nice on msn thou . =pp
cute small guy . heheh
and wel .. marco did came online just now ..
he was feelin terrible .. poor hhim ..
hopefullie he reallie takes good care of himself..
and get wel real soon ..
boringg dayy .. initially planned to go out with mandy and guys tmrw.
but cancelled cause of that both guy's sickness .. =.=
aaron sent me this LOLS .. ;

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
I love you, Sorry and help me
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face?
But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.
Today, the ball of FRIENDSHIP is in your court,
send this to those who truly are your friends (including me if I am one).
Also, do not feel bad if no one sends this back to you in the end,
you'll find out that you'll get to keep the ball for other people want more
Ok, this is what you have to do...:
Send to ALL your FRIENDS!

well .. enough of that crap..
had this conv with leonardd didi .
x33 him alot luhs .. miss the times .
whereby we could talk on phone ..
until it feels like.. it never ends ..
hahahs .. love him luhhs .. (:

- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:lols?
u will online so late derhh mehhs o.O
i lurbe eu<3>
awhilee nias lahx
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
ohh okays ...
i lurbe eu<3>
hahas wonder hows lydia
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
well . takecare then (: all e best in everythin ue do yeahs ?erhhs .. ?
i lurbe eu<3>
ok as in she my mei lahx
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
call her if u wanna know (:
i lurbe eu<3>
dowan her to b sad mah after all she stil my mei
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
well .. ure not in e fault right ?.. she shouldve accepted ue .
i lurbe eu<3>
yarhs tats in e past le lahx now gotta b faithful^^
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
hahs .. last longg yepps . must takecaree wor . hahahs
i lurbe eu<3>
okies wont let ji3 down derx
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
(:
i lurbe eu<3>
dhen eu leh nt tired?
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
nahs .. might sleep at like .. 4am plus .. possible . hahas
i lurbe eu<3>
O.o..y so late?
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
dunnoe lehs .. dont feel like sleeping bahh .. haha
i lurbe eu<3>
haiyos y leh
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
hmms .. troubles? maybe? hahah .. dont give a damn lar .. possible, runnin away from everythingg . lols
i lurbeeu<3>
zdotz n wats e evrythin?=.=
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
ers .. dunnoe ..
i lurbe eu<3>
di oso don tell so sad siasT.T..
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
haha. i havent even told myself . just reflecting over this june holiday ..
i lurbe eu<3>
oics anythin tell miie wors di always there derx
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
lols. siao ar. ue xian urself not enough trouble issit
i lurbe eu<3>
i nt enuff arhs i now so happy leh
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
lols. dhen the more i shouldnt tell ue xP
btw, go tagg my blogg ..
www.imaginemewithouteuu.blogspot.com
u havent been taggin for ages lols
i lurbe eu<3>
l0ls stil ned type my email address n password arhs?
i lurbe eu<3>
walau ehs
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
LOLS ..u log in as.
Xxqiulinxx@hotmail.com
*******
i lurbe eu<3>:
l0ls eur password eu dare tell miie meh=.=''
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
nvms lar ..i trust ue ? .. nobody would hack sucha thing ..
i lurbe eu<3>
l0ls miie!!hahas jkjk
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
haha ..wait !dont go firstwaitwaitwait
i lurbe eu<3>
huh?go le
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
kiam pa .
go refreshgo goo goo
i lurbe eu<3>
nah
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><`says:
waliew ..
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeokay fine .
then u go tagboard can le . lols
i lurbe eu<3>
i don read e post lahx e most lorhs
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
okay okay ..aiya .. nvms ..
its obvious anw ..
wan read then read ..
nothing to hide about ..
i lurbe eu<3>
woah reply beri fast h0rs
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
lols. duhh ..im alwaes on my blog ..
i lurbe eu<3>
l0ls kkaes di tired le gotta slp soon savin energy fer tmleu too lahx cheer up w0rs=D
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
okays . takecare yeah ? (:
missyar . haha
i lurbe eu<3>
don emo le emo ji3=.=
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
im alwaes cheerin up .. where got emo .. dun have luhs
i lurbe eu<3>
jus wanna say lurbe eu coz eu were there fer miie when i needed someone now my turn cheer eu up le
so jus lemme do e job lahx haiyos unless eu kan bian di lorhs hahas
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
haha .. its alright .. now just promise ue will reallie last long and stay happy with ur girl .
i lurbe eu<3>
kkaes nites chat wibb ya tml slp tight wors
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
sleeptights too (:
i lurbe eu<3>
i can but whether she can dono leh let time prove bahx hope it wil last^^
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
lols.hopefullie will bah
i lurbe eu<3>
yarhs so many relationship le but all e same derx lahx so dono whether tis 1 wil b e same lorhs
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
trust ur girl yeah
i lurbe eu<3>
ya trust i wil=]
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
okays . (:
x33
i lurbe eu<3>
bwaiis cya

guys, you all might think my life is

uber happy and great nowadaes huh ?

but im feeling seriously terribly ..

life has been .. sucks sucks sucks for me.

im just running away from any troubles

dhat might be coming .

or is already trouble ..

dont know how to handle ..

i wished that someone can just..

disappear from my life..

i would be as perfect as it can be ..

devil .. i hate you .. JERK !

KANGWENZHONG &

DESMOND CHENG YONG HUAT !

BOTH YOU JUST STOP CALLING AND SMSING ME !

I'VE HAD ENOUGH !

MIGHT BE CHANGING NUMBER FOR THE SAKE OF THE BOTH OF YOU

MY LIFE HASNT BEEN GREAT EVER SINCE I KNOWN BOTH OF YOU ..

FUCKOFF MY LIFE !

I DONT GO ALONG WITH FRIENDS LIKE BOTH OF YOU !

JERKS ! HONGSTERS ! MURDERERS ! THEIFS !

YOU GUYS ARE JUST SINNERS ! SINNERS ! SINNERS !

just fuck you kaes ..

last few days, weeks, or months .

i;ve seen faces like both of urs ..

i almost fainted.. instead i turned pale .. fcu k ..

damn .. i really cant see both of u ..

shityouu ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

♥ and its all because of you ,

' Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ♥

Lyrics For -
Would You Be There '
Redwan Ali .

if i were blue would you be there for me
and whisper in my ear thats ok
would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
and say you love me one more time
if i feel good would you slow dance with me
and touch my lips with tender loving care
would you die for me
would you run with me
and never look back

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away x2
(would you be there)

if i am away would you still think of me
and wished that you can hold me now
would you die for me would you run with me
all the way

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

would you be there to save my soul tonight
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

would you be there to save my soul tonight
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would you be there

♥ and its all because of you ,

Monday, May 28, 2007 ' Monday, May 28, 2007 ♥

finally ! 30day of us andd still countingq (:

mum andd dad's at home today . well .. nothing much lor .. then went out to eat .. after eating, they decided to go expo . huiting nuer coincidentally said she was going too . i message her . shes going by MRT .. ( mentally really toot ) LOL ..

eh - hem .. dhen .. called bryan for a chat lor .. chat until quite long le . mummie nagged, asked him to call my handphone. hes sick lols.. he was the one who interupt my sleeeep ! >:(

9am plus jiu msg me lols .. saein hes sick .. diaos .. okay .. then called him . hang le . afternoon then chat again lor . marco wasnt in the mood today . at night he just msg me saein hes sickk tooo .. urghh .. whose next .. ? o.O

hmm .. reached expo, msged nuer but shes home already . quite sian .. saw anythingg and whatever. cant wait to buy it . so drink as we walk .. alot of people .. got one angmor .. wapiangg .. more than 2m sia .. gan pua tall .. then .. mummie go find seat .. wtf .. !! KNNB CCB ! ie thought ie saw someone . god damnit .. wan know come ask me .. fuckk .. ie almost fainted . ie was pale . grrrrrrr .. then mummie dunnoe why hao stand bu stand .. stand their side wth .. then ie wann cry wann cry liddat =.-

thens .. found seat lerhhs .. wakao .. got smelly tou fu de smell .. andd then after awhile, got one charbor . infront of our table . from the direction ie see is infront la .. then when the others left. as in .. actually sit there de .. left . then mummie took one chair . then got one bitch . she sae . EHH . MYYYYYY CHAIR LEH !

then my mummie swa swa .. give face to xiao hai zi .. knn . then she scold cb . andd she keep giving the look whereby her face's saein . hahahah, ie wont the chair over ue . bleahh xP

wth .. ie wanted to like .. sehh the table and like slap her sia .. fcuker .. her face is directly facin mine . andd ie just couldnt stand it .. i eat satay . then finish one poke the satay stick to the paper plate. damnn pissed off .. msged bryan, marco and nuer .. grrr ... then she went off with her cousins and relatives after awhile . she was with another girl about of the same age as her . then my mummie told me she very unlike girl lols. shes wearin skirt but she zao geng . kaos. dunnnoe how to sit like girl . then still wear skirt . andd her undies is whitee LOLL !!

not meant to be pervertic . is she ownself show herself away . biatches ! yoooo suckks !

then eat until very the bloat -.- ... then went home ... mr lim and mrs lim came ... then they give ferero . lols. dunnoe how to spell luhs . their still here .. erhs .. watched campus super star just now lor . laugh my arse out luhs =.= ..

damn funnie .. the small kid's soooo cute ! ...

BRYAN AND MARCO !

GET WELL REALLL SOON !

qqiulin here still need ue guys !

heheh (:

remember, our dates ! LOL jokingg ..

wednesday with mandy ! hahahah .

love euu guys luhs (:

ahhboii , go see doctor .

but not polyclinic anymore kk .?

& marco . dont tire urself further luhs .

ue've been fullie and busily occupied

ever since exams are over ..

hope ue can just relax urself abit !

abit will do. or ue wont get well derhs .

lookin forward to going out with ue soooon !

♥ and its all because of you ,

' Monday, May 28, 2007 ♥

well .. so its like 12.21am right now when im typing this ..
& well .. i miss him alot .. uh huh .. so its like ..
one month already . heheh (:
30th andd still countingg dar-lingg !
wellwellwell .. didnt went out today ( 27th may ) LOL
joseph andd jasmine asked me out
but ie was like .. still sleepingg .
didnt have the mood to go out lols .
woke up at 12plus nearly 1pm .
but still tiredd and slept again . after i ate and bathed.
LOLL ! ... msged mandy and bryan .
uhh .. yest called bryan andd scolded him .
bout mummie and kumar de thingg .
he apologised but got wadd shit use ..
it never solves . unless he do somethingg .
somethingg dhat SOLVES !
hes dreadfully doing something dhats makin mummie .
damn pissed off . grrr . stupid ahhboii .
hopefullie u could just solve things between
mummie andd kumar . as so it could just endd this..
end everythingg ! .. dang zuo is i begg ue also can .
but ie think ue'll help ? trust ue .
everything bao zai ni shen shang ..
but if kumar's stubborn dhen ....... =/

♥ and its all because of you ,