Monday, April 30, 2007 ' Monday, April 30, 2007 ♥
seriously a terrible dae . marco, dui bu qi . give ue attitude .its bcos SHE .. she dunnoe why .. ignore me .. damn it ..was super sian diao lar . dhen bryan keep askin mie wad happen .ie was like .. sort of sleepin the whole dae in class ..dhen bryan keep askin me cheerup .. hais .ie think its bcos of the CDP project bahh . hais .. dhen sleep until kinda .. like .. dunnoe wads goin on ?dhen lucas go around di siao ppl . dhen di siao me . ie dun care .. zz recess damn fun .. cos got mummie,jiejie & youchuan .we go walk walk . dhen ie was like, keep talkin to mummie.like .. nvr stop .. talk alot crap . lols. dhen ar, walk & talk .. si bei exhausted .. lols ..dhen .. hmm miss hhim alordd luhh =/ dhen after dhat going back to class de shi hou .jasmine & ie still strolling .. were kinda late liaos lol.marco dhen told me, mr michael scolding our class ..dhen after dhat .. saw heri & bryan hiding .. lols.dhen mie & jas also go hide =.= hahahs .waited for mr michael to scold finish dhen go his class.dhen we go back our class lors . lols.realise my phone with mummie .. dhen ie very gan jiong.keep askin bryan help me go take =.=budden after awhile mummie come my class gimme lors .* sigh of relief * but someone's like kinda mad at miie .. =/ sadded . haishh ..dhen after dhat .. history .. wanted go borrow tie .nobody got extra .. only went n1 ..dhen after dhat ie go buy .. just before assembly ..sian .. haishh . after school .. marco ask me why ie so .. zz dhen he sae after his remedial dhen he msg miie lorhs . =/marc, wan scold me face to face scold k .dun humji .wahahahs .
leonard didi thanks for the accompanium ..ue made me laugh like .. wth ? ..ie was laughin like ki siao lor . hahahahs .<33>
she'll accept ue derhh . dun worrie !
jie helpp ue sae goood wordd ! =p
ers.. gotta sleep .. zun zun 12am .. =.= ..
5mins more to go ! .. BYEEEE !
♥ and its all because of you ,
Sunday, April 29, 2007 ' Sunday, April 29, 2007 ♥
slept at bout 3plus . woohooo ! the best dae ever todae ! iloveyou ddear ! :DDdun ever leave miie ! ure MINEEEEEEEEEEEE ! =p nvr go out llors , dhen msg hhim nias ..JASMINE meimei ; dun worrie bout miie . ue & him last longg can ler .just wanna see the happie ue ! LOVEYOU GIRLFRIEND ! (:HUITING nuer ;must help miie monitor litongg meimei kaes?she promise llerhs . but ie think she got alot of xin shi.talk to her wor . lend her ure shoulder if she needs.now she need care & concerns . give her kaes (:ue need also can . hahas .. LITONG meimei ; ue've promised me nordd to cut lerhs wor .burdd, if ue reallie very the stress .can talk to people & so dhat ue wont be so ..stress ? .. dont keep everthing to urself ..okaes ! LOVED ! JIAYI baobehh ;
hahahas ! soo sway ars ue .
fight forhh freedom !!
dhen ie cann gqo out with ue llerhs =p
ie diedie must meet ue llarhs
after mid year hao mar ? :DD
MISS YOUS ! yesterdae go gugu de house . dhen slackk . gu zhang sae wann singq karaok ..lols.. dhen they sing old 80s songs ..okae .. & ie was like .. =.=zz""made miie sing .. ie think tong hua ? uh huh .. dhen my cousin & ie was all singing .like party liddat . hahahs, was fun anw ..went home at 11plus bcos dad de car , coupon until 11pm nias.so went home ! wahahas, ie bought my wugui along to their house ..zzits kinda childish lar . hahas . dhen nothingg lerhs .online until 2plus dhen 3plus go sleep lors ..boredd =/
♥ and its all because of you ,
Saturday, April 28, 2007 ' Saturday, April 28, 2007 ♥
just now wake up de shi hou is like 1.50 liddat . lols. quite late lar . & ie forgot all about edison counsellor meeting me sia ! .. wdf .. dhen hors . i go bath . dhen jianwei call me . i know he sure wan ask me call jasmine . so never answer. then straight after he hang, private number, dhen joseph . he ask me why never online. ie sae just now bath . lols. thought he want ask me out =/dhen ie jiu sian . saw my phone, more than 5 miss call from edison =Xthen ie told him ie cannot go out le . late le . SORRIE EDISON COUNSELLOR ! BU SHI GU YI DE ! =XXthen parents came back with 2nd gugu & gu zhang . then they bring back some food lors, was having gastric ma . lols. then eat abit jiu no appetite liaos . then slack .. use daddy de phone sms =Xthen .. erms . nothingg much also llarhs . then after dhat ar round 5plus .. dad sae wan go causeway point repair my blooody phone . dhen went off to causeway point . slept in car. dhen my dad sae got euro funfair. ie straight =wake up. lols . walaos . euro funfair move to woodlands . knn lar .. zzdhen after dhat mummie keep gimme lanjiao attitude. damnit . dhen was smsing marco lors =.=zzthen now .. come back llerh . nvr repair . cause need wait super longg.& ie super HATEEE WAITINGG . lols.bought one love song disc.5CDS in one album ! =pdhenn now currently smsing mandy & marco . send one, recieve one, zz using 2 phone =Xbored, tmrw dunnoe wan ask edison out ma .. scarly over sleep again .. =.=
♥ and its all because of you ,
Friday, April 27, 2007 ' Friday, April 27, 2007 ♥
somethingg BADDDDDD happen todae .. uhhhhg .. dhat blooooody car , langga my legg .lucky nordd serious ..reported to the police station ..dhen police will keep me informed ..went around that HDB there findd dhat car.cannot find .. dhen go multi storey carpark.find like shit . dhen found.dhen took pic of it ..dhen very dulan .. zzzz dad ask me report ..dhen go police station report lors.hais . nowadaes also no mood post ..anything wan noe ask me lar .. k ..in class damn weird .. ie tear without knowing .ie just cried .. like ie dunnoe sia .. haishh dunnoe why =.=
morningg, went toilet with jasmine .
as ue noe, the girls toilet got the girl sign ma . dhen ar . its pasted with a sanitary pad , alordd ppl run past or walk past keep laughin . lolss .. zz
KAIJIE, EDISON, KENNETH, KAYMOND, MANDY, BRYAN ; xiexie for the concern . im alrite ..just badd mood .. thats all (: thanks alordd ; bbest friendss yeahs . :DDrawk on ! hhim . ie dunnoe wadd to do now .ie dunnoe whether ie should let ue go or not.although ue thought of patching ; but, can ue proof dhat everything will b alright ?will euu hurt me again ? im not afraid .just .. hais . dunnoe leh =/ie still love ue ..still missing ue every single dae ..si joseph, nvr jio miie out .go die lar . sii bastard . ! lols .mrs chia called me & remind me of the CDP project .BRYAN ! SEAWEED ! gotta handd in llarh ! stupiddddd ! edison just now scare me .sae the car is his friend de .kns .. scare me until half life gone ar .just now dhat police si bei di siao . lols .was rainingg sooo heavily lars =/sian.. tmrw dunnoe who will ask me out hais ..BOREDDDDD !
♥ and its all because of you ,
Thursday, April 26, 2007 ' Thursday, April 26, 2007 ♥
nothingg to post todae .no mood ..& iem just gnna let everything .goes as per normal .nordd gnna make any changes to my life.just .. lead my life as how it is bah ..
♥ and its all because of you ,
' Thursday, April 26, 2007 ♥
its music now .. suppose to be presentation todae .. teacher decide to give whole class a zero bcause we didnt even prepare abit .. so free acess again ? .. =/kinda bored lar .. just now PE was forced to go change .. dhen was kinda chatting with jasmine & bryan .. hmm ... cool lar. this comp someone downloaded msn 8.1 lols.. so my msn is better than them de =p very stressing lleh .. haish .. parents also stress miie lehh ..they next week then work .. lols .. hais .. err .. zz bored llar ..EDITED ; IT nnow . very sian .. stupid teacher wan us dothat micromedia dunnoe wadd shit .dhen dhat asshole bryan .. grrrrrrrr . di siao di siao .stupidd llar .ehs ,, the hhim ; ue nvr tell mie why break .wad ue expect me to do ..hais . now ue understand how hurt is it ?doubt ue still understand bahh ..
♥ and its all because of you ,
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ' Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ♥
edison counsellor !
happie birthdae to euus !
nah, forh ue ;
happie birthdae tuhh euus .
happie birthdae tuhh euus .
happie birthdae tuhh counsellor ..
happie birthdae tuhh euus !
hope nii findd ure true ggirl (:
& continue counsel miie arhs .
hahahs , meeeet up sooon ! :D
#if possible ? =/
LOVEDD *
kenneth ; thanks for the reminder =X 2n3 , a reminder, wear PE tmrw cause mr william goh might check on our class.nordd only tmrw, but next few PE lessons .co-operate kaes .all wear PE (:hmm todae was kinda boredd lar nothingg much also ..only know dhat bryan toldd mie somethingg .. zzdunnoe is good news or issit bad ..wasnt reallie in the mood todae also ..then after 1hour of home econ ..went d&t go find jasmine they all.then go back class take bag ..go hall for the prefect's investiger .dhen run around whole school to get tie ..can die sia .. damn tiring ..er .. nothingg much .. bbored ..tmrw maybe going to meet bryan & mandy ..hais .. mummie,nuer,& meimei ..ddont worrie too much .im fine .. (:ie just dont know what to do now ..very lost .. haishh ..my heart seriously numb diao le ..this is the last hurt im gnna get ..no more ller ..cause im not gnna have anymore relationships.NEVER ..ie never wnna have any .. anymore ..no more .. thank god this time, ie wasnt desperate for penknife ..cause low blood pressure le =/& like, havin so much illness ? .. haisheh , last long with her kaes .bye . takecare & all the best .sorrie if my attitude to you wasnt good .yesterdae . sorrie .
♥ and its all because of you ,
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ' Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ♥
didnts expect dhat .. my heart actually hhurt ..ie mean .. its pain ..ie actually felt the pain in my heart ..hais .. how i wished .. hais .. maybe everything bad is fated to happen on me ..im totally down .. right now ..i've got no one to turn to ..im reallie lost ..how can love be so hurt ?..its pain .. ): some needles in me just ..hit through my heart .. hais ..
♥ and its all because of you ,
' Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ♥
just back from dinner outside .. went to shing song supermarket first .. dhen after dhat go festival market de food court eat .. saw amos & his family lors, he eat with us .. dhen saw leon .. haha .. wasnt reallie feelingg well =/was weak all over .. don know why .. very lethargic .. hais ..then came home .. headache .. dad ask me check blood pressure .. dropped again .. hhais .. & heartbeat alot ..dhen dad sae i under stress .. hais ..dunnoe also lleh ..aiya, just stay happy for the sakeof everyone cann ler (:well .. hopefullie ie'll b fine .. =/ miss SL mummie, JH jiejie , huiting nuer, sukie meimei , & my korkors . & nnordd forgetting .. hhiim ..daddie sae ie under stess ! =.=fast pulse rate/ heart beat ..& low blood pressure .will these lead to asthma ? ..hais ..
♥ and its all because of you ,
' Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ♥
todae quite alot of thingg happen also . hahahs ..morning assembly, sing mari kita, rachel very funnie lols.. sing until v funnie .=Xmath ; nothingg much, did graph .. dhen guai guai ddo lors . he sae after school gotta stay back for 20mins for extra lessons cause he havent finish teaching lols ..chinese ; laoshi made us practice for our chinese oral after school .. dhen keep practicing .. lols .. ie also know i sure fail .. bryan more jialat than mie . wahahah =precess ; walk with youchuan llors . sian .. saw dhat bloooody Joseph [ marco's bro ]dhen ie gave him dhat lanjiao look & middle finger. lolsPEPP ; mrstan keep aiming me .. knn .. then keep askin mie shuddup. nabei cb llor .. bryan lar ! keep talkin to miie .. ! RAWRRRR ~ HISTORY ; again ! that paul twohill's goood friend de teacher . hahahs , she sae todae wan teach . but sway sway, i never bring textbook . sooo sad =p dhen jasmine,bryan , & miie . we all keep talkin bout music . dhen sing sing sing .. wa .. like music lesson sia. hahah . one hour of singing . yeah ! .. SCIENCE ; TIO SHOCK ! ms ezerin also never come ! we were like .. wooohoooo ! .. wahahah ..but sian llar . the guys keep talkin bout lanjiao, longjiao, snake, & wadever crap with teacher .. dhen sae wad sperm wad hole wadever shit lar . ie listen until sian si pua .. dhen bryan gimme dhat kind of attitude. dhen 30 min nvr talk to him llors. in the end also he ownself talk to me . dhen dhat relieve teacher si bei shock .. thought our class is wrestle . lols . wrestling , or rather, boxing class . hahah (:& also shocked dhat only 3girls in our class . lolsliterature ; BADMOOD ! mr kangg sucks ! ie hate you ! asshole ! i wan back mrs bryan ! RARRR ! was havingg headache & fever during his lesson . haissh =/after school .. ggot chinese oral .. actually dowan go.. but heard someone sae, 40% or mid-year .. dhen jasmine insist on going liao .. ddots .. walao .. chinese ie confirm fail wan llors .. sian .. haishh .. dhen in the endd .. very jialat llor . dhat teacher listen to me read until wan sleep .. ie also read until wan sleep .. headache .. ddots ..dhen johnson didi sae wan beat the who who who .. lols. dhat guy who dun reallie like mie . zz nvm bout him . dun give a damn . wahahahs . as long as i live my own life =pdomi v cute . lols.. oral same class as us .. lols. was in guanzhe de class .. dhat teacher china de .. kns wan ...stupidd bryan, mandy's mine ! nnordd ures ! RARRRR ! dun snatch my baobei new fren . lols. shes NOT interested in uues kkae ! hhim ; ILOVEYOU ! IMISSYOU ! but iem reallie learning ..from friends .. on how to llet go ofb ue =/lettin go of someone dun seem as easy as ie think ..haishh .. well .. alwaes gnna rmb ue .as the bbest bboyfriendd (: thnks enough dhat ue left this footstep ..xiexie ni .. LOVEEYOUU :DD
♥ and its all because of you ,
Monday, April 23, 2007 ' Monday, April 23, 2007 ♥
wahahah ! mummie's discharged !! wooohoooo ! .. happie mood nnow :DDspent hours waitin forhh the slow pok doctor dhen i kept entertaining everyone in the ward .happie sia . hahah .. mand, the ggirl ie just met .she kept laughin llarh xPshes sweet & caringg ! ..ie toldd my maid, ie wann make fren with her .dhen maid help miie ask forhh her number . yayness :DDdhen her mum toldd my mummie .ue very lucky hors, got one kaixingguo at home .hahahahs .. iem just happie when im dhere :DDie kept makin them laugh like .. ie dunnoe how ?ie sae wad they also laugh . lols.. laughin stock ? =.=anw, reallie glad dhat they couldd like, be happie.cause sometimes mood can result in improvin of their illness right ? haha .. hopefullie everyone of them can get discharged asap .mand's mummie; diabetes & high blood pressure .TAKECARE WOR ! .. mand, takecare ofb ure mummie well well.dhat popo .. auntie, must stay like miie ! kaixingguo . haha .. the nurses are takin care of u well.so much takecare ; all the best ..& the indian & malay de auntie. both of ue too (:hope we could meet on the street some dae .we had a great chat & fun laughing just now right ?hahahas .. be sure to stay happy, cause ie wont bethere anymore :DD SMILEEEEE ! mandy ; meet ue up soon yeah ? thanks forh ure sweeet message ..& ue said im funnie . hahas .. ddont get it . lols.this message sent by hher ; met u as a stranger ; i love ue as a friend ;as longg as the world stands ;our friendship will never end ;true friends never split ;even if they do, somedae they'll meet ;isnt it sweet . haha .. llast longg with ure bboy yeah (:kaymond ; korkor ! .. nothingg .. just miss ue . lols.. anw, thanks forbbein dhere forhh miie yeahs .. marco ; thanks forhh ure care even though ue dunnoe my mummie .& ue still showed alot of concern ..my true friend ; good guy friendd :Dyushengg ; ddun worrie, jiayi would b fine .i'll ask her wad exactly happen first (:ddont worrie too much ..ie know ure innocent . haha ..LOVED *
♥ and its all because of you ,
' Monday, April 23, 2007 ♥
tuhhdae damn allordd of thingg happen .. damn it .. BAD thinggs uh ! .. ddots .first of all, was like, LATE forhh school .. god damnit .. & LRT break down . dhen alordd ppl also llate . but is llet off llorhs . burdden ggot write down name . sian .. 20plus ppl late ar .. dhen ggot one gurgur keep saein, mummie, LRT puo liao .. LRT puo liao.. dhen her dad said, bu shi puo llar, shi huai . lols. ie kept laughing zz .. dhen first lesson engish ; kns llors .. ms low like keep zhen dui mie & bryan . bryan keep talkin to mie .ie also nvr talk to him right ! .. tamade .. dhen ms low was like. qqiulin, ie toldd ue beforhh right ? .. dhen she wink at miie .. zzdhen sae wadd, ue ddowan miie tell whole class right . lols.practically, she wanted to sae, bryan, dont be too attracted to qqiulin .dhen ie was super angry when she said dhat last time . lols.dhen nothingg much . was suppose to do some composition .. ie also slack slack .. sms llorhs .dhen jiu chinese llerh . jialat ar this lesson .ggot this youngg young lady de tcher .. shes kinda cute . bryan kept saein shes cute dhen ie sae he hongster .lols .he abit dulan llors =.=dhen after dhat saw kelvin & kenneth fight . wa. damn hiong . kelvin almost bleed . but got damn big & redd de scratches on his neck de below abit dhere .. si bei poor thing lor hhim .. ke lian der ):dhen jasmine call up tcher . dhen our lady cher ask mie go find jasmine, ask her dunnid ler . dhen after dhat saw mrstan, form tcher & jasmine with pale face come back .. ie shouted , dun nid ller ! dun nid ller ! show over liao . lols. dhen ie tio gan by cher .. zz sae wad , not show & blahblahblah..dhen go back class . they thought is i bao toh de . lols. ie did nothing . damn .. dhen after dhat dunnoe wad lors . chat with teacher . haha . dhen chat with jasmine & bryan also llors. dhen jiu recess liao . got new PE teacher . dhen mrstan ask mie tell her whole story .. i only told her how they fight .. lols .dhen go back class, its history .. theres this teacher .. should b indian .. she wear until kinda fasion .. & trend .. dhen the most important thingg is SHE SPEAKS GOOOOD ENGLISH ! .. ie communicate with her damn well luh . wahahah . shes a friend of paul twohill even before he went into singapore idol ehh :DDshe agreed dhat matilda has a GREAT vocal too ! .. its reallie a pity dhat she isnt the singapore idol . well , its the Judge who just lost someone great. stupiddd ! .dhen its info skill .. god damn .. ie lost my tie fcuk .. ie suspect its someone .. but, not to sae .. just ask me if ue wnna know .. (:dhen mrstan made us go parade square . guess wad time is it .. 11PLUS ! damn .. dhen was ilke . soooo damn hhot? .. we were like .. roasted pigg lluhs . dhen the guys keep saein, hhot ass .. zzthen teacher sae, if no one admits who did this, no one is to go away . dhen we sat there like siao .. its all bcos of my tie, which kenneth help mie tell teacher de . thanks (:& jianrong's worksheets .. zz whole pile of worksheets .dhen in the end, we go back class, zhenyang took out the worksheets from his table dhere.. dhen tell teacher he foundd .. think is he steal de bah . lols . dhen teacher ask him out to class lors . walaos . dhen my tie no point ller . forget it . pang swa .. this time only hors . dhen CDP , ccb llors. nabei . mrs chia come in jiu guailan . dun even know wtf happened to her. mood swing ? .. zz dhen made us go parade square again . dhen she ask me ; bryan,jasmine&qqiulin . when are ue gnna handd in ure projects. dhen ie was like. wednesdae . dhen jasmine sae thurs can anot. dhen she saae. NO ! .. dhen wadever shit lar. dhen she ask again . ie sae. WEDNESDAEE LLARH ! .. nabei .. dhen after dhat she sae i wan ue to tell mie wad u have to do if i let ue all go back class . ie sae ;keep quiet, sit at own seat, & diam diam llarh ! ..dhen she sae . NO ! dhen ie sae, PAY ATTENTION LAR ! she sae, even now theres still ppl talkin away & not payin attention .qqiulin ; interupted by the sun wad ! mrschia ; nno ! ..qqiulin ; reallie llarh ! mrschia ; okae, go back to class, before dhat,line up iin twos first . qqiulin ; wallaos, ie hack care lar, byesbyes lar .dhen ie went up the spiral staircase, she scold miie .. zz dhen go line up llorhs .. dhen went back . she guailan somemore .. zzie keep scoldin her . dhen ie keep saein i wan go sec3 find my cousin.dhen she sae, no ! do ure work ! .. lemme see wad ue've done first.dhen glen make mie dulan again . dhen ie ask teacher, qqiulin ;MRS CHIA ! LEMME GO SEC3 LEND TIE LAR ! HOW YOU EXPECT ME GO ASSEMBLY WITHOUT TIE ! .. mrschia ; * took hher pass * mrschia ; * pass it to miie *qqiulin ; * snatch the pass *qqiulin ; Jasmine, ggo with mie .dhen she came alongg llors .dhen went 2E2 . dhen got one guy, keep dowan tell mie guanzhe wad class. dhen in the endd, he told mie lors . dhen go find him . ie wan chris help me, ie haven sae dhen he sae no . dhen ie saw huiting, ask huiting, dhen she came. but is like = nvr come llors . dhen was like . super dulan llor . walaos. prefect also nvr help .. knn .dhen in the endd, marco helped mie , dhen dhat biatch keep saein no . guanzhe wan lemme tie, dhen teacher scold him . knn ! .. ie ggot personal matter to tell hhim right ?! PCB ..my mum's in e hospital, wan tell hhim cannot issit ! MOE GOT SAE CANNOT AR ?! FCUKUPdhen ie dulan . dhen Jasmine go findd minyee, dhen lemme lors . zz hengg.dhen ran back to 2nd level . dhen mrs chia down dhere like v angry . dhen ie shouted at her . tell her, dhat teacher very llousy .. kanasai . dhen she sae who . ie also dunnoe . ie only tell her wad class de teacher . dhen go assembly llors. zz damn tiredd . . dhen assembly sms , zhenyang keep wann baotoh .. knnb .. dhen ie hack care hhim also .sms kaymond korkor (: dhen heard ppl saein, got science enrichment, ie nnot goingg also llars . dhen kenneth also sae dowan go . lols. dhen go canteen, at side gate, saw marco push his brother to the wall, like v pain liddat. dhen he saw mie. gimme dhat lanjiao bin . his name also Joseph . FCUKOFF .. pls lar hor, ue xiao didi only, dunnoe outside world, dun play llar hors. wait till ppl tio ue dhen ue will know wads DIE .dhen joseph de friend sae wad, marco de charbor come liao .ie scold him PCB . kaobei so much.dhen marco sae he go home dhen msg miie . well . a good guy friend indeed (:dhen asked him, just now dhat teacher wad name.hhe sae, MRS AUDREY TAN . dunnoe is ms or mrs llehhs =/now got the air conditional repair de uncle . his daughter my pri sch junior .. dhen he was like .. keep jokin .. zz kinda boredd .. rain arr.. hais . just now on the way home, drizzling, dhen purposely walk home slowly . dhen just reach home, dhen heavy rain .. sway ! .. zzdad just came back .. haishh .. wanted to ask guanzhe pei mie go find mummie..buddden now .. hais .. zz
♥ and its all because of you ,
Sunday, April 22, 2007 ' Sunday, April 22, 2007 ♥
todae nnothingg muchh .. wake up at bbout 11plus ... hhe msged miie .. & marco msged miie .. marco like more worried than mie sia .. ie toldd him . ie maybe cant ggo out with them cos my mummie in hospital .. dhen he like .. v worried lors . lols. sae alot of thing .. dhen as for hhim .. hmm .. just something to tell ue .. ie think ie'll step back bahh . ie dowan to hear ue saein . ue like BOTH .. ie ddunnoe why . but ie just hate this .. is this some kind of .. 2 timing ? .. ie dont like k .. sorrie .. remain as normal friends can llerh .. dhen wake up liao go bath .. use comp .. slack .. sian.. watch tv .. dhen until like 3 plus .. dad sae he comin fetch us go hospital . walaos . shud've woked up earlier sia .. cos 2nd uncle .. uncle sun .. sihui jiejie & zhihao brudder also dhere lleh . andd the .. ginger nurse also there .. walao . ! damn wasted sia . ie tmrw wan see them !! RAWRRR ! .. ie wan force guan zhe pei miie go simei mrt dhen go hospital withh mie . dun care . =.=dhen just now .. in hospital sian .. played with toddlers . lols .. =X nothingg to ddo ma . hahahs .. dhen nothing much .. visiting hour until 8 .. dhen went out of hospital at 8 .. dher lobby damn crowded . lols .ie wann ggo east point ! .. wahahahs .. ie sure ask joseph pei mie ggo . lols .. z bored ..tmrw sch sian ... hais .. assembly . lols .. hmm .. nnothing ller bah . shall stop here (:
♥ and its all because of you ,
Saturday, April 21, 2007 ' Saturday, April 21, 2007 ♥
well .. went hhougang mall just now .. dhen go the specs de shop ..fixed mye spec .. dhen my maid ask hhim for contact lenses.he kaobei & nagged alot .dhen ie shouted , dunnid liao lar ! ..hhes like spencer dhat type sia .. zzdhen took quite sometime .. got a new frame llors ..went the event .. some kind of indonesia orchestra ..well .. was kinda boredd .. dheres this china ggirl ..she keeps talkin so rudely to me ..hate her lar .. irritating pest ..dhen ie saw mdm tangg .ie was like mie ; mdm tang ! .. mdm tang ! ..mdm tang ; yes ? mie ; rmbr mie ?! mdm tang ; hahahas , of cause ! ..wahahs .. happy happy .. my p3 teacher .. omgosh .. shes suchh a nice teacher ! :DDdhen quite afew teachers said hello to miie . hahs ..dhen saw monika & bernice they all .ie was like . ran ar .. zz dowan see them =Xdhen sat with crystalbell first .. dhen patricia de mummietold me , someone's sitting dhere . dhen ie go sit with one small boy boy ..amos was infront .. my brudder was beside de beside of miie.dhen we kept throwin cookies aroundd . its fun with those small boys.hahahs .. dhen dhat pest came lookin for me again.she kept kaobei mie lors .. its good enough ie nvr give her attitude & scoldd her .. see her small ..saw anggit .. hahas .. & dhen was enjoyin so much with those small boy boy ..saw 3 yckps de charbor .. zz nothing lors..dhen dad call .. ask us go home .. hais .. kena scolded..well .. like he said, he wans me not to argue with my parents..so i'll not (: cried on the way to the hospital .. hais ..visited my mom .. she pok the diao the water thing g..walaos .. see liao damn hhurt sia .. ):dhen .. ie keep makin mummie laugh (:when going home de shi hou ..ie was like .. mummie ! bu yao xiang wo hor ! .. =pdhen beside de family & opposide de..keep laughing .. lols =.=gladd to able to see my mum quite okae..my dad bo xim .. nvr pei my mum .. hais .. nvms .. well .. ie miss him .. miss hiim alot .. reallie alot ..ie wann back the past ..iem needing him alot right now .. hais ..wad happened ?. . why recently so many things have been happening..has the earth turned upside down ? .. wad exactly happen ?everything happened in such a split sec ..ie hate it .. ie hate such depressed life .. ie already had it for years .. its not easy for me to let it go ..& now .. im like gnna go stress again .. hais ..
♥ and its all because of you ,
' Saturday, April 21, 2007 ♥
shit hell .. mum's in e hospital right now .. damn .. slept at 3plus yest bcos after parents came back, was talkin on phone with jas & marco .. dhen was like, my mum ask me can pei her go see doc ma .. dhen ie like ... sian ji pua =X dhen ie got ready dhen go llors , hais .. she ggot low blood pressure .. so do iie .. mummie, dont be too worried bbout miie uh (: ie wont faiint dhat easily derhh llars .. anw, mummie sae cann gimme put on contact llerhhs . :DDdhen morningg wake upp by brudder . tell miie mummie fainted .. wth .. expected lluh ..dhen wake up llors, when bathing, the ambulance came .. hhaish ..damn llar .. dunnoe whether ie will b liddat nnot sia .. so scary . . LOLhmm .. dad's currently in e hospital with my mum .. huiting nuer & sukie mei ; bboth of ue, just ignore dhat charbor . if she pesters ue, ignore her . if she talks to ue, talk to her coldd .shes totally a hypocrite .shes pampered & spoilt .next time ie wann meet hher .ie will settle this face to face with her .make sure bboth of ue wont b bullied by her .asshole .. bbitch . fcuk her mama pussy lluhs . nabei .
♥ and its all because of you ,
Friday, April 20, 2007 ' Friday, April 20, 2007 ♥
its a super damn longg & fun day todae ! .. hahahahs .. si marcoo , mye headd nnordd bborn ggive ue hhit derrhh hhors . stupidddddddddd ! :DDREFLECTION ; hmm.. mrstan very gooood, iielove my form teacher ! muahahahs, nnot forgettin mrschia, co-form too (: thanks for ure concern teacher ! .. LOVEYOUs (: SCIENCE ; was kinda bboredd lluhs . lols .. nnothing interestingg . ENGLISH ; got got got .. teacher todae siao eh .. keep scolding, dhen like shen jingg bing, scold scold scold scold scold. never stop ar ! .. like bullet sia. lols .
RECESS ; go out walk walk ... one very big size derhh charbor, from bhind hit me .. stupidd, sec one nia -.- dhen ie cried in pain .. zz dhen toldd teacher got .. langga. they also blurblur. hahahs. dhen they in the end kena scolding .. for some reason bahh ..RECESSover ; dhen go 2n1, marco hhit my hhead .. GRRRRRR ~ dhen was reallie fun llars, played aroundd .. hahas, Jas seemed interested in hhim :DDCHINESE ; did some work, mie & jas finish lle dhen sleep ..
LITERATURE ; here comes the interesting part ! .. theres this teacher .. old old de lady, shes kinda cute . hahahs, dhen her voice quite lloud lar. dhen the guys sae wan go toilet, she sae one by one dhen all . poooooooooooooooooooooooof , GONE -.-dhen mie & jasmine cannot go. she keep saein, wait wait wait .. wait wait wait .. soon. very soon ..she said these words throughout whole period . dhen bryan keep going out . she also dunnoe . COCK EYE . dhen people who just walk pass our class, we all sae is our clas de. dhen tcher ask them come in . hahahahs, super funnie ..kelvin locked hher outside dher class ! hahahs ! .. dhen changfu open door for her -.-. dhen jasmine prank call bryan, jianrong, ie prank call johnson . lols. not reallie prank call. they know de .. ahahs, dhen lastly, jasmine call marco, she sae one guy ans, dhen she hang, dhen call 2 more .. call dhen hang .. after awhile ie call . one char bor ans, dhen ie was like, wa ! is that teacher ! ( cause before recess, Isaac's phone tio confiscate after a random handphone check) then we damn scared is teacher llors. dhen i ask bryan, whose teaching in 2n1 class now. he sae ms kuek DIANA KUEK ! .. dhen ie tio shock, was wonderin if its her dhat answer the phone. dhen teacher keep dun let us go toilet .. god damnit .. lols. dhen teacher keep askin us read the mr kang's literature thinggy . dhen lesson ending, we ran to the toilet, dhen afrer dhat marco sae he nvr bring phone. guess the one who answered was his parents bah .. wad a sigh of relief .. zz dhen slack awhile dhen go math.. dhen ie look inside marco de class, ask him got bring phone anot. dhen ms kuek suddenly sae, yes? dher 2 girls outside? .. dhen ie shouted & ran =X Jasmine dunnoe wad happen, tio shock dhen ran .. dhen go entrance of class, dhen was like, EXCUSE MIIE LLARHH ! .. dhen sat on my seat .. dhen marco came after ms kuek go for another class. dhen mie & jasmine go out. dhen jasmine was like, mr ho mr ho mr ho, kuai dian go back ! .. dhen when ie was about to reverse & go in class for my seat, bang dao mr ho .. wa, ie sii bei paiseh llors. lols .. ie shouted damn loud -.- zz dhen keep laughin like siao charbor .. lols... zhenyang keep askin mie lend him $1 . dhen ie keep act dao -.- zzafter school, saw marco again, ie shouted very lloud at marco, dhen brocolli sae, waaaah. dont shout .. aiyo .. lols -.- dhen called edison , dhen he was having examinations .. hahahas ! sorrie ! =xaskin marco & others for movie !. wooohoooo :DD
♥ and its all because of you ,
Thursday, April 19, 2007 ' Thursday, April 19, 2007 ♥
hmm ... was late for school todae ? .. jus enter gate dhen mr wee scold us for strolling into the sch even tho we know we were late .. zz dhen mr ho saes gotta run 5rounds around parade sq within 3 mins . arbo jiu add 5 more .. hahahas, chicken feeet lluh . budden, run 1 round dhen my ankle start to hurt ): heard mrs shankers sae dhat if late for 3 times, have to call parents come dow to sch sign dunnoe wad thing, to let them noe, being late is serious .. zz dhen ie told tcher, eh cher, my ankle break ie come find ue hors . cb .. dhen he was like, okok, come here rest. dhen jasmine got 1 week mc .. dhen we do 20 push ups .. zz diaos .. dhen cher ask me buy ankle guard ... ddots.. dhen mr ho ask us go basketball court again .. dhen we slack again lors.. william goh scold us for the PE shirt thingg .. dhen .. music .. dhen recess .. hmm .. youchuan go run dhen down there with mrs tan .. dhen she keep nagging .. dhen ask me get new specs .. & guan zhe .. dhat stupid cousin .. he sick . dhen he keep laughin at miie for having a broken spec. lols.. go die lluh .. hahas, anw, must takecare (:those sec ones take attendence damn cute . hahahs .. dhen .. mrs chong ask me go find sebastian & rushydi .. dhen ie also lazy lluh .. ie tuck out shirt go in sch, brocolli also nvr care . muahahahahs hmm .. saw mummie & jiejie .. dhen they was like, huh ? why ure spec liddat. lols. they go choir SYF .. think they got a silver bah =/ wish them luck .. ie dunnoe why, so worry for choir .. hais .. =/ dhen go back class .. its english .. sian .. slack .. dhen cher very niao lors.. dowan gimme worksheet .. not sae dowan .. she dun have extras .. stupid .. dhen ask me go ownself photo copy .. niao !!! tcher ue selfish lluh ! .. ie kope bryan de. hahahahahahs =p ie also keep using his phone . lols .. dhen its math .. Jas de phone tio confiscate .. hohoho ! haha .. dhen after lesson kena nag like 15 min dhen give back .. zzby the time go IT also kinda late .. dhat IT tcher very qian da ! .. he saw mie & Jas late ma . dhen he was like , hahah , late . lols. lamer ! .. dhen IT he saw my spec, dhen sae, aiyo. ue run to sch until spec spoile ar . dhen ie think ie scolded him . v qian da hor .. lols .. :DDhe keep coming to me & Jas de comp there, see wad we doing, dhen very noisy lar . lols. dhen ie keep slacking .. play games & blah blah blah .. haha ..go back class .. was chinese .. dhen sian .. very quiet .. all do work .. dhen jiu .. science .. do work also .. quite sian =/ glen & jeremy ponten science .. zz kenneth sae he nvr saw them . ezerine sae, ue bluff.. ie saw glen just now . diaohuimin 3 dae nvr go school liao . lols.. bloooooody marco, scold me FCUKYOU . chicken lar ue . arsehole. lols.. like Jasmine dowan sae. muahahahahs .. lols.hmm .. just now go find edison awhile nia ..he meet one peihwa de charbor .. eunice .. ddots.dhen ie was like ... diao .. dhen he go Aljunied .. dunnoe wad car race lar .. dhen he take 80 lors .. zz sian .. dhen come back .. chat with nuer until alot .. hahahs .. kinda fun (: dhen chat with him uh . . no comment .. he also ddont reply wan llar ... ...finally, top up mye phone ller . lols .. can someone just entertain me ):
♥ and its all because of you ,
' Thursday, April 19, 2007 ♥
now music llors .. damnit sia .. llast night spec spoile .. cb lleh .. dhen now is like .. zz desperate for contact lenses . LOL .. v pek chek ar .. llend bryan de phone sms him dhen his fiona msg hhim ddots . dhen just now PE willam goh sway sway come scoldd .. for those who dont have PE lols .. hmm .. nothingg to do .. huimin nv come again .. ddots .. handphone still no money .. hais .. sian .. counsellor ask me friday meet him .. budden ie got history field trp ): glen damn perv .. looking for nude pics in yahoo .. wdf -.- pervertic bastard asshole . hate hhim to core ! hais ... how ie wish the wish ue are hoping for can come true =/hope to be b ure side once again .. be there for ue .. love ue once again ..hais ... maybe its hopeless bah ...she might thinks ue are flirt if this happens.& ie can confirm ue'll hurt miie once more .. if ue ever comes back .. not ddont trust ue .. just ..dont reallie have the confidence in ure promises ..promises is a lie .. hais ..iiemissyou alot ; loveyou alot ;
♥ and its all because of you ,
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ' Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ♥
just now 6 plus edison counsellor ask me go hougang mall find him . ie sms him ask him, ue call me ar ? cos got alot ppl call me . budden, dunnoe who. cause phone no money . only receive a bloody msg telling me dheres someone dhat call me but cannot receieve .. dhen ie ask counsellor issit him. dhen he call me , sae just in time, he at hougang ask me wan go find him ma. dhen he ask me faster go .. dhen ie call jasmine go . dhen actually go meet him first dhen go compass find jasmine. budden, when ie was about to go out, he call me sae, he got something else on . wdf lors. lols. make me dulan sia -.- dhen jasmine ask me go her house, dhen wth .. jasmine sae huizhen wan back her cashcard. dhen was like, go compass find her, dhen huizhen saw me .. nabei .. dhen ie bluff her ie go find parents .. ddots. dhen is like, si bei hard to lie to her lols. knn .. dhen jasmine keep walking like nobody's business .. dhen after dhat ie take her phone, type some msg, ask her some things .. like, how to get rid of her. lols. dhen jiu in the end, when she's playing percussion, ie sae ie go find parents liaos, dhen after dhat .. about 7.30, jasmine sae she wan go home liao. muahahahs .. dhen we jiu meet at library, huizhen go take bus . :pie noe im evil .. hahahahahahas ..dhen she use comp llors.. until like 8.30. go montip, dhen after dhat go buy sushi .. walaos, dhat charbor no lisence llar ! .. zz dunnoe how to make wan sia.. dhen was like.. wa.. don feel like eating lols.. ddots.. si bei jialat lors her .. dhen go take bus .. saw this guy, JC guy, ie was like.. ehh ehh ehh .. he got zii bii zhen ar. LOLL .. ddots. cos hhe look like .. -.-zzdhen took bus home .. 9plus. dhen maid & blooooody brudder dowan open door .. FCUKYOU !dhen ie open door with my key lar, nabei .. dhen brudder see me, dhen ie was like, kua lan jiao ! ..PCB , .. dhen maid dunnoe do wad to my comp, dhen cannot switch on comp, guai lan with her dhen she switch on . fcuk ni ma lar .. cb .. chat with joseph on phone .. dhen awhile jiu hang.. dhen he use another number call me .. ddots. dhen he sae, im one of the few who knows almost all his handphone numbers. hahahas .. dhen still sae, mostly only guys knows all his number, ie've yet to know his other numbers ! LOLLLLLhanged his phone ller now sian .. hais hhim ; its no point for ue tellingq me this now ..cause all iie noe now is, dheres no hope for us to be together again ..HOPELESS ! ue understand ! .. even if ue were to ask for patch once again .ie wouldnt want to, although i wan . but ie bet ue will hurt me once again ..hais .. FOREVER IS A LIE ! GUYS ARE LIAR ! some ? ..
♥ and its all because of you ,
' Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ♥
went jasmine's hhouse .. stupidd llors, she havent wake up, pressed doorbell until tiredd. lols. dhen was like, finally ! door opened ! .. dhen after awhile her mom & her bro come back .. dhat stupidd brother of hers, keep saying me .. damn ue ! LOLL .. dhen went to school, hmm .. only afew people come .. all ponten go PC bunk -.- dhen was like .. 7 people never come .. ddots. dhen science .. ue cannt imagine wad ms ezerine toldd me ! urghh .. ezerine ar ezerine ! .. who the hell told ue dhat sia .. its false okae ?! .. conv goes like this ; the min she walks in ; ms ezerine ; ue & bryan together ar .me ; huh ? wad ? ezerin keeps staring at me .. in a .. funny way ? .. lolsme ; walaos, no lar cher, wad ue talkin bbout -.- ms ezrine ; hahahs, jokingg llar . iie mean .. its reallie weird cos she NEVER joke derhh llors, dhen dhere she is jokingg with me, with suchh .. weird joke ? .. okae, forget it -.- ddun give a damn, NOT mye business .. dhen she keep smiling at miie for no reason lluh .. wad on earth is ggoing on man .. ddots ..dhen was math .. this tcher damn funny ! hahahs .. johnson ; cher cher cher * pointing to kelvin *johnson ; he left ear deaf , right ear dhen can hear wan .cause cher was like, keep talkin to us, & no one bothers -.-kelvin ; yar yar , HUH ? cant hear ue ar. can sae again?lols, obviously, they're playin with cher llar . hahatcher ; eh hem, * pointing to johnson * tcher ; ue are dumb ! .. & ... *pointing to kelvin *tcher ; hhe is deaf . lols. everyone, laughs .. its llame llar, for such tcher to sae dhat .. ddots .. recess llors , hhad early recess, dhen jasmine & ie buy our things le . go table . dhen went to the western food stall & queued for fries . now, this is terrible . wahahahas .. ! jaron was dhere ? =X dhen kenneth ask us help him buy, we dowan, he cut queue ! .. dhen yingyi stil ask us help her buy nugget .. zz dhen was like .. queue for damn llong, like ue noe, market , shout shout shout . LOLL .. some sec ones danm pathetic llarhh . hahas ..dhen was like, finally llors, dhen jiu go eat .. dhen peishi came eat with us .. shermane too ..hmm .. after recess was home econ .. very cham llors, ony like .. kelvin, sebastian[ richard ], jianrong, patrick, darren & me .. no more lols .. hhad test .. tcher was like, see ue all liddat, dowan study dhen lembek lembek[ like lethargic ? ] wan, ie very heartache lleh =XX mrs lleong, we're meant to be slackers. lols.. dont ask us why we're not interested .. cos is no point der lols .. dhen jiu engglish, dhen nnothing much liaos .. ie ask bryan teach me some eng worksheets .. vocabs .. dhen he was like, keep scolding FUCKYOU LLARHS dhen ie also dulan, keep scolding hhim .. cos ie sae le, ie wont tolerate todae derh . dhen he apologised :DD wan after sch lliao he ask me ; bryan ; ehs , can lemme $1 ?me ; forhh ? bryan ; ie wan buy thing for fiona .me ; fiona ?! ddont count me iin k .bryan ; FCUKYOU .me ; scold one more time ! bryan ; okokae .. sorrie zhuuu llin .. ie was like .. wdf ? .. lols .. & stop hitting my hhead cause im reallie short enough ue bbastard ! ..went home, on e way, saw marco & his brother ..so walked together llors, dhen he take bus home.. ask us add him in msn & friendster -.-& mrstan ; mrschia. xiexie for dher concern . iem kinda fine ller . hahas.. ie took out the bandage cause dowan wear slippers -.-anw, mrschia, ie'll buy wad ue ask me to derhh . hahas.. thnks thnks (: `YOUYOUYOU ; iiem still miss yooh =/ie ddont hope to wait for ue ..bburd my hheart just stays with ue .ddont treat me soo good ller ..treat me coldd .. & ie'll understandd .. hais .. all e best to ue & hher .hopefully she accepts ue asap bahh ..findd ure happiness sooon (:`LOVED
♥ and its all because of you ,
Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ' Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ♥
wellwell .. ie wore slipper to sch todae .. damn emberrasing . lols. dhen is like .. wad my maid said, very cute, big bag, school uniform, all okae, dhen see bottom, its like .. slipper with bandage. lols. dhen go jasmine de house, her bloooody brother keep saying me .. ggo die lluh -.-zz ie was like. PLAY YOUR PS2 & DIAM DIAM ! . dhen ie go sleep =X
didnt reallie sleep llast nite.. cos counsellor edison & jasmine got some things to settle -.- ie was in the conference .. extra derh llar. . hahahas .. okae, enough of all the craps, as for todae, math first lesson.. kns la.. sian .. 29days to math exam .. ddots .. dhen after dhat chinese .. zui die llor ! .. do zuo wen .. kns .. ie dunnoe how to write sia dhen ie keep ask teacher word by word .. too bbad llor, chinese lousy ma.. hahahs .. dhen tyco tyco finished it on time ..dhen bryan ask me llend him my phone.. with his sim card .. cos he gave his phone to mr ho for math stay back thing .. lols.. dhen jius recess lle lors .. cant go outside sch walkwalk.. cos ie got excuse . muahahahs .. lols. dhen youchuan sicksick ): ggirl, must takecare wor .. shermane too ! .. both sicksick .. ddots .. dhen only got yingyi peii miie crazy llor . hahas.. my crazy babe partner ! :p
dhen after dhat saw marcoooo ! hahahs .. dhen jiu saw mye baobeii SL mummie & baobeii jiahui jiejie !
miss them alot alot ! .. mummie like very .. tired liddat =X .. hahahs, anw, kinda glad to be able to see them llar :D
after dhat PEPP .. sian .. bryan ng ze kai ! ..ue cb llar.. last time sae like j , dhen now dhat f . walao. sii hongqster lar . f also like ue dua ki ar ? guailan so much with me todae for wad. pcb . go hongqan lar .. knnccb ..
dhen history .. got relieve tcher llor .. dhen chat with her & wadever de .. in the end, played hangqman with her .. hahas . kinda fun .. dhen she even gave us the word valentines. for bryan .. zz cos bryan was like, writing down dhat charbor's name & made it into a heart .. kns llar . lols. she look like .. ddots. nvm ! .. swa, see ue small lor ! .. dhen after history jiu science .. dhen got science test .. zz sian like hell .. last page leave blank dhen sleep for 20mins. lols.. dhen finish le .. dhen literature .. go ava room .. slack llor .. played & wadever . dhen the asshole bryan keep saying me .. damn ue lar, wad the hell is wrong with ue today. iem tolerating ue today but not tomorrow im teling ue ! .. GLEN SIM GHIM KWEE ;
KENNETH ONG ;
both of ue ddont guai lan lar hors .
PCB , kenneth, especially ue todae .
damn fcukup.
pissed off by ue .. asshole
after school, went home, dhen maid go hougang mall .. dhen jiu call counsellor lor, he ask me go out.. budden my leg liddat -.- cannot expect me go woodlands . lols. sorrie counsellor =X ie peii ue on thursday hao ma ? (: cheerup llars. hahas ..`18032007 ; `24032007 ;`07042007 ;im alrite, dont worry .. ie'll b going for check up with my parents.or maybe not going check ...rmb ue promised to stay happy yeah ..ddont tell mie ue'll regret waiting for HER ;cause it'll be a bbig disappoint for me ...`LOVED(:
♥ and its all because of you ,
Monday, April 16, 2007 ' Monday, April 16, 2007 ♥
taadaaa ... ! sprained llegg, nvr ggo school .. hahahahs .. hheng nvr go school ars .. huiimin sae todae class very sian .. dhen still got the CDP project, supposingly, today hand in derh, dhen ie also dunnoe how bryan & jasmine settle it . hahahs .. sorrie pals ! dint mmean to pangseh derh ! =p morningg woke up at 10plus all bcos of the drizzlings .. dunnoe whose house under construction .. zz woke me up .. dhat stupidd noisy thingg .. dhen iie go bath. dhen tap water basin was like .. vibrating -.- dhen switch on comp .. on music untill loud loud .. wahahah .. mummie come back, jiu sae, wa, challenging ar, headache la, turn it off. dhen ie dun care. lols .. i wanna be with ue derh songg damn nice sehh ! lalalas .. went punggol pri just now .. saw alot of mye junior . yeah ! .. dhen dunnoe mdm islina still at punggol anot lleh .. hais .. sadd .. security sae maybe transfer ller .. sian .. dhen go dunnoe do wad to my leg at dunnoe whr lols.. i bet sure no use wan .. the min i reach their hhouse, see liao the impression .. zzz kns . dhen they very insulting & no manners lor . kns .. zz nvm dun talk bout it .. ie gastric liao .. yest whole dae nvr eat .. lols .. counsellor ! .. sorrie .. ie cannot trust llove =X ue ytd ask me, why issit so easy to fall for someone ..myabe its bcos dhat person is the type of person ue like? .dont even ggive a thought of me -.- hahas .. JASMINE ! =psorrie for wasting ure foolscap paper yest .. hahas .. love ue counsellor ! iie need you bbest .. :DD continued ; 9.32pmhmm .. just now go compass point .. mye dad had his car polished, dhen ie go arcade outside sit .. dhen saw sihui jiejie .. hahas.. dhen she jiu go find my mummie llors. chat chat abit jiu go ller .. dhen ie go back arcade outside sit .. tio gan by security .. ie knew it =X dhen he was like .. hahas, know still sit ar.. lols.. dhen ie also keep arm chio nia -.-zz dhen after awhile jiu saw my schh the those guys llors . lols.. nvm .. dhen go kou fu eat .. euro funfair ggone ller ): counsellor ! cannot ggo liaos . hahas .. dhen jiu come back home lors .. hais .. tmrw dunnoe how to alight bus lleh .. sure pain like shit .. dunnoe hhow lleh .. *CRIIES ! *
♥ and its all because of you ,
Sunday, April 15, 2007 ' Sunday, April 15, 2007 ♥
hmm todae, woke up at like .. 10plus ? .. cos edison msged miie .. -.- ask me wake up ller bbo .. dhen hmm .. decided to meet up at harbour front mrt .. reached there at bout 4pm ? dhen saw hhim llors .. dhen we go up escalator findd got wad bus can take go pasir ris . hahahs .. we took 65 to tampanes inter .. dhens after dhat .. go buy thingg eat .. ie wasnt reallie in the mood llar .. cos jasmine said some things .. hais.. dont wish to mention it .. cos it spoiled the rest of my day .. dhen we go findd bus .. cannot find .. go find ppl ask llors . dhen one of the uncle said , take 81 can reach . dhen went 7evelen, bought gulp.. their drink sucks -.- taste damn weird llar .. lols . dhen iie start to cough & cough . again .. ddots .. actually im not suppose to drink llar =X dhen took 81 .. wth llors, pass by dhat bastard's hhouse sia .. lucky nvr saw him or my gan di sia .. ddots .. dhen after dhat .. pass by the white sand mall . ie was like . ehh ! is dhat white sand mall ! dhen iie dint realise ie sae until so lloud llors . he gimme dher kind of diao de look. cos ie dint noe, ppl behind mie were like. staring at me -.- ddots. dhen damn paisehh llors ! infront got one auntie said, yar, ue later go infront dhat bus stop ue alight dhen wait for 403. dhen ie was like..... huh ? .. dhen iie toooot llors . dhen dhen dhen .. ie look behind .. all staring at me -.- dhen ie was like .. waaa ! .. zao zao zao .. lolshahahas .. dhen we alight liao jiu got 403 .. dhen we took 403 to pasir ris llors .. went to the swing de there eat .. ie also nvr eat =X dhen go the my lao di fang dhere sit lors .. see scenery .. hais . after dhat wan go home liao .. si bei jialat .. my mind was like .. fly to some where else .. thinking bout tmrw how .. dhen hors, ie jiu sprained my ankle .. damn pain.. dhen almost fainted .. iie quickly go sit down ... =X hais .. dhen counsellor jiu ask me ok ma .. ie cant even talk .. zz damn jialat .. now my ankle like got one ball ball lleh .. swollen =X ... hais .. iie wann cry llors ! .. bbut .. REN ~ ... lolsdhen we took 88 .. go home .. iie peii him go 161 derh dhere.. dhen liddat ie walk back myself llors. . still haven eat .. maid gimme rice. iie still no appetitie .. hais .. dunnoe why .. )counsellor : thnks for wantingq tuh llendd miie ure shoulder (: hahas .. ure a reallie very good derhh fren xD made miie llaugh like the whole journey from harbour front to tampanes.. hahahs :DD LOVED ! ;
♥ and its all because of you ,
Saturday, April 14, 2007 ' Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥
woke up at 1.40pm today .. sleep for almost 12hour plus .. dots .. still very sick lluhs .. & damn sian llor .. wnna ggo pasir ris park derh .. but joseph also nvr call miie .. sian llar .. at about 4 plus 5 plus liddat ggo hougang mall llors .. saw alot of familiar faces . hahas, saw samion fish first, he sae iie short .. lols. sii fish .. dhen .. quite alot lar .. saw baochengg, dhen saw soon hoe.. primary 2 fren .. nvr talked to him for .. very llong.. since p4 i guess .. his look never change, but wad change is hhim ! .. hhe bcame ahbeng , & it totally shocked miie .. lols.. saw meiying jiejie darlingg too ! wahahahs . dhen roy lim .. tall asshole .. LOLL .. hmm .. went hhome at 7pm .. msn nobody talked to me dao .. sian arh ! .. dhen dhat JY ask me, ' we break le ar 'dhen iie wannted to scold him sia. wtf , we break longg ago ller, so dont be so fcukup & come back askingg dhat bloody stupidd question .. -.-at bout night going midnight, HE online llor . chat with him on msn .. dhen after dhat he dunnoe angry or sad or crying la .. dont talk to me lors .. hais .. i had no intentions.. just wanting to cheer you up & entertain you.. is that wrong ? .. i need an explanation from you tomorrow .. dhen chat with yongliang, dhen edision ..longg llost friend ! yayness ! .. happy to have him back as friend . hahahs..dhen chat with him .. hmm .. dhen around 1plus .. he ask me call hhim llors .dhen chat ... ie think iie talk to him on phone before. dunnoe when .not too close to him last time . cos he was with jasmine . hahas..sooo .. kinda glad dhat we're still able to contact ? ..hmm ... dunnoe tmrw got go out anot lleh .. siian .. still coughing sia ..ddots .. talk to him for like 30mins he jiu go sleep ller.. its 2.20am right now ..& im not asleep yet. LOLLLLLL .. keke .. i'll go for mye sleeeeeeeeeeeeep now ! (:goooooooooooood night ! damn boredddd ! dunnoe monday wan go school anot ..
& bryan, dont flirt lar, wan jio her jiu jio.like dhat another charbor for wadd .. ue ownself sae ue truely like hher derhh hhors. dont be suchh a hongster llars ue . LOLLLL =XXiie still miss you ! ie dont know whether ie should wait for you or not .. hais ..maybe iem llearning to llet you ggo llerh (: rmb ; ue broke the promise you made. ie didnt ! `18032007 ;`24032007 ;`07042007 ;
♥ and its all because of you ,
' Saturday, April 14, 2007 ♥
iie sometimes wonder, should i hate you for breaking my heart & left me with my broken heart . or shouldd iie wishh ue all the best for ue & her, or shouldd ii win ure heart back .i tear without knowingg . my heart ache every once i dont see you smile . & feeling troubled .its funny somehow that you broke my heart & i still love you . love is .. so ridiculous sometimes that no one could even answer the questions thats botheringg one .even though my heart is so broken by you, but im still loving you with my shattered pieces of broken love .you come back saying you still love me but its because you're left with no choice .& no turningg back . is that an excuse ? since you've already left me, why come back saying you still love me when SHE is the one you love?i dont even get it .. sigh .. sometimes, how i wished, you could love me just one last time .. just that last time .. that last hug from you .. that last love ... i'd treasure it like the bbest moment of my life ... my broken shattered pieces of heart, can still love you .like you'll never know. i thought you were my hope, my everything, but now i know, its all a lie ..ure forever was a lie to me .. why waste ur money smsing me .saying you'd never leave me, & i gave you hope . when its all a lie ? do you really ever loved me before ? iie wonder ....i know my heart can never be fixed ... i know you'd never come back to me ...i know you'd always be my friend ...so shouldd i smile for you're still my friend.or should i cry for this is gnna be forever friends ?i sometimes feel silly & how foolish i am to even wait for you.even though i know its totally impossible for us to be back together .but it hurts so much when im gnna give up somethingg i thought it was my everything& something i've always wanted & yearning for ..maybe i looked fine to you, & always happy. leading life normally like usual .but no one knows how much im still hurting inside .how much im crying for you . although some people say its not worth it .. but can i even control ? if only i can .. i'd have let you go .. u were my everything ...but now, im left with nothingg .. even friends had disappointed me ...how i wished hearts could be mended .. 
you first said you'll never go back to ur past ..but u did went back to her afterall ..then you came back again, saying you'll regret ...& till now, im still waiting .but nothingg seemed to have changed ... but i'll still wait..you asked me to wait .. but im not waiting for the sake of you..but for the reason that you stole my heart, without even returning it ..how selfish can you be .. sigh ...i hope you understandd me some day .. i dont really know sometimes whether i should hate her .or should i just wish her all the best, and help you both with the relationship .i thought you were my everything when i had you, but its once again, all a lie .. everything was a lie ... your love, your forever, your promises.all a lie ... i hated you, i loved you ..i've learned ... not to trust guys so much ..cause guys enjoy hurting girls ...if only my heart is as hard as nothing can break it ..if only im still a kid ... that every hurt could cure so easily ..probably, i should count myself lucky enough to have known you ...well .. i've had enough of everything .maybe i shouldn't even appear in your life .maybe its my fault .im sorry .
♥ and its all because of you ,
