Tuesday, April 3, 2007 ' Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ♥
iie dont know why im saying this bbut .. iie sometimes wonder .. what do you take me as ? ..am iie somethingg like dai ti pingg ..whichh .. for example .. ure jioingg HER& ure askin miie tuhh wait forhh ue .. althoughh iie wann to .. bburdd .. ue qnna come back to me unless SHErejects ue .. riqht ? .. what if she accepts ue ? .. hhow ddo ue thhink iie feel ? ..iie know iie qotta accept the fact .. bbut . who are ue tuhh just come in & ggo out of my life as & when you wan ? ... iie ddont understandd ..like ue said, ue loved hher more .. dhen why still bbother bbout me ? ..hhais ... iie ddont wnna break both of ue away .& jiaxin wouldd soon find out bbout me derhhs . its just sooner or later .. ure test .. ue qotta study ..ddont fail ure test all bcos of this junk ...& friendster .. ure frens are addingg & viewing miie ..each & everyday . iie rejected their friend request ...& they would come back addingg miie AGAIN .. ):hhow ddo ue think iiem gnna continue living ? ..life's totally meaningless to me now .. iie hate me ! .. iie hate it .. hais ..wadd did iie ever ddo in life tuhh ddeserve suchh ..bbadd fate ? ... its toughh ..its toughh puttingg on a ..hhappy & cheerful surface & on the inside of my heart, cryingg out loudd ..hhow iie wished ue understand me .. ddont know why im saying this to you ..maybe dhat bcos my heart is all filled withh ue.& the problems iie hhad .. nnot shared .. & is full .. so .. my mindd just thought of lettingg it ggo ..hais .. shouldd iie give up .. should iie let ue ggo ? ..ue ask me nnot to .. iie dont wann to .. bbut .. wads the final answer gnna be for me ?..im totally ` DEPRESSED once again ` iie love youu .. 1803200724032007
♥ and its all because of you ,
