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2007-06-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

another sian day past .
well .. had another conference today . hhaha.
with my 2girls andd bryan . lols .
dhen they like.. dont dare to talk liddat ..
lols. bryan keep kaobei'in . cb =.-
dhens .. urhm .. bryan ask when im free..
then dint told him .. andd .. maybe later morning ..
gnna chat with him ? lols.
hais . damn sad ..
marco dint eat for 4days . and slept for the whole of 2days .
>.<
sorrie ie dint noe dhat ue were so sick .
but stupidd luh . why dont ue even inform me ..
how sick u're .. hais ..
well .. reallie hope can go out with ue sooon ..
hmm .. chattin with winnie now?
andd watch show lorhs .. sian sian sian ..
merson change stead liao lolss .
nabehs .. honggster .
hongg so many charbor =.=
yest slept at 5am plus ..
seriously cant sleep larh . hais .
then realise its bcause of dhat arse ..
okayy luh .. woke up quite early also .. =/
go watch tv liaos . endddd here (:

2007-05-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

okay, and im like, currently so super pissed off by some bastard .
some kiddo ! .. hes sucha only kiddo in his childhood and giving such laojiao attitude.
what the fcukk . PCB . KNNB CCB . i was sooo pissed that i couldnt scold sia .
i couldnt scold but in stead. i feel like having a chopper and like chop him off .
sorrie litong and huiting. but its just, cannot control luhs . nabei . hes like ..
so attitude, loud, noisy, annoying . andd so much spastic . wtf .
and im like super dulan . nabehx .. urghh . hanged his phone, he called back .
and dare to have the cheek saein, what happen .
wakaos .. pissed off ! i'd rather have my dayy boring, than having him to spoile my day .
JANSON LIM . gosh, if he were to guailan with me again, i will ask jianwei and gang to beat him .
RAWRRRRRRRR !
asshole . fcuk ure mama pussy lar . pcb . nabehs . u no lanjiao lar . ue chao sissy .
knn . ure born to be beaten and scolded lar .
what fcukin tuition teacher . nabehs . fcukofb .

2.53am ;
well .. just hanged jasmine's phone ..
had a conference with johnson didi .
heh (:
love muhh didi lars .
cute =X
next time help u find a stead
dhat cares and takes good care ofb ue derhh .
okies ? haha .
so sian right now ..
dunnoe what tuhh do .
dont feel like sleeping yet . haisx =/
well .. chat with kaijie just now .
then realise we arent what we were in the past ..
not anymore .. maybe i've changed ?
er.. no idea.. dreadfully confused ..
complicated ..
dunnoe sunday want go bugis nordd sia ..
later saw dhat biatch .. =/

2007-05-30T19:14:00.000+08:00

once again, another boringg day ..
woke up at 3plus near 4 .. was like OMG !
so late ler ?! thought 12 plus only . LOL
then got afew miss calls and msg ..
jasmine, joseph and edison ask me out .. but ..
dint bother lols ..
then went to fetch my brudder go tuition .
but hes getting late so he and my maid went off first .
maid wait for me at his tuition centre first .
then i rushed .. tied hair on the way there =.-
thens went off to hougang mall ..
uhh .. nothing much .. saw rose, suz and amira ..
bought KFC .. went home .. then .. sian lor .
bryan dint msg me today . sian diao ):
was talkin to dearest litong meimei hubby . o.O
longg ehs ? LOL .. anw .. we chat until quite longg luhs .
hahaha.. we've got endless things to talk bout . xP
im seriously rotting at home .. but dunnoe why ..
others ask me out ie dowan go out sia ..
maybe theres only some people on my mind .
which i wanna go out with bah .
saw VODKA at NTUC . wth .. i wann drinkk sia =X
andd ie cant imagine wad would be of me .
when im drunk . hahahah .. wouldd i say everything out ?
LOL . never tried before . =/
will try it one day . one fine dayyy ! :D
hahah ..

MARCO CHUAN JIN WEE !
si ben dan .. i miss youu alot .. >.<
andd these few days .. dont reallie know
wads keepin u so busy ..
or are you really resting cause ure sick ..
hais .. reallie afraid you would wanna break ..
didnt reallie cared in the beginning .
then realise how much i needed you ..
trust me kae ? me andd bryan is impossible .
ure the only one . my only boyy ..
but ue dont seemed to have been talkin to me ..
these few days ..
dhats why i hate holidays !
i cant see youu !
i miss youu alot dar-lingg !!
haiss .. x33 youu laogong .. =/
cant wait for us to go out ..
pasir ris ? .. maybee .. andd movie .. ie miss you .. ie reallie miss you ...

2007-05-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

ta daa .. done with the lyrics .. hmm .. really seriously boredd ..
whole day msging dhat bloody shit bryan lols.
recover from sickness then bcome siao again ..
i rather he sick forever =X
ahh joking luhs .
now ahhtingg & ahhtong ..
both of ue ars .. dun liddis lehs ..
ie envy both of ue de sistership ..
reallie . ie swear .
it reallie feels secure when both of ue .
takes good care of each other.
being there for each other .. its reallie sweet ..
my friend ? hah .. only know how to take people as..
scapegoat .. hais .. from the other way of saein..
people are bein used by her .. =/
so im like .. talkin to alot of people now..
andd shocking, kelvin too ! LOL
our convs are reallie cool xP
hes nice on msn thou . =pp
cute small guy . heheh
and wel .. marco did came online just now ..
he was feelin terrible .. poor hhim ..
hopefullie he reallie takes good care of himself..
and get wel real soon ..
boringg dayy .. initially planned to go out with mandy and guys tmrw.
but cancelled cause of that both guy's sickness .. =.=
aaron sent me this LOLS .. ;

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
I love you, Sorry and help me
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face?
But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.
But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.
Today, the ball of FRIENDSHIP is in your court,
send this to those who truly are your friends (including me if I am one).
Also, do not feel bad if no one sends this back to you in the end,
you'll find out that you'll get to keep the ball for other people want more
Ok, this is what you have to do...:
Send to ALL your FRIENDS!

well .. enough of that crap..
had this conv with leonardd didi .
x33 him alot luhs .. miss the times .
whereby we could talk on phone ..
until it feels like.. it never ends ..
hahahs .. love him luhhs .. (:

- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:lols?
u will online so late derhh mehhs o.O
i lurbe eu<3>
awhilee nias lahx
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
ohh okays ...
i lurbe eu<3>
hahas wonder hows lydia
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
well . takecare then (: all e best in everythin ue do yeahs ?erhhs .. ?
i lurbe eu<3>
ok as in she my mei lahx
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
call her if u wanna know (:
i lurbe eu<3>
dowan her to b sad mah after all she stil my mei
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
well .. ure not in e fault right ?.. she shouldve accepted ue .
i lurbe eu<3>
yarhs tats in e past le lahx now gotta b faithful^^
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
hahs .. last longg yepps . must takecaree wor . hahahs
i lurbe eu<3>
okies wont let ji3 down derx
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
(:
i lurbe eu<3>
dhen eu leh nt tired?
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
nahs .. might sleep at like .. 4am plus .. possible . hahas
i lurbe eu<3>
O.o..y so late?
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
dunnoe lehs .. dont feel like sleeping bahh .. haha
i lurbe eu<3>
haiyos y leh
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
hmms .. troubles? maybe? hahah .. dont give a damn lar .. possible, runnin away from everythingg . lols
i lurbeeu<3>
zdotz n wats e evrythin?=.=
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
ers .. dunnoe ..
i lurbe eu<3>
di oso don tell so sad siasT.T..
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
haha. i havent even told myself . just reflecting over this june holiday ..
i lurbe eu<3>
oics anythin tell miie wors di always there derx
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
lols. siao ar. ue xian urself not enough trouble issit
i lurbe eu<3>
i nt enuff arhs i now so happy leh
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
lols. dhen the more i shouldnt tell ue xP
btw, go tagg my blogg ..
www.imaginemewithouteuu.blogspot.com
u havent been taggin for ages lols
i lurbe eu<3>
l0ls stil ned type my email address n password arhs?
i lurbe eu<3>
walau ehs
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
LOLS ..u log in as.
Xxqiulinxx@hotmail.com
*******
i lurbe eu<3>:
l0ls eur password eu dare tell miie meh=.=''
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
nvms lar ..i trust ue ? .. nobody would hack sucha thing ..
i lurbe eu<3>
l0ls miie!!hahas jkjk
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
haha ..wait !dont go firstwaitwaitwait
i lurbe eu<3>
huh?go le
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
kiam pa .
go refreshgo goo goo
i lurbe eu<3>
nah
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><`says:
waliew ..
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeokay fine .
then u go tagboard can le . lols
i lurbe eu<3>
i don read e post lahx e most lorhs
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
okay okay ..aiya .. nvms ..
its obvious anw ..
wan read then read ..
nothing to hide about ..
i lurbe eu<3>
woah reply beri fast h0rs
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
lols. duhh ..im alwaes on my blog ..
i lurbe eu<3>
l0ls kkaes di tired le gotta slp soon savin energy fer tmleu too lahx cheer up w0rs=D
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
okays . takecare yeah ? (:
missyar . haha
i lurbe eu<3>
don emo le emo ji3=.=
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
im alwaes cheerin up .. where got emo .. dun have luhs
i lurbe eu<3>
jus wanna say lurbe eu coz eu were there fer miie when i needed someone now my turn cheer eu up le
so jus lemme do e job lahx haiyos unless eu kan bian di lorhs hahas
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
haha .. its alright .. now just promise ue will reallie last long and stay happy with ur girl .
i lurbe eu<3>
kkaes nites chat wibb ya tml slp tight wors
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
sleeptights too (:
i lurbe eu<3>
i can but whether she can dono leh let time prove bahx hope it wil last^^
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
lols.hopefullie will bah
i lurbe eu<3>
yarhs so many relationship le but all e same derx lahx so dono whether tis 1 wil b e same lorhs
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
trust ur girl yeah
i lurbe eu<3>
ya trust i wil=]
- DEADeversince ; ❤28042007 # ;✖ - qιιυLιи - ♥™ ; guys ! get well REALLL sooon ! ><` says:
okays . (:
x33
i lurbe eu<3>
bwaiis cya

guys, you all might think my life is

uber happy and great nowadaes huh ?

but im feeling seriously terribly ..

life has been .. sucks sucks sucks for me.

im just running away from any troubles

dhat might be coming .

or is already trouble ..

dont know how to handle ..

i wished that someone can just..

disappear from my life..

i would be as perfect as it can be ..

devil .. i hate you .. JERK !

KANGWENZHONG &

DESMOND CHENG YONG HUAT !

BOTH YOU JUST STOP CALLING AND SMSING ME !

I'VE HAD ENOUGH !

MIGHT BE CHANGING NUMBER FOR THE SAKE OF THE BOTH OF YOU

MY LIFE HASNT BEEN GREAT EVER SINCE I KNOWN BOTH OF YOU ..

FUCKOFF MY LIFE !

I DONT GO ALONG WITH FRIENDS LIKE BOTH OF YOU !

JERKS ! HONGSTERS ! MURDERERS ! THEIFS !

YOU GUYS ARE JUST SINNERS ! SINNERS ! SINNERS !

just fuck you kaes ..

last few days, weeks, or months .

i;ve seen faces like both of urs ..

i almost fainted.. instead i turned pale .. fcu k ..

damn .. i really cant see both of u ..

shityouu ! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

2007-05-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

Lyrics For -
Would You Be There '
Redwan Ali .

if i were blue would you be there for me
and whisper in my ear thats ok
would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
and say you love me one more time
if i feel good would you slow dance with me
and touch my lips with tender loving care
would you die for me
would you run with me
and never look back

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away x2
(would you be there)

if i am away would you still think of me
and wished that you can hold me now
would you die for me would you run with me
all the way

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

would you be there to save my soul tonight
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away

would you be there to love to be with me
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away

would you be there to save my soul tonight
would you swear that your love is always true
would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would you be there

2007-05-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

finally ! 30day of us andd still countingq (:

mum andd dad's at home today . well .. nothing much lor .. then went out to eat .. after eating, they decided to go expo . huiting nuer coincidentally said she was going too . i message her . shes going by MRT .. ( mentally really toot ) LOL ..

eh - hem .. dhen .. called bryan for a chat lor .. chat until quite long le . mummie nagged, asked him to call my handphone. hes sick lols.. he was the one who interupt my sleeeep ! >:(

9am plus jiu msg me lols .. saein hes sick .. diaos .. okay .. then called him . hang le . afternoon then chat again lor . marco wasnt in the mood today . at night he just msg me saein hes sickk tooo .. urghh .. whose next .. ? o.O

hmm .. reached expo, msged nuer but shes home already . quite sian .. saw anythingg and whatever. cant wait to buy it . so drink as we walk .. alot of people .. got one angmor .. wapiangg .. more than 2m sia .. gan pua tall .. then .. mummie go find seat .. wtf .. !! KNNB CCB ! ie thought ie saw someone . god damnit .. wan know come ask me .. fuckk .. ie almost fainted . ie was pale . grrrrrrr .. then mummie dunnoe why hao stand bu stand .. stand their side wth .. then ie wann cry wann cry liddat =.-

thens .. found seat lerhhs .. wakao .. got smelly tou fu de smell .. andd then after awhile, got one charbor . infront of our table . from the direction ie see is infront la .. then when the others left. as in .. actually sit there de .. left . then mummie took one chair . then got one bitch . she sae . EHH . MYYYYYY CHAIR LEH !

then my mummie swa swa .. give face to xiao hai zi .. knn . then she scold cb . andd she keep giving the look whereby her face's saein . hahahah, ie wont the chair over ue . bleahh xP

wth .. ie wanted to like .. sehh the table and like slap her sia .. fcuker .. her face is directly facin mine . andd ie just couldnt stand it .. i eat satay . then finish one poke the satay stick to the paper plate. damnn pissed off .. msged bryan, marco and nuer .. grrr ... then she went off with her cousins and relatives after awhile . she was with another girl about of the same age as her . then my mummie told me she very unlike girl lols. shes wearin skirt but she zao geng . kaos. dunnnoe how to sit like girl . then still wear skirt . andd her undies is whitee LOLL !!

not meant to be pervertic . is she ownself show herself away . biatches ! yoooo suckks !

then eat until very the bloat -.- ... then went home ... mr lim and mrs lim came ... then they give ferero . lols. dunnoe how to spell luhs . their still here .. erhs .. watched campus super star just now lor . laugh my arse out luhs =.= ..

damn funnie .. the small kid's soooo cute ! ...

BRYAN AND MARCO !

GET WELL REALLL SOON !

qqiulin here still need ue guys !

heheh (:

remember, our dates ! LOL jokingg ..

wednesday with mandy ! hahahah .

love euu guys luhs (:

ahhboii , go see doctor .

but not polyclinic anymore kk .?

& marco . dont tire urself further luhs .

ue've been fullie and busily occupied

ever since exams are over ..

hope ue can just relax urself abit !

abit will do. or ue wont get well derhs .

lookin forward to going out with ue soooon !

2007-05-28T00:22:00.000+08:00

well .. so its like 12.21am right now when im typing this ..
& well .. i miss him alot .. uh huh .. so its like ..
one month already . heheh (:
30th andd still countingg dar-lingg !
wellwellwell .. didnt went out today ( 27th may ) LOL
joseph andd jasmine asked me out
but ie was like .. still sleepingg .
didnt have the mood to go out lols .
woke up at 12plus nearly 1pm .
but still tiredd and slept again . after i ate and bathed.
LOLL ! ... msged mandy and bryan .
uhh .. yest called bryan andd scolded him .
bout mummie and kumar de thingg .
he apologised but got wadd shit use ..
it never solves . unless he do somethingg .
somethingg dhat SOLVES !
hes dreadfully doing something dhats makin mummie .
damn pissed off . grrr . stupid ahhboii .
hopefullie u could just solve things between
mummie andd kumar . as so it could just endd this..
end everythingg ! .. dang zuo is i begg ue also can .
but ie think ue'll help ? trust ue .
everything bao zai ni shen shang ..
but if kumar's stubborn dhen ....... =/

2007-05-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

okay, bbq was funfunfunfunfun !
wahahahs ! and ie practically cant wait for another bbq !
( if theres any ? ) lols .
& its like monday is some important day lar .
hahah . miss him so muchh cans ?
before , during and after bbq, marco called me .
hahah . thanks for caringg luhs . but nothingg happened .
everythingg went smoothly .
only dhat i got bullied by someeee tallie . lols
bloody lishyan is like so damn tall luhss ! and he kept saein ie short.
not he tall . LOL . damn guailan right ! need a beaten ! hahahah .
then joshua, jasmine, and me. was sooo damn high .
laughed, screamed, ran about . and keep di siaoing .
then jianwei dulan lols . i think hes quite dulan of us ..
screaming around . cause it will disturb the others ?
uh huh .. but we're already trying to control !
but that joshua is so damn of a joker and suchh gayy ! ahhhhhhs ! lols
yunchin ! lishyan came ! happy ? hahahah .. i know ue are lars lols .
then the jianwei's friend, got like .. about 4 .. one of them if im not wrong.
its teckhao . the others went back and its only him . he listened to his song .
lonely . lols. then we keep makin fun of him . hahahah . ask him eat he dowan .
then we make the charcoal until damn long . almost an hour or so .. so its like.
everyone's getting REALLY hungry already ! .. im like having gastric . hahah
wanted to go to the pool and play with the water but saw one uncle with cane .
all ran away lols . so .. kept takin the paper plates . fanning dhat stupid charcoal .
then even used the styrofoam box's cover, actually to cover the styrofoam box of drinks .
then used it to fann . but jianwei snatched it away -.-
after the other went back. and after lishyan came.
its left with .
yunchin . jasmine . jianwei . teckhao . lishyan and me .
but its reallie fun ? lols .. then koped lishyan's phone .
he snatched it away . then he chased me until almost the pool . he just snatched it .
ie was screaming away =.=
went back, yunchin sae wan go home le . its 9plus nia .. but my maid's nagging already .
so went home with her . actually lishyan also wanna come with us. but jasmine's face black so .. yups. he stayed . haha . we jailed walk . omg . damn fun . no cars . its like ure dad buy de lols .
ran for the bus too . lols. so .. it sounds short la . but in fact its reallie super fun .. hoping for another bbq ! LOLLL ..
its kind of a waste not going to the open house actually .. =/
it sounds fun lars . and leonard didi got go lors .. but .. he also got stead le lols.
forget me this jie lerh . hahs . still love him lar (:
andd marco . sorrie .. reallie sorrie .
for haii'in ue kena scolded by ure dad .. reallie sorrie ..
and also .. grats for ure results lors .. reallie sorrie lars . hais .
hmm .. and kumar . very what lar . sae what .
who the fuck is qiulin . nabei . ie didnt even like. scold ue cans .
ie was scolding bryan . NOT YOU ! .
please get this fact right . cause this isnt ure fcukin business .
orh jiao . knn . im super pissed off k . dont like bein offended .
so . GET FACTS RIGHT . DONT BE UNREASONABLE .

2007-05-26T12:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMIE !

finally, parents meeting is like over. well, dad drived mummie and me to school then went up to the hall, mr rashidin straight asked me for name tag and to tuck in shirt to give people good impression. so, i just gotta like tuck in then go register. was the first one like wth ? then saw youchuan, realise my class de all like never come lol. then as its getting later, the guys came, saw huimiin too. got one indian charbor talkin .. then is like so called, welcoming the parents .. but its like super uber boring. then was smsing marco lols. saw kumar,then was wondering, wah, wad would be both SL mummie and kumar's reaction when they see each other sia. lols . and then sat with yinigyi lor .. sian derhh .. after that mr yong's talk le. then me and yingyi go slack, canteen quite alot people slacking luh . then saw lucas,kelvin,longhuat,zhenxiong, haziq . lols. then went back hall since its like sooo nothing-to-do lors.

so he went on and on and on and on .... then off to respective classes. lucas damn fcukup lars. keep di siao. then i wanteed to like bash him up so much. mrstan wear until very .. nice? lols.

and that bloody bryan just woke up . lols . until i finish le he still at home. mrstan keep saying what, handphone it'll be good not to let me have handphone lol . then i was like. wtf, if no handphone, might as well dont live lars. nabei. what has handphones gotta do with my results man . it dont matter okay ! ..

then went off .. damn pissed off that i didnt know which direction is the way to go home.. then saw mr yong and mrstay .. sian diao . then very pissed la. called daddie to drive us back . then called bryan later, chat until i go home. then he's going out lor . then he still gotta cheek to say, eh? so fast reach home liao ar ue . lols.

then mrstan said my attitude is good. wtf . so shocked .and quite afew good things la . problem only lies on my laziness, lack of confidence and my science and math lor .. math most jialat de. hahahs. i find it hopeless tho =/

bbq later, so, gonna endd here .. still considering whether to go for the open house lols

2007-05-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

okay, tomorrow's parent meeting session already ! arhhs .. RIP lols .
guess the meeting shouldd be in class luhs.. had to clean the classroom today .. then was like damn high .. played a fool around like primary school kids . hahahahs .& ie actually chase jasmine round & round the classroom like catching and got scolded by mrstan . cause she was at the corner settling some probs lors .. zhenyang was involved .. then it seemed serious .. althought johnson di explained it to me, ie didnt understand ONE BIT ! lols
nerverminds lols . then ohyeah, dhat cute teacher came in to look at us, hahah, she look so familiar to me larhs . and she kept smiling when she sees me. waaaahh ! sweeeet ! hahahahs.
then i mrstan ask me clean bryan's chair. then i go clean, bryan came and say hes touched lols .
actually got cold war with him . but because of mummie after recess fight with kumar, he told me, then i cannot act dao, ie straight go find mummie. then after that he keep talkin to me le. but he apologised in the end (:
he keep making fun of me for some reason lols. then he keep gimme beat . with that news paper, sad today so many people never come. cant get to see newspaper fight again. and ohyeah, mrkang's last day today. took picture for the whole class excluding me and jasmine . hahah . wasnt in the mood for camera. lols.
then mrkang threw my newspaper in the bin because i beat changfu then hit dao his face. damn paiseh >.<
then he put in bin ie take out lols .. and so i continued hitting people including myself lols.
marco damn sway, walk pass class give me beat . hahahhah !
bo bian, i was damn crazy at that cleaning moment .
recess marco sibei dao, diao me lols. and insist on saein he didnt when ie told youchuan then youchuan told him .
stupidd bastard, pull my pony tail durin recess . lols. then i turned around scold him. his face black diao. then i go his class with mummie and youchuan, he keep saein he didnt he didnt. then jiu swa lors.
he played stress with jim. walao, jim damn cute can .. hahah .. then they play stress damn retard .
and marco cheated ! ohman i didnt noe the number was 7 then can jump to 9 ! hahah ..
shermane caught him red handed tho . lols. laughed alot today la .. but jasmine wasnt reallie that happie.. lols.
bryan made me siao can .. all because of ue this stupid ahboi luhs lol .. then zhenyang and johnson actually did something they wasnt suppose to .. hais . didi ar didi. dont do dhat kaes . for the sake of jie . just once. quit k ?
after school also saw minyee.. jasmine's mummie . doing the same thing . wth lorh . lol .
before school just ended, bell rang, johnson and mrho had a very very scary arguement lol . instead, kenneth and jeremy was like. wan sleep wan sleep liddat . then i keep asking johnson to like, stop arguein back lorhs . lol .
he wouldnt listen la. but in the end he did .. he also fight with kenneth .. its kenneth's fault? =/
aiyos, last day also want fight .. never not fun leh ue all lols
not momento de lol . hahahahs . fun fun fun today ! very fun luhs .
tomorrow i die die must see marco's mummie . hahahah !

2007-05-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

the guy whom mummie fought with -.-
kumar ..
t

the only teacher who makes me wanna singg ..
ho ho ho ! .. lols ..

stupiddd dumbo

ms christie with mummie . hahahs

ms christie

koped all these pictures from class bloggs of some classes lols ..
no offence ? =XX

2007-05-23T21:39:00.000+08:00

hais . feel the sudden pressure im having . mrswendy tan . call my mother meet on monday for what . damn . you'll like nag like hell then i might just get slapped by my mother okay . _I_
hate everything . detest things around me . life im having . things i have in present .
don't know who to treasure & who not to .
i just don't get what i want . dont have to be exactly, just something for me to appreciate .
but none ! ie hate it . hate it .. hais . feel like bursting out in tears .
but nothing of this could solve anything .
letting things go the way it is .
trouble comes and goes each and everyday .

practice makes perfect .
but if no one's perfect ,
why practice ?
-roysius
but practice on the things
you want to . on that particular thing .
so why not ?
- mr ho

make sense .. but .. hais .. well .
guess i just gotta handle things i could .
and let things go the way it is .
well .. enough of these ..
just things which doubts me .
today was kinda bored ..
slept in class for home econs for an hour .
while others watched night at the museum .
its nice but i was darn beat .
that i just fall asleep and jasmine woke me up ..
gotta do some worksheets but i didnt even watched .
so scirbbled some answers then hand in .
then recalled teacher saying, mr yongs wans to see it .
what the hell . vice princ wants to see it .
what if he shows it to my mum when she meets him .
on monday ? god damnit .. hais ..
dead hell end .. everything dont seemed to be going right
these few days though .. hais .. gonna figure out .
how and where im wrong this june holiday ..
sorry guys if i aint contacting you guys .
will do it once im clear from doubts in my mind ..
easily pissed off these few days .
so, dont wish to hurt you guys (:

2007-05-22T16:09:00.000+08:00

okay, todae was super tiring luhs .
had so damn alot of fun . & quite afew things happened .
hmm . math mrho, actually can use phone .
dhen jasmine take my phone, go towards him .
ask him can go toilet anot dhen phone tio confiscate .
dhen she ask can exchange mine to hers anot ..
dhen she sacrifice .. dhen he diedie dowan return .. tamade .
dhens nvms, he sae, if by 5mins ue dun come back, ie dont return ue, not even after sch .
dhens we run go toilet . run back .. dhens he sae dunnoe wan return anot . knnb ..
dhens after dhat chinese .. gastric one hour .. even until after school .. wth ..
damn xin ku cans. almost cried -.=
dhens recess . pain still go out walk lols ..
dhens mrstan start to talk bout our results & dhen jasmine de nail .
but she didnt notice mine. hengg -.= but wait & see ..
so went up to class with youchuang & marco .
dhen marco gave me wugui . lolsss .. damn cute luhs !!
hahahs, thanks marco !! xP
x33 luhs (:
info skill, mrswendy came . then we gotta check our marks & so on ..
pay $1.50 for things we spoilt in class lols .
history lesson no teacher for first period, then got one teacher ..
she damn cute cans .. she like, very scared of our class. hahahas.
cause the guys were all playing newspaper fight . damn funnie ars ! ..
& teacher was like, chasing, chasing & chasing .
hahahs, towards the end of lesson, ms hidayah came, ask dhat teacher she need help anot.
dhen she was like.. need need need ! lols. hahahas.
thens teacher ask us wann go next class watch movie anot. me jasmine & bryan all dowan .
lols. cause of someone luhs .....
then its science.. siannn ! .. ms ezerine guailan .. still the same old her .
dhen bryan & me was like. passing letters lols.... diaos luhs .
ms ezerine was very dulan with us anw, hahahs.. so its like ..
raining super heavily .. then its literature ..
sleeep lors .. he showed us some clips. damn funnie .
but in the end ie wake up, bryan v angry .
cause he was sleeping then zhenyang put yellow paints on his face -.-
heng not on me . lols . kelvin was going around banging the table of those whose sleeping .
mrkang dismiss us 5mins earlier .. then we went PE cabin, saw heri with mrgoh . then mrgoh smsed mrho, he never reply. then he help us look for mrho, dhen played around luhs. 3of us like siao .. lols. then heri said, eh, ie go look for mrho, anything call my handphone.
ie ji tao stun & laughed like hell . lols, its like, his phone is confiscated & hes askin me to call his handphone.
LOLLLLL ! hahahahahs.
then he paiseh . lols. hahahahs. finally ie win ue ! LOLL ..
stupid heriberto . hahahahs. then in the end, he went to look for mr ho also ..
he got back his phone first . then cause mrstan allowed us to go in PE cabin have air con . lols.
but gotta listen to her nag . she sae she dun like nag -.- ..
but our results are wayyy horrible. hahahas..
dhen alan lim also nag . so is mrgohh . lols.
then my nail tio caught . sian diao ..
her nail clipper damn lousy cans . lols. but in the end jasmine didnt get back her phone.
went back at bout 2plus to 3.
then we was like, search whole school also cannot find. dhen jasmine sian diao . dulan luhs -.-
her stead also dulan . dhen ie was like ..... o.O
dhens sian luhs. now at home. parents go out . zzz ....
& ohyeah ! ie saw mummie todae luhs ! hahahas. miss her soooo muchh cans .
its been like decades since ie talk like mrt to her again =XX
& bryan is like, sooo high & crazie todae. damn active . lols .
& LUCAS LEE JUN HAO ! damn ue luhs, hit me with dhat bloody news paper.
dont ue dare do dhat again cause ie'll never forgive ue next time .
ohya, recess , sec 1 de josephine went to ask one newzealander .
how old is he . wth ? .. cause our sch got exchange programme with those newzealanders .
australians .. then she was like, ue 15 or 16 ars . lolss .
then that anng mor sae dunnoe wad dhen continue playing his badminton .. diao .
ie dun think got anything else lerhs bahs . only dhat its v tiring dae lors.
we gotta clean up our class . its like one rubbish bin !! lols ..
filled with litters & anything else lols .
might post again later .

2007-05-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

okay, my uber bad results out . check this out -.=
ENG -
paper2 , 36/80
total , according to teacher its 44.8 ..
which means ie failed . omgoshh .
by 1.2 .. damn .. if only ie passed .
math -
paper1 , 9/40
paper2 , 4/45
total = 13/85
obviously FAIL
chinese -
paper1 , 40/70
paper2 , 26½/60
total = 66½/130
history -
paper1 + paper2
= 9/100
ie did only section A lols
blank for section B ..
home econ -
15+38
= 53/100
& ie passed home econ & chinese !!
dhats why its a waste dhat ie failed english
cause if ie pass english , need 2 more other sub ..
if fail english .. need 5 subs to pass ..
bryan de english also fail . he was sleeping .
ie told him dhen he shock dao & woke up -.=
currently talkin to annabelle bout our results .
she was saein .. eoy will add 45%
add 15% of CA2
&25% of mye ..
PLUS 15% of CA1 ..
wth . so chim . ie dont even understand .
& CAs .. all ie cant make it ..
ie hardly do daily work .. hais ..
mrswendy tan v disappointed in our history ..
cause theres even pple getting 0 ..
dhen zhenyang was giving out the papers.
he was like, waaaa . hen haoooo chi ahhs . -.=
cause its egg ?.. lols ..
dhen all of us told teacher we want spencer back
dhen she talk alot of crap .. like ..
results is ures not teacher's & she went
on & on & on & on ... & ... on ...
zzzZZzzzz
lols. slept .. thens chinese ..
xu lao shi was tryin to discuss paper 1 ..
dhen instead, spend the dae scolding .. lols ..
recess was cool .. hahahs .
go walk with marco, jasmine & youchuan .
plus marco's friend luhs .. dhen we keep playing lors .
ie was like crazie luhs -.- .. nvm bout dhat lols
history, dhat 1hour, was so called, free period .
no sight of teachers lols .
dhen mrswendy tan came in luhs . for info skill ..
she ask ppl volunteer to draw on e board ..
as in, cher tell dhat person wad to draw.
dhen we gotta guess wad he or she is drawing .
lols. of cause they draw alot of .. uhh . dirty things ie might sae .
dhens CDP .. sian diao .. mrschia keep givin us the kind of ..
aiyo .. tsk tsk tsk .. dhat kinda look . keep shakin her head.
lols. beware, later her head sooner or later drop out =X
jokinggjokingg. uhs . my brudder havin high fever.
soon it'll be me .. havent had a good sleep nowadaes .
cause .. nightmares bout someone . haishx . =/
nvms .. dont talk bout it luhs . shall endd here (:
cant wait for holidaes , lookin forward tuhhs .
BBQ, CHALETS, SUNSETS, PASIRISPARKS,
MOVIIIEESS, SHOPPINGG SPREEEES !
wahahahs. & alordd more !

2007-05-20T22:21:00.001+08:00

sians .

2007-05-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

secondd post for todae lerhs . went hougang mall just now . maidd keep askin me to buy new clothes. but hougang mall de clothes just sucks can .. ie wann go bugis buy but .. dont wanna see someone luhhs. maybe plaza sing. hahahs.. waitin for people to jio me there . hmms. saw kelvin, mr gohh =.- .. & he was watchin tv until never saw me in house tee. hahahas.. hengg . & ie think ie saw quite alot of people lors .. theres alwaes countless of familiar faces within a dae of trip to hougang mall lols. but this time never saw benjamin . hahahs.
boredd . tomorrow hope can jio out some people luhs =X
kaes . shall endd here (:

stupidd joseph ..
during school daes ie dowan go out .
ue ask me out .. every 5min call me .
dhen now ie wan rot until mye headd,
gonna grow mushroom, ue sae ue no money
gqo out . sii bastard lars ue .
hate si ni . si bastard !

2007-05-19T14:39:00.000+08:00

&im reallie in a spot .. hais .. ie actually lied .. lied to someone .. which ie doubt ie should even have lied . damn guilty right now . but theres no turning back huhs .. miss hhim alot now .. stupid marco .. work work work . golf golf golf .. if only my schedule is as busy as ures .. ie didnt go out dao can anot .. sian .. later wan go shop sia =/

ps: litong meimei, don be so depressed over such a biatch like hher.
haahas, like usual, anything call me or msg me .
x33 love yars (:

2007-05-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

okays,this is reallie pissed off for today alrights ..

my brother actually pointed me with his index finger

talking to me. wtf? .. nvms then secondly,

he've quarreling with me over his one bead of sweet.

like, wth ? ue put it on the table, not even touching it

waiting for the sweet to rot or whut .

basically, roughly the conv between me & him .

me : weilong, saw my glitter pens anot ?

weilong : ie bring to school lars, lend awhile .

me : never ask me -.-'' .. hai wo cannot find yest .

weilong : YOU JUST NOW ALSO TAKE MY SWEET WHAT

ALSO WITHOUT PERMISSION WHAT .

me: ehs, gotta shout over one bbead of sweet anot ?! knn ..

ue took my pens, gradually ie didnt shout at ue or scold ue

for taking my pens without permission !

weilong : but ue take my sweet leh . huh .

* my maidd come out saein, wads the commotion bout .*

me : FINE LUHS ! IE PAY YOU LUHS !

HAPPY ANOT ? $1 ! HAPPPIE? OR UE WAN $5 ?! HUHS?!

* took muhh wallet & gave him $1 *

he insist on not takin it & gimme dhat laojiao bin.

throw it in his cupboard . god fcuk damnit ..

wad kind of attitude is he giving over dhat fcukin sweet .

bbig ddeal issit ? ie swear ie wouldnt touch any of ure things.

ANYMORE ! . so dont ue ever dare touch mine .

wanted to break sever ties with ue okaes .

but since ure still young. forget it .

doubt mum & dad would want to .

was damn boredd at home throughout the day .

was just watchin tv .. or finding some songs on net.

ohwell, ie've got no idea whether to help her or not .

forget it .. dont wanna talk bout it ..

smsed marco .. sian also .. hes golfing ?

or issit helpin his dad at his work place ..

sian .. how i wished school could

re open asap .. slack .. better than just ..

stayin at home .. &do NOTHING .

tmrw might go out with my maid ..

shopping spreeeeeeeeeee !

shall endd here ..

nothingq much ie couldd sae further ..

iiemisseuus `

nordd llettingq ue gqo anymore .

reallie afraid ue would leave me one dae ..

ue made my life shine (:

2007-05-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

cool . blogger's finally back to itself. hahahs, no more errors .
ie miss hhim alotdd ehhs..
ohhyeahs, nowadaes alot ppl's birthdae.
happie birthdae to
ahtehx ;
jieyun ;
&huimin ! ;
hahahs.. yest ie slept at 4plus =.=
then morningq jianwei
call me damn alot of times.. then its like..
more than 10 miss calls. lols =.=
these few daes its alwaes my ben dan leonard didi
cheering me up . by calling me & pei me chat .. hahas
we have endless things to talk xP
hmms .. got 3 pple jio ue uhs. hahahahs. goodluck wors.
& .. hopefullie sch re open results dont so badd llors..
aiyas, nothing liao .. ie wan go pasir ris park ! ..
si marco . business man.. dunnoe when ue free de lols.
ie don care. saturdae !!! =.=
&love is beautiful because i've qot ue !
loveyous !

2007-05-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

history todae .. did only MCQs .. wrote any letter ie see .. &dhen leave the others blank .. trying to sleep but i cant .. cause i was shivering like bloody shit .. cause of the stupid heavy rain that caused me to be in TOTAL wet .. yingying shared umbrella with me but ie was like so super wet already that its like sort of useless .. brocolli saw me & gimme the kind of weird expression .. then headed to class .. still need to sing mari kita .. damn .. then rushed to the toilet after that .. =.=
so paiseh uhs .. like zao geng .. zz .. thens keep using the dryer alot of times still super wet .. so was shivering during exam lors .. after the paper .. heri was like, walao ue wasted 75marks. ue should at least try ma. &blahblahblah .. sibei naggy de uncle .. lols.. on the way home also cold.. & ie was still wet ! RAWRRS ..
went home .. parents nag .. gimme scold =.=
then fetch my brother .. hmm .. tmrw till fridae no sch . hahahs.
cool .. but ie wann movie .. hais ..
had a good chat with marco & isaac ..
hahas. . my bbest pals xP
isaac, 8years friendship (:
LOVEDD *

2007-05-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

exams are like . wth for todae ..
well, as usual, we planned on how to asked
answers. &math paper 2, ie did only 3questions.
obviously, gonna fail .
&as for home econ, quite afew blanks though .
guess theres some hope ..
went home.. thought i could see him .
but well, he wasnt reallie happie .
he seemed, stress? or rather ..
sad .. spoilt my mood ..
reached home, msged him
&then understood why ..

it was like, super damn boredd
with my parents around at home .
they were like.. nagging nagging & nagging
its like never gonna stop ..
asked me to accompany them
to hougang mall .. but i didnt wan to .
until when my dad gave attitude & mum scolded.
forced to go . ohplease, issit even wrong
for not going out with parents?
cant i just have that little freedom for
staying at home?
ie've got exams tomorrow okay !
&dhat ie just went with them
while walkingg towards some
kopitiam.. after crossing zebra crossing .
dhen it was kinda crowded, someone was
pushing me & made me damn dulan ..
was like, dont lemme catch whose dat asshole.
then someone just pushed from behind
&shouted. EXCUSE ME LARHS
then ie straight shouted ;
eh, sae exucse me until so
bei song then dont sae la. knn ..
* she turned around holding her son's handd *
* like rushing to somewhere *
her ; WHAT ?! SAE EXCUSE ME
GOT WRONG ISSIT ?!
* &she gave the the kind of face where by
shes like.. pushing her head so high
dhat she thought shes .. bigg ? *
damn alot of ppl was walkin past &
alot of ppl was starin at us.
then recalled that ie was wearin house tee.
so didnt argued much ..
veryveryvery disappointed cause
mum & dad bcos of wanting not
to lose their face, they disowned me
for that moment.
damn .. since ure face is so much
important than ure daughter, then please ..
dont have to acknownledge me as ure daughter anymore.
cause , IE DONT GIVE A BLOODY FCUKING DAMN .

& for that bloody auntie ;
DONT EVEN SAE EXCUSE ME
IF UE WANNA PUSH.
DONT FCUKING GIVE ME THAT KINDA BLOODY FACE
& FCUKING WALK OFF .
CANT UE FCUKING SEE THERES ALOT OF PEOPLE ?
& DARED UE TO SAE THAT WE'RE STANDING THERE
& FCUKING WALKING SOOOOOO SLOW ?
SO NEXT TIME, CAN UE JUST FCUKING USE URE
FCUKING EYES TO FCUKING SEE WADS
FCUKIN INFRONT OF ANYTHING
BEFORE UE FCUKING SCOLDS OR
SHOUTS AT ANYONE ?
SERIOUSLY, IE DONT GETWHY THERES SUCHH A MOTHER ON EARTH.
NOWONDER URE SON'S LIKE.SO PATHETIC TO HAVE UE .HE DONT SEEMED TO BE ABLE TO HAVE HIS OWN PRIDE AT ALL .SO WHAT IF HES STILL YOUNG? URE MORE LIKE AN ABUSER THAN A MOTHER OF A SON UE BIATCH ! . SO NEXT TIME IF URE FREE, DONT HEAD TO THE SALON, JUST STAY AT HOME OBEDIENTLY & THINK ON HOW TO BE A GOOD & RESPONSIBLE MOTHER
BEFORE UE EVEN GET BEATEN OUTSIDE .
NO ONE GIVES A DAMN ON WHETHER URE A MOTHER
OR A MOTHER FCUKER ALRIGHTS .

2007-05-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

sucks can .. blogger like shit now .. damn it .. hais . todae science like .. wth ? .. huimin,jasmine, heri, kelvin & me, all pak kak & planned on how to cheat =X
then its for multiple choice nia . then peii huimin go toilet .. then my pencil tio kope . dhat bloody zhenyang , & ie was like so sorrie to kenneth lors. ie keep misunderstanding kenneth for taking my pencil cause his explaination was saein, zhenyang take the pencil give him (his pencil same as mine) then in the endd, he clearify liao . lols. then ie keep diao dhat zhenyang. then the teacher, mrtan, he also keep askin me write name register or wadever on the OAS. then ie v dulan, shouted, walaos ! my pencil tio kope ! ue know wads the meaning of kope anot ! lols. ie noe im beingq kinda mean . =X sorrie cher. but hes a nice cher actually . only dhat .. he at first toot toot de. ppl just walk out of the class, he didnt know. walk pass infront of him somemore .diao uhs. then he run go his staff room lendd us pencil .. >.<>
&qin lao shi kinda noe dat heri was givin us hints & ans for multiple choice . cause at first kelvin ask heri for ans then she thought kelvin cheat, then move his table until very front .. after dhat is heri =.=
then huimin was like, walao ! ie still got one question to ask him de lehs . hahahs .thens .. after dhat .. ie do until section B jiu sian diao . like wan sleep liddat. so ie left quite afew blanks & total up, the marks of the blanks are like 18. omg . gnna retain like, confirmed .. zz
when everyone finishes, jinguan & bryan kept makin funnie movements. keep making everyone laugh while waitin for that bloody time . hahas. ie slept for like 20 or 30mins only. hmm .. thens asked bryan to get the pen from zhenyang lors. realise marco dint come sch . hais . siandiao lors . then kinda disappointed & pissed .
went home. parents at home. zz pesterin my maid to be quick & go hougang stadium asap. waited for bus, then went there. ers . amos's sister is like. so damn violent lars . lols. saw quite alot of familiar faces tho .. hmm .. redd won =.=
thens took bus to my parent's work place, bought lunch, then went home . on the way home on bus, saw one of my primary sch junior. didnt know it was him in the beginning. till when i realise someone's starin at me lols. then ie keep di siao him . then everyone else look at me lols .its like they're laughing lors . hahahs . he diedie dowan tell me his name . leonard don know also sian diao .. tho he knows leonard. hes in yuying.. RAWRS . never come my sch . lols . ers.. damn boredd uhs. then slept for like5hours.. called jasmine's brother chat .. dhat hongyi .. then .. hmm .. leonard call me chat .. both of them love sick lars lols. jkjk .. just out of love =.=
nvms . nothing much to post .. hais

`waitin for ue is like waitin for rain
in a drought ;
disappointed '
pissed '
lethargic '

2007-05-10T11:40:00.000+08:00

its IT now . wahahahs, lazy do dhat bastardd de assignment lols. dhen ers. just now music never post bcos .. dont wanna let *eh-hem* to see it . gnna keep my blog llink low. hahas. just now actually mrho sae no PE de. then sebas jinguan & bryan they all keep pesterin for PE. then mrho sae, if wan PE then have to go out run. then me & jasmine walk lors. only one round aroudn sch nia. thens they all go bastketball court le we still walking. hahas.. ms loo at the foyer counselling huimin =.= 3daes ponten lols. then go basketball court, teacher sae if we're not participating then he give us the math worksheet do .. sian diao. then find excuse, sae no pen, then he even got the pen ready lols.. anw.. yest marco got come school ie also don know sia. lols. until when youchuan told me just now during recess . shermane & huiqin had a tiff .. ie think .. cold war lers . then just now after recess go find debbie . with huiqin. then talk dhat biatch who wanna find prob with me . hais, last night damn jialat. cold war with my maid. in the morning she talk to me ie also ignore . then i was like, feel so damn depressed lors. hais.. he never come school ie also sian diao liaos . hais .. then hmm .. debbie wan jio me go pps durin open house . cant reallie wait to see those guys lols. had maybe changed to tall,short,fat or wadever . hahas. just now english sibei slack . hahahas. ms low never give a damn bout us then bryan & heri keep makingq me laugh like . wth lors. they do the dunnoe wad zhong yi da ge da de trade mark . damn funnie . & then keep making sponge bob laughters & voices .. its just super funnie llars . then jianrong fa pi qi lors . cause sebas head shot things at him . thens he shouted. everyone goes like ' waaaaah ! ' cause he alwaes talk very softly & dhen shout also not very loud, & his shouts shocked everyone. he alwaes kena di siao also only scold fcukyou or kaobei nia . lols. then this time shout le . doubt hes not gonne tolerate. he wan make sebas tio 2strokes . wahahahs. huo gai . lols.
zhenyang & glen took jasmine de money. then after english, when they all outside class settling jianrong that thing, we sneak go 2n1 for ms loo. to ask her to get the money for her. then she sae, ask mr ho, cause its math lesson le. then we were like thinking, he no use de lehs. then ms loo jiu come lers. lols. mrho very guailan sia . lols
his face like shit .. zz sian, later chinese .. haish .. tmrw science examination. finally can see him lers. but no lunch with him . hopefullie he'll cheerup abit lors. =/ ..
i'll be veryvery moody & sian until when he comes back smsing me dhat hes alright .
ie'll stop here.. headache right now . cant post le . hais

2007-05-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

sian diao . yest actually wan post derhs . budden at night alot of calls . one after another .
thens cant post also. dunnoe why.. ers .. yest de thingg forget liaos lars . only know is like si bei sian lors .
then at night jiu alot ppl call me . afternoon sleep for very longg .. zz jasmine come my house ie also don know .. jasmine de hamster diedd . ggosh . poot ham .. then jasmine was like, cry cry cry .
hais .. todae damn funnie . bryan smsed me like 9plus in e morning. askin me am ie in school alrdy anot. dhen he call me sae, todae sch starts in the morning dhen ie chua tio . dhen he sae he ask his friends whether they wan go his house anot then they all sae wad go his house, everyone already in school. lols ..
then he's like on phone until very long, then until i reach jasmine house he still on phone. then saw debbie's mother.. she sae bcos todae upper sec got orals or wadever, so we're starting sch early & going home quite early too.. after dhat he got second call, then he conference the heri in . then heri also dunnoe. he just went out of his house lols. then we all meet at vari nice together lors. ie call kenneth, he in class . diaos . thens jasmine okae llers dhen we go vari nice find bryan&heri . got quite afew upper secondaries lol . heri saw his senior dhen his seniors are like, suspecting him dat he pontened . dhen reach school le, brocolli nag nag nag .. dhen take some form, then go general office, then mr wee & one chinese teacher keep laughing at us. lols. dhen mr wee very friendly. hhaha, keep suaning bryan also . then quite afew other teachers also liddat. then mr wee allow us go back class le, saw mr alan lim outside, then he call our form teacher, but mrstan never come, then call ms loo.. then after dhat mrschia, co form, life saver. then the n2 de math teacher sibei bitch lors . she scoldscoldscold. tamade. then sae wad, our ears are closed . then mr wee sae, those who are late, are not serious bout their studies. then got one E1 de. then heri told mr wee, then E1 derr leh? he also not serious bout his studies arrs? * LAUGHS * hahas..
then alan lim ask mrs chia bout our behaviour in class, then mrschia sae me & jasmine potentially late. zz
then mralan never sae anything. he keep staring at me. cause ie was hugging my bag? then he sae he want check our back, see whether we went anywhere else just now . then give him check lors, my bag no books sia. only exercise books & files . all junks lars .lols. then he was like, okay, wad mr wee sae . then we all sae,
mr wee saes, those who are late are not serious bout their studies *laughs*
dhen was let off lors, went class, but they wasnt there, so, its D&T & home econ. then ie was like, the only home econ de, out of the 4 lols. then i go home econ, walk walk walk, then turned & shouted for bryan. cause my phone in his bag . =.=
then he pass me le then i go home econ, all like, waaa, late ar, so late. then blahblahblah . did mrs leong's work .. its the last lesson of home econ, next semester jiu D&T le .. hais .. sian .. D&T is much more boringq lors.. then jiu hhome econ over .. marco msg me saein his grandma passed away. hais .. it just totally spoiles my mood for the rest of the day .. go in class.. stare blankly .. then wait for the D&Ts to come back .. bryan jasmine heri they all come back le .. all cant make me laugh liaos . zz .. then marco call me lors. saein sorrie & wadever . hais .. gnna miss ue luhs .. =/
then english all slack .. glen keep makin a fool of himselves .. demo'ing dunnoe wad thing .. fight ? lols
its like .. laughing stock .. then ie also down there sian sian .. after school .. go jasmine de house, cause she wan go my house use comp .. then rain .. sian .. im super wet lors. then saw mac o.O no reactions from him anw ..
thens she stayed until 8plus? then maid gimme that kinda .. stupid attitude .. damn her .. hais .. now seriously no mood liaos .. =/
sadded .. sianded .. im boredd . & im missing him too .. haish ..
dont feel like going to school tomorrow .. hais .. marco not going school.
nobody's peii'in me walk durin recess? =/
hope ue dont be too upset & affect ure health
&sick again wors . must takecare luhs . kaes .

2007-05-07T14:40:00.000+08:00

as far as ie can post for todae ;
well, morning almost late but didnt lors .
dhen realise like, alot people never come sch liddat . lols
but no lars .ie cockeye . lols. dhens ers .. annabelle like .. sian sian liddat keep staring at me -.-
hahahs dhens. english first .. ms low sae me again . lols . dhen bryan this time never tolerate le , straight away shout, ue jealous issit ! . lols .. is like .. diaos lors . dhen teacher diamdiam . ahahhhas . dhen chinese lors, nothingq much . sii johnson didi keep spitting . lols . kns uhs . is like damn disgusting cans .. dhen recess lors, walkwalk again ? .. with youchuan,marco & another guy ie dunnoe . lols. run run run dhen my shoe almost flew -.- damn lao kui . hahahs .
dhens uhs . was havingq gastric . damn pain lors, last night never eat . hais , dhen almost cried out -.- dhen run come back ms loo sae, remind me to tell my class dhat info skill ms loo takin over dhen ask everyone to be seated & dont run out of the class . lols . dhens ie was like . okok, dhen run go classroom lors . jeremy jinguan & sebas edy gone liaos . diaos . kenneth like very dulan, he no mood .. think is because they pangseh him bahs . thens history lors, dhat teacher again .. then we down there slack .. keep usingq bryan de phone sms ppl di siao . hahahs . thens uhs .. info skill liaos .. ms loo lectured us .. dhen sae wad we're like shit & we dont mind her saein cause blahblahblah . she sae alot .. but ie think .. man you dao li de lehs .. dhen she sae mrstan very tiredd .. dhen .. kinda guilty lors .. mrstan so good de teacher .. then we liddat make her so tired she also never give up on us de .. >.<
dhen talk super alot, actually she made us stayback for 30mins after school .. cause no assembly mars, then actually can 1.05pm go home. dhen when she sae stay back 30mins, we are like .. wa, wo men ling yuan qu assembly sia . dhen is like . sian lors. dhen in the endd, she didnt remind us again, did some worksheets dhen went off le . dhen ie take it as dunnid stay back lors . hahas . dhen uhs.. CDP .. also slack .. mrschia revise physics & mathematics with us lols. budden no one seems to be listening . dhen ie ask her, she teach wad de, she sae chemistry -.-
dhens uhs .. heri, bryan they all super lame lors. we chat & laughed alot lars . hahahahs .. quite fun . but sian . dhen school finish le, dhen all zao go home . haha . cause ie think they thought msloo will come out class to stop us from going ? dhen wan go home le saw marco. dhen realise he cut his hair . hahahs. cute? lols .

2007-05-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

dont realli have the mood =/
well, first of all, very worried bout tmrw .
whether mrho wouldd do anythingq
for bcos ie didnt attend the remedial ..
secondly, leonardd seemed reallie
very depressed ? ..
thirdly, ie guess ie made joseph
realli realli angry ? .. hais .
really terribly sorrie .
ie reallie cant acompany ue tmrw.
ie gotta go hospital to visit my relatives .
tho ie kinda miss ue ?
hais, reallie sorrie .
fourthly, iemisshim alordd uhs ! ..
hais .. & worryin bout fridae's science .
&next mondae's math ..

2007-05-06T15:03:00.000+08:00

&ie love this pic !

its so cool isnt it . hahhahs !

ILOVEYOUS :D

okae, dedicated tuhh leonard didi?

hahas, dont be mad if ue sees this .

okaes, & ie was soo boredd

dhats whyiie ie did these pictures . -_-''zz

*LAUGHHS*

ILOVEHIMS !

qnna miss hhim soo much .

wahahs .

todae's qnna be REALL

bboredd .

hahahs, qnna qo amk with

jasmine some dae lookin forhh

one of mye EX cousin .

REVENGEEEEE !

woohhoooo :D

will continue postin later (:

2007-05-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

its sucha uber boringq dae todae .. but, afraid somethingq would happen when school re-open .. cause didnt attend mr ho's remedial & jasmine told me, only huimin,jinguan,sebas & lucas didnt attend .. didnt expect so many of them to attend ..its like, shock ? .. cause bryan, zhenxiong they all sae they not going .. jasmine msged me at like8plus .. asking me whether im going .. so ie was half asleep & half awake dhen told her no .. she asked me why .. wanted to reply dhen dropped off to bed again .. dhen she called me at like 11plus ? .. telling me who went & who didnt .. ie was so worried bout wad will happen when school re-open & didnt sleep back. lols. so.. was kinda dae dreamin for very long .. then woke up at like 12plus ? dhen go bath .. eat .. dhen use comp .. jasmine came to my house for awhile dhen go find her stead lerhs . darn boringq dae uhs .. stupidd joseph, never even call me .. damn ue .. zz
maidd saes wanna buy me the bigg bigg bigg de wugui lols. ie alrdy got the 29.90 de liaos. wann dher bigger wans =p
wahahahs, hopefullie she sae de dao .. zuo de dao =.=
dhen .. chat with didi on phone lors ..
didi, dont be so .. strong on the outside .
dhen like siao siao liddat lehs .
v scary .. anything can talk to me ?
or ue wanna go pasir ris ? (:
ue'll feel better . seriously .
&hope she'll think twice dhen accept ue lehs?
bu yi dingq right ? .
so think on the brighter side of life lars .
(:

2007-05-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

postin kinda late todae . hahahs . well, english paper was alright luhs . paper1, ie slept for 1hours. omgosh . lols . & dhen qin lao shi dhat chinaaaa teacher, she spoke english & .. okay.. its super funnie =X
dhens, break lers , was havin badd gastric .. dhen also never eat =/
saw mac .. AGAIN .. & marco saes he see me bu shuangq.
so wad can ie do? guai guai lors . lols. seriously, nothing ie can do mars . hahas .
hhuiqin sae so too .. uhh .. dhens paper 2.. wth, when ie saw the summary page, everyone goes .
waaaaa ! sooo hardd ar . lols . it just look hard . but nordd very hardd . cant sae easy also lars . lols . ers, ie was superr dulan cause summary gotta just write 100 .. dhen ie wrote 163 .. dhen ie anyhow cancel one long useless sentence . dhen bcome 133 .. kns . dhen after examination dhen go compass . peii marco go buy thingq ? dhens saw bryan, naville they all . kns . made me dulan .. zz dhen went home after awhile . dhen sian lors .. joseph actually ask me go out . dhen in the endd nvr . went punggol primary . met leonard . dhen kns lars . mrs chua dhat bloody new principal she biatch can ? .. sae wad, if she recognises me means somethings nordd right . wdf . dhen ie sian diao .. leonardd didi go lydia de class .dhen ie go home lors . arbo sian .. dhens joseph keep saein wan go here go dhere. in the endd never . dhen evening liddat .. 7plus dhen ask me pei him go dinner at compass point . lols. dhen the bus stop dhere go funeral . knn .. so damn scary cans . dhen he on phone .. zz .. dhens ers .. finally bus came . dhen he saw me dhen he sae wan go sakura . dhen ie sae, dowan lar . dhen in the end go food court lors . dhen he eat until v pek chek . dhen the auntie, as he told me, he order then he auntie dunnoe, ie think chop the chicken until very .. violent . he sae, like kena pao qi by guy liddat. LOLLL hahahahahs . made me laugh like siao .
dhen after dhat .. my crysanthaman tea, very olden daes liddat . it taste like .. the hot hot de crysanthaman, dhen go put ice liddat. lols. very not nice sia . lols. dhen his ice milo also nordd nice zz .. his wordd ' cannot make it arsx' LOLLL ..
dhens went library, but didnt, go popular . lols. dhen after dhat .. walk walk lors .. zz nothingg much .. dhen go cold storage, he treat me chocolate . LOLL . whaahahs . dhens .. ers .. saw his mummie =.=
dhens go outside walk walk .. dhen wan go home le . saw his mummie again .. dhen sian luhs .. jiu go one big round to bus inter .. dhen he go find his parents . dhen pangseh me with his water bottle . lols. dhen bus come liaos. ie board =.= with his water bottle on the seat . LOL . dhen he call me . nag nag nag , scold scold scold . lols. all ie do is sae sorrie .wad else . dhen he sae reach home le call or msg him lors .& ask me dun die on the way home .. kns . curse wo . lols. tmrw maybe hangout with him again ! :DD

2007-05-03T11:38:00.000+08:00

IT now ! .. just now music si bei funnie uh . zhenxiong & mrtan argue . lols . dhen mr tan somehow said, diao. still diao me somemore ! .. LOLL .. zz
dhen everyone goes like , ' waah, diao leh diao leh ! wahh . '
dhen zhenxiong ask sebas to shudup, dhen sae , ue si fei zhu, diam diam larhs .
dhen also quite sian luhs . ers . ohoh .. & yarsx, PE , mr hho freakin bastard larhs . nabei cb ..
mie & jas late marhs . dhen uh, mr ho made us run, despite of us nord feelin well ..
dhen he expects us to run 5rounds for 3mins, its not difficult but its just, very wad lors, we're nordd feelin well cans ? ..
dhen bryan sae wanna sue hhim .. jasmine sae wanna call jianwei . lols.
dhen bryan ji tao call his mummie . dhen her mummie wnna talk to mrhho.
cause mrho made those who dont have proper PE attire to run somethin like
suicide run? dunnoe lars . but mr william goh sae before, those who have asthma's might faint or die =.=
budden in the end he nvr call . dhens dunnoe larsx . after PE he argue with mrho lors =.=
dhens .. hmm .. recess .. walk with the marco & youchuan . lols. dhen after wan walk finish liao saw jiahui jiejie & SL mummie :DD
happiie lahs . hahahs . dhens youchuan sae next year dunnid walk le . lols . dunnoe why . =/
but ie wann sia. so much fun . lols .
dhens ers walk finish le saw marco .. dhen brocolli keep tellin marco de teacher, ie keep foldin my sleeve . FCUKERRRRR !
last year catch my skirt & now sleeve . go hell lar. no more brocolli now botak . zz
sian diao, now left hand muscle ache .. haishh .. carry dher guanzhe de stupid chinese dictionary .. until soooo heavy & mafan .. zz morning take bus still saw dhat mac .. siannsss .
hohoho sae tmrw math remedial 1-3pm dhen saturdae 9-11am . go hell lars . ie go saturdae de can liaos. tmrw ie gtta go out lols . ers, latter eng oral . hope cann pass thru . shun shun li li de pass thru lols.
ours is the dunnoe wad mr wad ziq de . lucas they all call him mr headache =.=
ddiaos . kk .. now go do dher stupid macromedia dreamweaver . zz siandiao .
shall continue when ie reach home .

2007-05-02T16:20:00.000+08:00

todae's kinda fun, or rather okae lar . haha .. chinese exam uhs . dun ask me how is it .. its 50 50 forhh me . lols . dhen .. jasmine nvr come .. went school .. kkinda drenched .. hhuimin sae ie take cab o.O
lols . nordd sure .. nvr heard her clearly .. cause youchuan talk talk talk talk talk .. lols .
huishan lemme dictionary . & guanzhe korkor also lendd .. dhen ie was like -.-''zz ?
dhen ie lend one to heri . heri v wad sia, he go lend others .. zz dhen ie sae him he scold me . kns .. lols
dhen go her class .. cause my class .. zz nvms . dhen after dhat .. damn funnie . cause its raining ma, so we're suppose to go to our own class, bell ring le dhen we go out of our own class, line up & sing mari kita & sae pledge . dhen they all sae, eh, steady lar, dun go out lar . hahahas. dhen when everyone's already out, cause mrs wendy tan form teacher haven come. dhen in the endd, they just started singing the first line dhen we all slowly stroll out. dhen sing until very loudd, jinguan loudest . lols. dhen others including me, keep giggling behind. dhen its like. waa, soo * PROUD * hahahs . dhen after dhat xu lao shi , chi teacher, form teacher of ie think E2 .. only bhind our class, so she came to ask us stop these nonsense .. after dhat go back to class since theres no announcement . lols .. mrs tan was talkin bout the electronis dictionary & she saes its the calculator . damn cute la . lols .. dhen made me wonder, todae is math/science or chinese .. then paper given lerhh .. ie actually stared blankly at dunnoe wher instead of the paper lol. dhen after dhat jeremy keep laughing . & giggling dunnoe why . after paper 1, ie ask huimin, she sae jeremy keep calling ppl, then they receieve their call de reaction v funnie . hahas .& joseph called me, dhen ar, just in time, qin lao shi go out of class awhile . dhen answered & ask him call back later . but in the end, after paper 1, got another 2 miss call. =.=
ers , dhen so called " recess " liao . just before paper 2 continues . dhen went to canteen with shermane & youchuan . ie dint eat . didnt have the appetite . although i was like, havin gastric ? .. =/
paper 2 gnna start . so .. kinda went to youchuan's class slack . lols. after paper2, went outside marco's class . wait for him ? . dhens look into his class mac starin at me =.= dhen kinda scary . ie go toilet lors . lols. dhen saw huimin, she sae mr ho waitin to collect homework . dhen both of us hide dhere =X
asked jinguan & sebas, mr ho still dhere anot. he sae yeah , but he bo chap lors. dhen after dhat also nvr saw him . lols. waited outside n1 . dhen ie waitin for him he still go look for me . diaos . dhen walk with huiqin, shermane, & youchuan .. saw mac & yiling .. lols. dhen .. ie also nvr reallie bother .. xue te lors, ie take 2 dictionnary . but hengg huishan was smsing me , dhen after dhat saw her, so gave her the dictionary . but hers is not dhat heavy wan .. so im currently holdin on to the heavy & bigg one . ddiaos . which is guanzhe korkor de friend lemme de . wahahas. he very good lar, morning qing shou come my class gimme :DD
so .. went compass with marco, go eat .. he eat BK .. ie dowan eat. saw josephine. di siao her xP
dhens .. eat finish le he pei me go wait for my bus lors ..=/
saw so many our sch derhh =X
sii Joseph , sae wan go out nvr go out . go die la. my $10 hors ! .. si bastard. LOLLL ..
just now guanzhe damn cute lar . LOLLL =XX
he was like, see how fortunate dhat eu have me as ure kor .
hahahas. lols. find it funnie cause he dont sae such things de .
& its like . -_-zz
well .. chattin with di right now . hahas. the one who alwaes make me laugh like .. LOL ? =.=
(:

2007-05-01T19:25:00.000+08:00

It's a long long journey
Till i know where i'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And i don't know if i can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that i must hide
It's a long long journey
Till i find my way home to you
Many days i've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know i will falter i know i will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And i need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things i do
When pride builds me up till i can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause it's a long long journey
Till i feel that i am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey Till i find my way home to you. to you

just noww woke up at .. bout 11plus ?
dhen after dhat jiu sian liao ..
dhen jiu go study for tmrw de chinese ..
sure die MYE . de examination . lols
dhen saw my whole stack of math worksheets .
BLANK ! .. dhen ddo =X
tried to do . dhen do until forget bout chinese .lols.
dhen after dhat jiu go back learn chinese ..
learn until wan sleep .. go back to my comp =X
boredd uh .. haish .. jasmine ask me go study with her.
budden ie cant go out ? =/
mid year sucks can ..
& ie bet .. after mid year. ie'll go out like ..
almost everydae until late late de . lols..
but .. wait till ie get back my results ..
& its the enddd .. !
lols.. DEADDD enndd lols ..

2007-04-30T14:38:00.000+08:00

seriously a terrible dae . marco, dui bu qi . give ue attitude .
its bcos SHE .. she dunnoe why .. ignore me .. damn it ..
was super sian diao lar . dhen bryan keep askin mie wad happen .
ie was like .. sort of sleepin the whole dae in class ..
dhen bryan keep askin me cheerup .. hais .
ie think its bcos of the CDP project bahh .
hais .. dhen sleep until kinda .. like .. dunnoe wads goin on ?
dhen lucas go around di siao ppl .
dhen di siao me . ie dun care .. zz
recess damn fun .. cos got mummie,jiejie & youchuan .
we go walk walk . dhen ie was like, keep talkin to mummie.
like .. nvr stop .. talk alot crap . lols.
dhen ar, walk & talk .. si bei exhausted .. lols ..
dhen .. hmm miss hhim alordd luhh =/
dhen after dhat going back to class de shi hou .
jasmine & ie still strolling .. were kinda late liaos lol.
marco dhen told me, mr michael scolding our class ..
dhen after dhat .. saw heri & bryan hiding .. lols.
dhen mie & jas also go hide =.= hahahs .
waited for mr michael to scold finish dhen go his class.
dhen we go back our class lors . lols.
realise my phone with mummie .. dhen ie very gan jiong.
keep askin bryan help me go take =.=
budden after awhile mummie come my class gimme lors .
* sigh of relief *
but someone's like kinda mad at miie .. =/
sadded . haishh ..
dhen after dhat .. history .. wanted go borrow tie .
nobody got extra .. only went n1 ..
dhen after dhat ie go buy .. just before assembly ..
sian .. haishh . after school .. marco ask me why ie so .. zz
dhen he sae after his remedial dhen he msg miie lorhs . =/
marc, wan scold me face to face scold k .
dun humji .

wahahahs .
leonard didi thanks for the accompanium ..
ue made me laugh like .. wth ? ..
ie was laughin like ki siao lor . hahahahs .
<33>
she'll accept ue derhh . dun worrie !
jie helpp ue sae goood wordd ! =p

ers.. gotta sleep .. zun zun 12am .. =.= ..
5mins more to go ! .. BYEEEE !

2007-04-29T14:41:00.000+08:00

slept at bout 3plus . woohooo !
the best dae ever todae !
iloveyou ddear ! :DD
dun ever leave miie !
ure MINEEEEEEEEEEEE ! =p
nvr go out llors , dhen msg hhim nias ..

JASMINE meimei ;
dun worrie bout miie .
ue & him last longg can ler .
just wanna see the happie ue !
LOVEYOU GIRLFRIEND ! (:

HUITING nuer ;
must help miie monitor litongg meimei kaes?
she promise llerhs . but ie think she got alot of xin shi.
talk to her wor . lend her ure shoulder if she needs.
now she need care & concerns .
give her kaes (:
ue need also can . hahas ..

LITONG meimei ;
ue've promised me nordd to cut lerhs wor .
burdd, if ue reallie very the stress .
can talk to people & so dhat ue wont be so ..
stress ? ..
dont keep everthing to urself ..
okaes ! LOVED !

JIAYI baobehh ;
hahahas ! soo sway ars ue .
fight forhh freedom !!
dhen ie cann gqo out with ue llerhs =p
ie diedie must meet ue llarhs
after mid year hao mar ? :DD
MISS YOUS !

yesterdae go gugu de house .
dhen slackk . gu zhang sae wann singq karaok ..
lols.. dhen they sing old 80s songs ..
okae .. & ie was like .. =.=zz""
made miie sing .. ie think tong hua ?
uh huh .. dhen my cousin & ie was all singing .
like party liddat . hahahs, was fun anw ..
went home at 11plus
bcos dad de car , coupon until 11pm nias.
so went home !
wahahas, ie bought my wugui along to their house ..zz
its kinda childish lar . hahas . dhen nothingg lerhs .
online until 2plus dhen 3plus go sleep lors ..
boredd =/

2007-04-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

just now wake up de shi hou is like 1.50 liddat . lols. quite late lar . & ie forgot all about edison counsellor meeting me sia ! .. wdf .. dhen hors . i go bath . dhen jianwei call me . i know he sure wan ask me call jasmine . so never answer. then straight after he hang, private number, dhen joseph . he ask me why never online. ie sae just now bath . lols. thought he want ask me out =/
dhen ie jiu sian . saw my phone, more than 5 miss call from edison =X
then ie told him ie cannot go out le . late le . SORRIE EDISON COUNSELLOR ! BU SHI GU YI DE !
=XX
then parents came back with 2nd gugu & gu zhang . then they bring back some food lors, was having gastric ma . lols. then eat abit jiu no appetite liaos . then slack .. use daddy de phone sms =X
then .. erms . nothingg much also llarhs . then after dhat ar round 5plus .. dad sae wan go causeway point repair my blooody phone . dhen went off to causeway point . slept in car. dhen my dad sae got euro funfair. ie straight =wake up. lols . walaos . euro funfair move to woodlands . knn lar .. zz
dhen after dhat mummie keep gimme lanjiao attitude. damnit . dhen was smsing marco lors =.=zz
then now .. come back llerh . nvr repair . cause need wait super longg.
& ie super HATEEE WAITINGG . lols.
bought one love song disc.
5CDS in one album ! =p
dhenn now currently smsing mandy & marco . send one, recieve one, zz
using 2 phone =X
bored, tmrw dunnoe wan ask edison out ma .. scarly over sleep again .. =.=

2007-04-27T16:07:00.000+08:00

somethingg BADDDDDD happen todae ..
uhhhhg .. dhat blooooody car , langga my legg .
lucky nordd serious ..
reported to the police station ..
dhen police will keep me informed ..
went around that HDB there findd dhat car.
cannot find .. dhen go multi storey carpark.
find like shit . dhen found.
dhen took pic of it ..
dhen very dulan .. zzzz dad ask me report ..
dhen go police station report lors.
hais . nowadaes also no mood post ..
anything wan noe ask me lar ..
k ..
in class damn weird ..
ie tear without knowing .
ie just cried .. like ie dunnoe sia ..
haishh dunnoe why =.=

morningg, went toilet with jasmine .

as ue noe, the girls toilet got the girl sign ma . dhen ar . its pasted with a sanitary pad , alordd ppl run past or walk past keep laughin . lolss .. zz

KAIJIE, EDISON, KENNETH, KAYMOND, MANDY, BRYAN ;
xiexie for the concern . im alrite ..
just badd mood .. thats all (:
thanks alordd ;
bbest friendss yeahs . :DD
rawk on !

hhim .
ie dunnoe wadd to do now .
ie dunnoe whether ie should let ue go or not.
although ue thought of patching ;
but, can ue proof dhat everything will b alright ?
will euu hurt me again ?
im not afraid .
just .. hais . dunnoe leh =/
ie still love ue ..
still missing ue every single dae ..

si joseph, nvr jio miie out .
go die lar . sii bastard . ! lols .

mrs chia called me & remind me of the CDP project .
BRYAN ! SEAWEED ! gotta handd in llarh !
stupiddddd !

edison just now scare me .
sae the car is his friend de .
kns .. scare me until half life gone ar .
just now dhat police si bei di siao . lols .
was rainingg sooo heavily lars =/
sian.. tmrw dunnoe who will ask me out hais ..

BOREDDDDD !

2007-04-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

nothingg to post todae .
no mood ..
& iem just gnna let everything .
goes as per normal .
nordd gnna make any changes to my life.
just .. lead my life as how it is bah ..

2007-04-26T09:10:00.000+08:00

its music now .. suppose to be presentation todae .. teacher decide to give whole class a zero bcause we didnt even prepare abit .. so free acess again ? .. =/
kinda bored lar .. just now PE was forced to go change .. dhen was kinda chatting with jasmine & bryan .. hmm ... cool lar. this comp someone downloaded msn 8.1 lols..
so my msn is better than them de =p
very stressing lleh .. haish .. parents also stress miie lehh ..
they next week then work .. lols .. hais ..
err .. zz bored llar ..

EDITED ;
IT nnow .
very sian .. stupid teacher wan us do
that micromedia dunnoe wadd shit .
dhen dhat asshole bryan ..
grrrrrrrr . di siao di siao .
stupidd llar .
ehs ,, the hhim ;
ue nvr tell mie why break .
wad ue expect me to do ..
hais . now ue understand how hurt is it ?
doubt ue still understand bahh ..

2007-04-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

edison counsellor !

happie birthdae to euus !

nah, forh ue ;

happie birthdae tuhh euus .

happie birthdae tuhh counsellor ..

happie birthdae tuhh euus !

hope nii findd ure true ggirl (:

& continue counsel miie arhs .

hahahs , meeeet up sooon ! :D

#if possible ? =/

LOVEDD *

kenneth ;
thanks for the reminder =X
2n3 , a reminder, wear PE tmrw
cause mr william goh might check on our class.
nordd only tmrw, but next few PE lessons .
co-operate kaes .
all wear PE (:

hmm todae was kinda boredd lar nothingg much also ..
only know dhat bryan toldd mie somethingg .. zz
dunnoe is good news or issit bad ..
wasnt reallie in the mood todae also ..
then after 1hour of home econ ..
went d&t go find jasmine they all.
then go back class take bag ..
go hall for the prefect's investiger .
dhen run around whole school to get tie ..
can die sia .. damn tiring ..
er .. nothingg much .. bbored ..
tmrw maybe going to meet bryan & mandy ..
hais .. mummie,nuer,& meimei ..
ddont worrie too much .
im fine .. (:
ie just dont know what to do now ..
very lost .. haishh ..
my heart seriously numb diao le ..
this is the last hurt im gnna get ..
no more ller ..
cause im not gnna have anymore relationships.
NEVER ..
ie never wnna have any .. anymore ..
no more ..
thank god this time,
ie wasnt desperate for penknife ..
cause low blood pressure le =/
& like, havin so much illness ? .. haish

eh , last long with her kaes .
bye . takecare & all the best .
sorrie if my attitude to you wasnt good .
yesterdae . sorrie .

2007-04-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

didnts expect dhat ..
my heart actually hhurt ..
ie mean .. its pain ..
ie actually felt the pain in my heart ..
hais .. how i wished ..
hais .. maybe everything bad
is fated to happen on me ..
im totally down .. right now ..
i've got no one to turn to ..
im reallie lost ..
how can love be so hurt ?..
its pain .. ):
some needles in me just ..
hit through my heart .. hais ..

2007-04-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

just back from dinner outside .. went to shing song supermarket first .. dhen after dhat go festival market de food court eat .. saw amos & his family lors, he eat with us .. dhen saw leon .. haha ..
wasnt reallie feelingg well =/
was weak all over .. don know why .. very lethargic .. hais ..
then came home .. headache .. dad ask me check blood pressure ..
dropped again .. hhais .. & heartbeat alot ..
dhen dad sae i under stress .. hais ..
dunnoe also lleh ..
aiya, just stay happy for the sake
of everyone cann ler (:
well .. hopefullie ie'll b fine ..
=/

miss SL mummie, JH jiejie , huiting nuer, sukie meimei , & my korkors .
& nnordd forgetting .. hhiim ..

daddie sae ie under stess ! =.=
fast pulse rate/ heart beat ..
& low blood pressure .
will these lead to asthma ? ..
hais ..

2007-04-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

todae quite alot of thingg happen also . hahahs ..
morning assembly, sing mari kita, rachel very funnie lols.. sing until v funnie .=X
math ; nothingg much, did graph .. dhen guai guai ddo lors . he sae after school gotta stay back for 20mins for extra lessons cause he havent finish teaching lols ..
chinese ; laoshi made us practice for our chinese oral after school .. dhen keep practicing .. lols .. ie also know i sure fail .. bryan more jialat than mie . wahahah =p
recess ; walk with youchuan llors . sian .. saw dhat bloooody Joseph [ marco's bro ]
dhen ie gave him dhat lanjiao look & middle finger. lols
PEPP ; mrstan keep aiming me .. knn .. then keep askin mie shuddup. nabei cb llor .. bryan lar ! keep talkin to miie .. ! RAWRRRR ~
HISTORY ; again ! that paul twohill's goood friend de teacher . hahahs , she sae todae wan teach . but sway sway, i never bring textbook . sooo sad =p
dhen jasmine,bryan , & miie . we all keep talkin bout music . dhen sing sing sing .. wa .. like music lesson sia. hahah . one hour of singing . yeah ! ..
SCIENCE ; TIO SHOCK ! ms ezerin also never come ! we were like .. wooohoooo ! .. wahahah ..
but sian llar . the guys keep talkin bout lanjiao, longjiao, snake, & wadever crap with teacher .. dhen sae wad sperm wad hole wadever shit lar . ie listen until sian si pua .. dhen bryan gimme dhat kind of attitude. dhen 30 min nvr talk to him llors. in the end also he ownself talk to me . dhen dhat relieve teacher si bei shock .. thought our class is wrestle . lols . wrestling , or rather, boxing class . hahah (:
& also shocked dhat only 3girls in our class . lols
literature ; BADMOOD ! mr kangg sucks ! ie hate you ! asshole ! i wan back mrs bryan ! RARRR !
was havingg headache & fever during his lesson . haissh =/

after school .. ggot chinese oral .. actually dowan go.. but heard someone sae, 40% or mid-year .. dhen jasmine insist on going liao .. ddots .. walao .. chinese ie confirm fail wan llors .. sian .. haishh .. dhen in the endd .. very jialat llor . dhat teacher listen to me read until wan sleep .. ie also read until wan sleep .. headache .. ddots ..
dhen johnson didi sae wan beat the who who who .. lols. dhat guy who dun reallie like mie . zz
nvm bout him . dun give a damn . wahahahs . as long as i live my own life =p
domi v cute . lols.. oral same class as us .. lols. was in guanzhe de class .. dhat teacher china de .. kns wan ...
stupidd bryan, mandy's mine ! nnordd ures ! RARRRR !
dun snatch my baobei new fren . lols. shes NOT interested in uues kkae !

hhim ;
ILOVEYOU !
IMISSYOU !
but iem reallie learning ..
from friends ..
on how to llet go ofb ue =/
lettin go of someone
dun seem as easy as ie think ..
haishh .. well .. alwaes gnna rmb ue .
as the bbest bboyfriendd (:
thnks enough dhat ue left this footstep ..
xiexie ni .. LOVEEYOUU :DD

2007-04-23T19:25:00.000+08:00

wahahah ! mummie's discharged !!
wooohoooo ! .. happie mood nnow :DD
spent hours waitin forhh the slow pok doctor
dhen i kept entertaining everyone in the ward .
happie sia . hahah .. mand, the ggirl ie just met .
she kept laughin llarh xP
shes sweet & caringg ! ..
ie toldd my maid, ie wann make fren with her .
dhen maid help miie ask forhh her number .
yayness :DD
dhen her mum toldd my mummie .
ue very lucky hors, got one kaixingguo at home .
hahahahs .. iem just happie when im dhere :DD
ie kept makin them laugh like .. ie dunnoe how ?
ie sae wad they also laugh . lols.. laughin stock ? =.=
anw, reallie glad dhat they couldd like, be happie.
cause sometimes mood can result in improvin
of their illness right ? haha ..
hopefullie everyone of them can get discharged asap .
mand's mummie; diabetes & high blood pressure .
TAKECARE WOR ! .. mand, takecare ofb ure mummie well well.
dhat popo .. auntie, must stay like miie !
kaixingguo . haha .. the nurses are takin care of u well.
so much takecare ; all the best ..
& the indian & malay de auntie. both of ue too (:
hope we could meet on the street some dae .
we had a great chat & fun laughing just now right ?
hahahas .. be sure to stay happy, cause ie wont be
there anymore :DD
SMILEEEEE !

mandy ; meet ue up soon yeah ?
thanks forh ure sweeet message ..
& ue said im funnie . hahas .. ddont get it . lols.
this message sent by hher ;
met u as a stranger ;
i love ue as a friend ;
as longg as the world stands ;
our friendship will never end ;
true friends never split ;
even if they do, somedae they'll meet ;
isnt it sweet . haha ..
llast longg with ure bboy yeah (:

kaymond ; korkor ! .. nothingg ..
just miss ue . lols.. anw, thanks for
bbein dhere forhh miie yeahs ..

marco ; thanks forhh ure care
even though ue dunnoe my mummie .
& ue still showed alot of concern ..
my true friend ; good guy friendd :D

yushengg ; ddun worrie, jiayi would b fine .
i'll ask her wad exactly happen first (:
ddont worrie too much ..
ie know ure innocent . haha ..
LOVED *

2007-04-23T14:36:00.000+08:00

tuhhdae damn allordd of thingg happen .. damn it .. BAD thinggs uh ! .. ddots .
first of all, was like, LATE forhh school .. god damnit .. & LRT break down . dhen alordd ppl also llate . but is llet off llorhs . burdden ggot write down name . sian .. 20plus ppl late ar .. dhen ggot one gurgur keep saein, mummie, LRT puo liao .. LRT puo liao.. dhen her dad said, bu shi puo llar, shi huai . lols. ie kept laughing zz ..
dhen first lesson engish ;
kns llors .. ms low like keep zhen dui mie & bryan . bryan keep talkin to mie .
ie also nvr talk to him right ! .. tamade .. dhen ms low was like.
qqiulin, ie toldd ue beforhh right ? .. dhen she wink at miie .. zz
dhen sae wadd, ue ddowan miie tell whole class right . lols.
practically, she wanted to sae, bryan, dont be too attracted to qqiulin .
dhen ie was super angry when she said dhat last time . lols.
dhen nothingg much . was suppose to do some composition .. ie also slack slack .. sms llorhs .
dhen jiu chinese llerh . jialat ar this lesson .ggot this youngg young lady de tcher .. shes kinda cute . bryan kept saein shes cute dhen ie sae he hongster .lols .he abit dulan llors =.=
dhen after dhat saw kelvin & kenneth fight . wa. damn hiong . kelvin almost bleed . but got damn big & redd de scratches on his neck de below abit dhere .. si bei poor thing lor hhim .. ke lian der ):
dhen jasmine call up tcher . dhen our lady cher ask mie go find jasmine, ask her dunnid ler . dhen after dhat saw mrstan, form tcher & jasmine with pale face come back .. ie shouted , dun nid ller ! dun nid ller ! show over liao . lols. dhen ie tio gan by cher .. zz sae wad , not show & blahblahblah..
dhen go back class . they thought is i bao toh de . lols. ie did nothing . damn ..
dhen after dhat dunnoe wad lors . chat with teacher . haha . dhen chat with jasmine & bryan also llors. dhen jiu recess liao . got new PE teacher . dhen mrstan ask mie tell her whole story .. i only told her how they fight .. lols .
dhen go back class, its history .. theres this teacher .. should b indian .. she wear until kinda fasion .. & trend .. dhen the most important thingg is SHE SPEAKS GOOOOD ENGLISH ! .. ie communicate with her damn well luh . wahahah . shes a friend of paul twohill even before he went into singapore idol ehh :DD
she agreed dhat matilda has a GREAT vocal too ! .. its reallie a pity dhat she isnt the singapore idol . well , its the Judge who just lost someone great. stupiddd ! .
dhen its info skill .. god damn .. ie lost my tie fcuk .. ie suspect its someone .. but, not to sae .. just ask me if ue wnna know .. (:
dhen mrstan made us go parade square . guess wad time is it .. 11PLUS ! damn .. dhen was ilke . soooo damn hhot? .. we were like .. roasted pigg lluhs . dhen the guys keep saein, hhot ass .. zz
then teacher sae, if no one admits who did this, no one is to go away .
dhen we sat there like siao .. its all bcos of my tie, which kenneth help mie tell teacher de . thanks (:
& jianrong's worksheets .. zz whole pile of worksheets .
dhen in the end, we go back class, zhenyang took out the worksheets from his table dhere.. dhen tell teacher he foundd .. think is he steal de bah . lols . dhen teacher ask him out to class lors . walaos . dhen my tie no point ller . forget it . pang swa .. this time only hors .
dhen CDP , ccb llors. nabei . mrs chia come in jiu guailan . dun even know wtf happened to her. mood swing ? .. zz dhen made us go parade square again . dhen she ask me ; bryan,jasmine&qqiulin . when are ue gnna handd in ure projects. dhen ie was like. wednesdae . dhen jasmine sae thurs can anot. dhen she saae. NO ! .. dhen wadever shit lar. dhen she ask again . ie sae. WEDNESDAEE LLARH ! .. nabei ..
dhen after dhat she sae i wan ue to tell mie wad u have to do if i let ue all go back class . ie sae ;
keep quiet, sit at own seat, & diam diam llarh ! ..
dhen she sae . NO !
dhen ie sae, PAY ATTENTION LAR !
she sae, even now theres still ppl talkin away & not payin attention .
qqiulin ; interupted by the sun wad !
mrschia ; nno ! ..
qqiulin ; reallie llarh !
mrschia ; okae, go back to class, before dhat,
line up iin twos first .
qqiulin ; wallaos, ie hack care lar, byesbyes lar .
dhen ie went up the spiral staircase, she scold miie .. zz
dhen go line up llorhs .. dhen went back . she guailan somemore .. zz
ie keep scoldin her . dhen ie keep saein i wan go sec3 find my cousin.
dhen she sae, no ! do ure work ! .. lemme see wad ue've done first.
dhen glen make mie dulan again . dhen ie ask teacher,
qqiulin ;MRS CHIA ! LEMME GO SEC3 LEND TIE LAR ! HOW YOU EXPECT ME GO ASSEMBLY WITHOUT TIE ! ..
mrschia ; * took hher pass *
mrschia ; * pass it to miie *
qqiulin ; * snatch the pass *
qqiulin ; Jasmine, ggo with mie .
dhen she came alongg llors .
dhen went 2E2 . dhen got one guy, keep dowan tell mie guanzhe wad class. dhen in the endd, he told mie lors . dhen go find him . ie wan chris help me, ie haven sae dhen he sae no . dhen ie saw huiting, ask huiting, dhen she came. but is like = nvr come llors .
dhen was like . super dulan llor . walaos. prefect also nvr help .. knn .
dhen in the endd, marco helped mie , dhen dhat biatch keep saein no . guanzhe wan lemme tie, dhen teacher scold him . knn ! .. ie ggot personal matter to tell hhim right ?! PCB ..
my mum's in e hospital, wan tell hhim cannot issit ! MOE GOT SAE CANNOT AR ?! FCUKUP
dhen ie dulan . dhen Jasmine go findd minyee, dhen lemme lors . zz hengg.
dhen ran back to 2nd level . dhen mrs chia down dhere like v angry . dhen ie shouted at her .
tell her, dhat teacher very llousy .. kanasai . dhen she sae who . ie also dunnoe . ie only tell her wad class de teacher . dhen go assembly llors. zz damn tiredd . .
dhen assembly sms , zhenyang keep wann baotoh .. knnb .. dhen ie hack care hhim also .
sms kaymond korkor (:
dhen heard ppl saein, got science enrichment, ie nnot goingg also llars . dhen kenneth also sae dowan go . lols. dhen go canteen, at side gate, saw marco push his brother to the wall, like v pain liddat. dhen he saw mie. gimme dhat lanjiao bin . his name also Joseph . FCUKOFF ..
pls lar hor, ue xiao didi only, dunnoe outside world, dun play llar hors.
wait till ppl tio ue dhen ue will know wads DIE .
dhen joseph de friend sae wad, marco de charbor come liao .
ie scold him PCB . kaobei so much.
dhen marco sae he go home dhen msg miie . well .
a good guy friend indeed (:
dhen asked him, just now dhat teacher wad name.
hhe sae, MRS AUDREY TAN .
dunnoe is ms or mrs llehhs =/
now got the air conditional repair de uncle .
his daughter my pri sch junior .. dhen he was like .. keep jokin .. zz
kinda boredd .. rain arr.. hais . just now on the way home, drizzling, dhen purposely walk home slowly . dhen just reach home, dhen heavy rain .. sway ! .. zz
dad just came back .. haishh .. wanted to ask guanzhe pei mie go find mummie..
buddden now .. hais .. zz

2007-04-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

todae nnothingg muchh .. wake up at bbout 11plus ... hhe msged miie .. & marco msged miie .. marco like more worried than mie sia .. ie toldd him . ie maybe cant ggo out with them cos my mummie in hospital .. dhen he like .. v worried lors . lols. sae alot of thing .. dhen as for hhim .. hmm .. just something to tell ue .. ie think ie'll step back bahh . ie dowan to hear ue saein . ue like BOTH .. ie ddunnoe why . but ie just hate this .. is this some kind of .. 2 timing ? .. ie dont like k .. sorrie .. remain as normal friends can llerh ..
dhen wake up liao go bath .. use comp .. slack .. sian.. watch tv .. dhen until like 3 plus .. dad sae he comin fetch us go hospital . walaos . shud've woked up earlier sia .. cos 2nd uncle .. uncle sun .. sihui jiejie & zhihao brudder also dhere lleh . andd the .. ginger nurse also there .. walao . ! damn wasted sia . ie tmrw wan see them !! RAWRRR ! .. ie wan force guan zhe pei miie go simei mrt dhen go hospital withh mie . dun care . =.=
dhen just now .. in hospital sian .. played with toddlers . lols .. =X
nothingg to ddo ma . hahahs .. dhen nothing much ..
visiting hour until 8 .. dhen went out of hospital at 8 .. dher lobby damn crowded . lols .
ie wann ggo east point ! .. wahahahs ..
ie sure ask joseph pei mie ggo . lols .. z bored ..
tmrw sch sian ... hais .. assembly . lols ..
hmm .. nnothing ller bah . shall stop here (:

2007-04-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

well .. went hhougang mall just now ..
dhen go the specs de shop ..
fixed mye spec .. dhen my maid ask hhim for contact lenses.
he kaobei & nagged alot .
dhen ie shouted , dunnid liao lar ! ..
hhes like spencer dhat type sia .. zz
dhen took quite sometime ..
got a new frame llors ..
went the event .. some kind of indonesia orchestra ..
well .. was kinda boredd .. dheres this china ggirl ..
she keeps talkin so rudely to me ..
hate her lar .. irritating pest ..
dhen ie saw mdm tangg .
ie was like
mie ; mdm tang ! .. mdm tang ! ..
mdm tang ; yes ?
mie ; rmbr mie ?!
mdm tang ; hahahas , of cause ! ..
wahahs .. happy happy .. my p3 teacher ..
omgosh .. shes suchh a nice teacher ! :DD
dhen quite afew teachers said hello to miie . hahs ..
dhen saw monika & bernice they all .
ie was like . ran ar .. zz dowan see them =X
dhen sat with crystalbell first .. dhen patricia de mummie
told me , someone's sitting dhere .
dhen ie go sit with one small boy boy ..
amos was infront .. my brudder was beside de beside of miie.
dhen we kept throwin cookies aroundd . its fun with those small boys.
hahahs .. dhen dhat pest came lookin for me again.
she kept kaobei mie lors .. its good enough ie nvr give her attitude
& scoldd her .. see her small ..
saw anggit .. hahas ..
& dhen was enjoyin so much with those small boy boy ..
saw 3 yckps de charbor .. zz nothing lors..
dhen dad call .. ask us go home .. hais .. kena scolded..
well .. like he said, he wans me not to argue with my parents..
so i'll not (:
cried on the way to the hospital .. hais ..
visited my mom .. she pok the diao the water thing g..
walaos .. see liao damn hhurt sia .. ):
dhen .. ie keep makin mummie laugh (:
when going home de shi hou ..
ie was like .. mummie ! bu yao xiang wo hor ! .. =p
dhen beside de family & opposide de..
keep laughing .. lols =.=
gladd to able to see my mum quite okae..
my dad bo xim .. nvr pei my mum .. hais ..
nvms .. well .. ie miss him ..

miss hiim alot .. reallie alot ..
ie wann back the past ..
iem needing him alot right now .. hais ..
wad happened ?. . why recently so many things have been happening..
has the earth turned upside down ? .. wad exactly happen ?
everything happened in such a split sec ..
ie hate it .. ie hate such depressed life ..
ie already had it for years .. its not easy for me to let it go ..
& now .. im like gnna go stress again .. hais ..

2007-04-21T13:16:00.000+08:00

shit hell .. mum's in e hospital right now .. damn .. slept at 3plus yest bcos after parents came back, was talkin on phone with jas & marco .. dhen was like, my mum ask me can pei her go see doc ma .. dhen ie like ... sian ji pua =X
dhen ie got ready dhen go llors , hais .. she ggot low blood pressure .. so do iie ..
mummie, dont be too worried bbout miie uh (:
ie wont faiint dhat easily derhh llars ..
anw, mummie sae cann gimme put on contact llerhhs . :DD
dhen morningg wake upp by brudder .
tell miie mummie fainted .. wth .. expected lluh ..
dhen wake up llors, when bathing, the ambulance came .. hhaish ..
damn llar .. dunnoe whether ie will b liddat nnot sia .. so scary . . LOL
hmm .. dad's currently in e hospital with my mum ..

huiting nuer & sukie mei ;
bboth of ue, just ignore dhat charbor .
if she pesters ue, ignore her .
if she talks to ue, talk to her coldd .
shes totally a hypocrite .
shes pampered & spoilt .
next time ie wann meet hher .
ie will settle this face to face with her .
make sure bboth of ue wont b bullied by her .
asshole .. bbitch . fcuk her mama pussy lluhs . nabei .

2007-04-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

its a super damn longg & fun day todae ! .. hahahahs .. si marcoo , mye headd nnordd bborn ggive ue hhit derrhh hhors . stupidddddddddd ! :DD
REFLECTION ; hmm.. mrstan very gooood, iielove my form teacher ! muahahahs, nnot forgettin mrschia, co-form too (: thanks for ure concern teacher ! .. LOVEYOUs (:
SCIENCE ; was kinda bboredd lluhs . lols .. nnothing interestingg .
ENGLISH ; got got got .. teacher todae siao eh .. keep scolding, dhen like shen jingg bing, scold scold scold scold scold. never stop ar ! .. like bullet sia. lols .
RECESS ; go out walk walk ... one very big size derhh charbor, from bhind hit me .. stupidd, sec one nia -.- dhen ie cried in pain .. zz dhen toldd teacher got .. langga. they also blurblur. hahahs. dhen they in the end kena scolding .. for some reason bahh ..
RECESSover ; dhen go 2n1, marco hhit my hhead .. GRRRRRR ~
dhen was reallie fun llars, played aroundd .. hahas, Jas seemed interested in hhim :DD
CHINESE ; did some work, mie & jas finish lle dhen sleep ..
LITERATURE ; here comes the interesting part ! .. theres this teacher .. old old de lady, shes kinda cute . hahahs, dhen her voice quite lloud lar. dhen the guys sae wan go toilet, she sae one by one dhen all . poooooooooooooooooooooooof , GONE -.-
dhen mie & jasmine cannot go. she keep saein, wait wait wait .. wait wait wait .. soon. very soon ..
she said these words throughout whole period . dhen bryan keep going out . she also dunnoe . COCK EYE . dhen people who just walk pass our class, we all sae is our clas de. dhen tcher ask them come in . hahahahs, super funnie ..kelvin locked hher outside dher class ! hahahs ! .. dhen changfu open door for her -.-. dhen jasmine prank call bryan, jianrong, ie prank call johnson . lols. not reallie prank call. they know de .. ahahs, dhen lastly, jasmine call marco, she sae one guy ans, dhen she hang, dhen call 2 more .. call dhen hang .. after awhile ie call . one char bor ans, dhen ie was like, wa ! is that teacher ! ( cause before recess, Isaac's phone tio confiscate after a random handphone check) then we damn scared is teacher llors. dhen i ask bryan, whose teaching in 2n1 class now. he sae ms kuek DIANA KUEK ! .. dhen ie tio shock, was wonderin if its her dhat answer the phone. dhen teacher keep dun let us go toilet .. god damnit .. lols. dhen teacher keep askin us read the mr kang's literature thinggy . dhen lesson ending, we ran to the toilet, dhen afrer dhat marco sae he nvr bring phone. guess the one who answered was his parents bah ..
wad a sigh of relief .. zz
dhen slack awhile dhen go math.. dhen ie look inside marco de class, ask him got bring phone anot. dhen ms kuek suddenly sae, yes? dher 2 girls outside? .. dhen ie shouted & ran =X
Jasmine dunnoe wad happen, tio shock dhen ran .. dhen go entrance of class, dhen was like, EXCUSE MIIE LLARHH ! .. dhen sat on my seat .. dhen marco came after ms kuek go for another class. dhen mie & jasmine go out. dhen jasmine was like, mr ho mr ho mr ho, kuai dian go back ! .. dhen when ie was about to reverse & go in class for my seat, bang dao mr ho .. wa, ie sii bei paiseh llors. lols .. ie shouted damn loud -.- zz
dhen keep laughin like siao charbor .. lols...
zhenyang keep askin mie lend him $1 . dhen ie keep act dao -.- zz
after school, saw marco again, ie shouted very lloud at marco, dhen brocolli sae, waaaah. dont shout .. aiyo .. lols -.- dhen called edison , dhen he was having examinations .. hahahas ! sorrie ! =x
askin marco & others for movie !. wooohoooo :DD

2007-04-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

hmm ... was late for school todae ? .. jus enter gate dhen mr wee scold us for strolling into the sch even tho we know we were late .. zz dhen mr ho saes gotta run 5rounds around parade sq within 3 mins . arbo jiu add 5 more .. hahahas, chicken feeet lluh . budden, run 1 round dhen my ankle start to hurt ): heard mrs shankers sae dhat if late for 3 times, have to call parents come dow to sch sign dunnoe wad thing, to let them noe, being late is serious .. zz
dhen ie told tcher, eh cher, my ankle break ie come find ue hors . cb .. dhen he was like, okok, come here rest. dhen jasmine got 1 week mc .. dhen we do 20 push ups .. zz diaos .. dhen cher ask me buy ankle guard ... ddots.. dhen mr ho ask us go basketball court again .. dhen we slack again lors.. william goh scold us for the PE shirt thingg .. dhen .. music .. dhen recess .. hmm .. youchuan go run dhen down there with mrs tan .. dhen she keep nagging .. dhen ask me get new specs .. & guan zhe .. dhat stupid cousin .. he sick . dhen he keep laughin at miie for having a broken spec. lols.. go die lluh .. hahas, anw, must takecare (:
those sec ones take attendence damn cute . hahahs .. dhen .. mrs chong ask me go find sebastian & rushydi .. dhen ie also lazy lluh .. ie tuck out shirt go in sch, brocolli also nvr care . muahahahahs
hmm .. saw mummie & jiejie .. dhen they was like, huh ? why ure spec liddat. lols. they go choir SYF .. think they got a silver bah =/ wish them luck .. ie dunnoe why, so worry for choir .. hais .. =/
dhen go back class .. its english .. sian .. slack .. dhen cher very niao lors.. dowan gimme worksheet .. not sae dowan .. she dun have extras .. stupid .. dhen ask me go ownself photo copy .. niao !!! tcher ue selfish lluh ! .. ie kope bryan de. hahahahahahs =p
ie also keep using his phone . lols .. dhen its math .. Jas de phone tio confiscate .. hohoho ! haha .. dhen after lesson kena nag like 15 min dhen give back .. zz
by the time go IT also kinda late .. dhat IT tcher very qian da ! .. he saw mie & Jas late ma . dhen he was like , hahah , late . lols. lamer ! .. dhen IT he saw my spec, dhen sae, aiyo. ue run to sch until spec spoile ar . dhen ie think ie scolded him . v qian da hor .. lols .. :DD
he keep coming to me & Jas de comp there, see wad we doing, dhen very noisy lar . lols. dhen ie keep slacking .. play games & blah blah blah .. haha ..
go back class .. was chinese .. dhen sian .. very quiet .. all do work .. dhen jiu .. science .. do work also .. quite sian =/ glen & jeremy ponten science .. zz
kenneth sae he nvr saw them . ezerine sae, ue bluff.. ie saw glen just now . diao
huimin 3 dae nvr go school liao . lols..
bloooooody marco, scold me FCUKYOU .
chicken lar ue . arsehole. lols..
like Jasmine dowan sae. muahahahahs .. lols.

hmm .. just now go find edison awhile nia ..
he meet one peihwa de charbor .. eunice .. ddots.
dhen ie was like ... diao .. dhen he go Aljunied ..
dunnoe wad car race lar .. dhen he take 80 lors .. zz
sian .. dhen come back ..
chat with nuer until alot .. hahahs ..
kinda fun (:
dhen chat with him uh . .
no comment .. he also ddont reply wan llar ... ...
finally, top up mye phone ller . lols ..
can someone just entertain me ):

2007-04-19T09:01:00.000+08:00

now music llors .. damnit sia .. llast night spec spoile .. cb lleh .. dhen now is like .. zz desperate for contact lenses . LOL .. v pek chek ar .. llend bryan de phone sms him dhen his fiona msg hhim ddots . dhen just now PE willam goh sway sway come scoldd .. for those who dont have PE lols .. hmm .. nothingg to do .. huimin nv come again .. ddots .. handphone still no money .. hais .. sian .. counsellor ask me friday meet him .. budden ie got history field trp ):
glen damn perv .. looking for nude pics in yahoo .. wdf -.-
pervertic bastard asshole . hate hhim to core !
hais ... how ie wish the wish ue are hoping for can come true =/
hope to be b ure side once again ..
be there for ue .. love ue once again ..
hais ... maybe its hopeless bah ...
she might thinks ue are flirt if this happens.
& ie can confirm ue'll hurt miie once more ..
if ue ever comes back ..
not ddont trust ue .. just ..
dont reallie have the confidence in ure promises ..
promises is a lie .. hais ..
iiemissyou alot ;
loveyou alot ;

2007-04-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

just now 6 plus edison counsellor ask me go hougang mall find him . ie sms him ask him, ue call me ar ? cos got alot ppl call me . budden, dunnoe who. cause phone no money . only receive a bloody msg telling me dheres someone dhat call me but cannot receieve .. dhen ie ask counsellor issit him. dhen he call me , sae just in time, he at hougang ask me wan go find him ma. dhen he ask me faster go .. dhen ie call jasmine go . dhen actually go meet him first dhen go compass find jasmine. budden, when ie was about to go out, he call me sae, he got something else on . wdf lors. lols. make me dulan sia -.-
dhen jasmine ask me go her house, dhen wth .. jasmine sae huizhen wan back her cashcard. dhen was like, go compass find her, dhen huizhen saw me .. nabei .. dhen ie bluff her ie go find parents .. ddots. dhen is like, si bei hard to lie to her lols. knn .. dhen jasmine keep walking like nobody's business .. dhen after dhat ie take her phone, type some msg, ask her some things .. like, how to get rid of her. lols. dhen jiu in the end, when she's playing percussion, ie sae ie go find parents liaos, dhen after dhat .. about 7.30, jasmine sae she wan go home liao. muahahahs .. dhen we jiu meet at library, huizhen go take bus . :p
ie noe im evil .. hahahahahahas ..dhen she use comp llors.. until like 8.30. go montip, dhen after dhat go buy sushi .. walaos, dhat charbor no lisence llar ! .. zz dunnoe how to make wan sia.. dhen was like.. wa.. don feel like eating lols.. ddots.. si bei jialat lors her .. dhen go take bus .. saw this guy, JC guy, ie was like.. ehh ehh ehh .. he got zii bii zhen ar. LOLL .. ddots. cos hhe look like .. -.-zz
dhen took bus home .. 9plus. dhen maid & blooooody brudder dowan open door .. FCUKYOU !
dhen ie open door with my key lar, nabei .. dhen brudder see me, dhen ie was like, kua lan jiao ! ..
PCB , .. dhen maid dunnoe do wad to my comp, dhen cannot switch on comp, guai lan with her dhen she switch on . fcuk ni ma lar .. cb ..

chat with joseph on phone .. dhen awhile jiu hang.. dhen he use another number call me .. ddots. dhen he sae, im one of the few who knows almost all his handphone numbers. hahahas .. dhen still sae, mostly only guys knows all his number, ie've yet to know his other numbers ! LOLLLLL
hanged his phone ller now sian .. hais
hhim ;
its no point for ue tellingq me this now ..
cause all iie noe now is, dheres no hope for us to be together again ..
HOPELESS ! ue understand ! .. even if ue were to ask for patch once again .
ie wouldnt want to, although i wan . but ie bet ue will hurt me once again ..
hais .. FOREVER IS A LIE !
GUYS ARE LIAR ! some ? ..

2007-04-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

went jasmine's hhouse .. stupidd llors, she havent wake up, pressed doorbell until tiredd. lols. dhen was like, finally ! door opened ! .. dhen after awhile her mom & her bro come back .. dhat stupidd brother of hers, keep saying me .. damn ue ! LOLL ..
dhen went to school, hmm .. only afew people come .. all ponten go PC bunk -.-
dhen was like .. 7 people never come .. ddots. dhen science .. ue cannt imagine wad ms ezerine toldd me ! urghh .. ezerine ar ezerine ! .. who the hell told ue dhat sia .. its false okae ?! ..
conv goes like this ;
the min she walks in ;
ms ezerine ; ue & bryan together ar .
me ; huh ? wad ?
ezerin keeps staring at me .. in a ..
funny way ? .. lols
me ; walaos, no lar cher, wad ue talkin bbout -.-
ms ezrine ; hahahs, jokingg llar .
iie mean .. its reallie weird cos she NEVER joke derhh llors, dhen dhere she is jokingg with me, with suchh .. weird joke ? .. okae, forget it -.- ddun give a damn, NOT mye business .. dhen she keep smiling at miie for no reason lluh .. wad on earth is ggoing on man .. ddots ..
dhen was math .. this tcher damn funny ! hahahs ..
johnson ; cher cher cher * pointing to kelvin *
johnson ; he left ear deaf , right ear dhen can hear wan .
cause cher was like, keep talkin to us, & no one bothers -.-
kelvin ; yar yar , HUH ? cant hear ue ar. can sae again?
lols, obviously, they're playin with cher llar . haha
tcher ; eh hem, * pointing to johnson *
tcher ; ue are dumb ! .. & ...
*pointing to kelvin *
tcher ; hhe is deaf . lols.
everyone, laughs ..
its llame llar, for such tcher to sae dhat .. ddots ..
recess llors , hhad early recess, dhen jasmine & ie buy our things le . go table . dhen went to the western food stall & queued for fries . now, this is terrible . wahahahas .. !
jaron was dhere ? =X dhen kenneth ask us help him buy, we dowan, he cut queue ! .. dhen yingyi stil ask us help her buy nugget .. zz dhen was like .. queue for damn llong, like ue noe, market , shout shout shout . LOLL .. some sec ones danm pathetic llarhh . hahas ..
dhen was like, finally llors, dhen jiu go eat .. dhen peishi came eat with us .. shermane too ..
hmm .. after recess was home econ .. very cham llors, ony like .. kelvin, sebastian[ richard ], jianrong, patrick, darren & me .. no more lols .. hhad test .. tcher was like, see ue all liddat, dowan study dhen lembek lembek[ like lethargic ? ] wan, ie very heartache lleh =XX
mrs lleong, we're meant to be slackers. lols.. dont ask us why we're not interested .. cos is no point der lols .. dhen jiu engglish, dhen nnothing much liaos .. ie ask bryan teach me some eng worksheets .. vocabs .. dhen he was like, keep scolding FUCKYOU LLARHS dhen ie also dulan, keep scolding hhim .. cos ie sae le, ie wont tolerate todae derh . dhen he apologised :DD
wan after sch lliao he ask me ;
bryan ; ehs , can lemme $1 ?
me ; forhh ?
bryan ; ie wan buy thing for fiona .
me ; fiona ?! ddont count me iin k .
bryan ; FCUKYOU .
me ; scold one more time !
bryan ; okokae .. sorrie zhuuu llin ..
ie was like .. wdf ? .. lols ..
& stop hitting my hhead cause im reallie short enough ue bbastard ! ..

went home, on e way, saw marco & his brother ..
so walked together llors, dhen he take bus home..
ask us add him in msn & friendster -.-
& mrstan ; mrschia.
xiexie for dher concern . iem kinda fine ller .
hahas.. ie took out the bandage cause dowan wear slippers -.-
anw, mrschia, ie'll buy wad ue ask me to derhh . hahas..
thnks thnks (:

`YOUYOUYOU ;
iiem still miss yooh =/
ie ddont hope to wait for ue ..
bburd my hheart just stays with ue .
ddont treat me soo good ller ..
treat me coldd .. & ie'll understandd ..
hais .. all e best to ue & hher .
hopefully she accepts ue asap bahh ..
findd ure happiness sooon (:
`LOVED

2007-04-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

wellwell .. ie wore slipper to sch todae .. damn emberrasing . lols. dhen is like .. wad my maid said, very cute, big bag, school uniform, all okae, dhen see bottom, its like .. slipper with bandage. lols. dhen go jasmine de house, her bloooody brother keep saying me .. ggo die lluh -.-zz ie was like. PLAY YOUR PS2 & DIAM DIAM ! . dhen ie go sleep =X
didnt reallie sleep llast nite.. cos counsellor edison & jasmine got some things to settle -.- ie was in the conference .. extra derh llar. . hahahas .. okae, enough of all the craps, as for todae, math first lesson.. kns la.. sian .. 29days to math exam .. ddots .. dhen after dhat chinese .. zui die llor ! .. do zuo wen .. kns .. ie dunnoe how to write sia dhen ie keep ask teacher word by word .. too bbad llor, chinese lousy ma.. hahahs .. dhen tyco tyco finished it on time ..dhen bryan ask me llend him my phone.. with his sim card .. cos he gave his phone to mr ho for math stay back thing .. lols.. dhen jius recess lle lors .. cant go outside sch walkwalk.. cos ie got excuse . muahahahs .. lols. dhen youchuan sicksick ): ggirl, must takecare wor .. shermane too ! .. both sicksick .. ddots .. dhen only got yingyi peii miie crazy llor . hahas.. my crazy babe partner ! :p
dhen after dhat saw marcoooo ! hahahs .. dhen jiu saw mye baobeii SL mummie & baobeii jiahui jiejie !
miss them alot alot ! .. mummie like very .. tired liddat =X .. hahahs, anw, kinda glad to be able to see them llar :D
after dhat PEPP .. sian .. bryan ng ze kai ! ..ue cb llar.. last time sae like j , dhen now dhat f . walao. sii hongqster lar . f also like ue dua ki ar ? guailan so much with me todae for wad. pcb . go hongqan lar .. knnccb ..
dhen history .. got relieve tcher llor .. dhen chat with her & wadever de .. in the end, played hangqman with her .. hahas . kinda fun .. dhen she even gave us the word valentines. for bryan .. zz cos bryan was like, writing down dhat charbor's name & made it into a heart .. kns llar . lols. she look like .. ddots. nvm ! .. swa, see ue small lor ! .. dhen after history jiu science .. dhen got science test .. zz sian like hell .. last page leave blank dhen sleep for 20mins. lols.. dhen finish le .. dhen literature .. go ava room .. slack llor .. played & wadever . dhen the asshole bryan keep saying me .. damn ue lar, wad the hell is wrong with ue today. iem tolerating ue today but not tomorrow im teling ue ! ..

GLEN SIM GHIM KWEE ;

KENNETH ONG ;

both of ue ddont guai lan lar hors .

PCB , kenneth, especially ue todae .

damn fcukup.

pissed off by ue .. asshole

after school, went home, dhen maid go hougang mall .. dhen jiu call counsellor lor, he ask me go out.. budden my leg liddat -.- cannot expect me go woodlands . lols. sorrie counsellor =X
ie peii ue on thursday hao ma ? (:
cheerup llars. hahas ..

`18032007 ;
`24032007 ;
`07042007 ;
im alrite, dont worry ..
ie'll b going for check up with my parents.
or maybe not going check ...
rmb ue promised to stay happy yeah ..
ddont tell mie ue'll regret waiting for HER ;
cause it'll be a bbig disappoint for me ...
`LOVED(:

2007-04-16T15:32:00.000+08:00

taadaaa ... ! sprained llegg, nvr ggo school .. hahahahs .. hheng nvr go school ars .. huiimin sae todae class very sian .. dhen still got the CDP project, supposingly, today hand in derh, dhen ie also dunnoe how bryan & jasmine settle it . hahahs .. sorrie pals ! dint mmean to pangseh derh ! =p
morningg woke up at 10plus all bcos of the drizzlings .. dunnoe whose house under construction .. zz woke me up .. dhat stupidd noisy thingg .. dhen iie go bath. dhen tap water basin was like .. vibrating -.- dhen switch on comp .. on music untill loud loud .. wahahah .. mummie come back, jiu sae, wa, challenging ar, headache la, turn it off. dhen ie dun care. lols .. i wanna be with ue derh songg damn nice sehh ! lalalas .. went punggol pri just now .. saw alot of mye junior . yeah ! .. dhen dunnoe mdm islina still at punggol anot lleh .. hais .. sadd .. security sae maybe transfer ller .. sian .. dhen go dunnoe do wad to my leg at dunnoe whr lols.. i bet sure no use wan .. the min i reach their hhouse, see liao the impression .. zzz kns .
dhen they very insulting & no manners lor . kns .. zz nvm dun talk bout it .. ie gastric liao .. yest whole dae nvr eat .. lols ..
counsellor ! .. sorrie .. ie cannot trust llove =X
ue ytd ask me, why issit so easy to fall for someone ..
myabe its bcos dhat person is the type of person ue like? .
dont even ggive a thought of me -.- hahas .. JASMINE ! =p
sorrie for wasting ure foolscap paper yest .. hahas ..
love ue counsellor ! iie need you bbest .. :DD

continued ; 9.32pm
hmm .. just now go compass point .. mye dad had his car polished, dhen ie go arcade outside sit .. dhen saw sihui jiejie .. hahas.. dhen she jiu go find my mummie llors. chat chat abit jiu go ller .. dhen ie go back arcade outside sit .. tio gan by security .. ie knew it =X dhen he was like .. hahas, know still sit ar.. lols.. dhen ie also keep arm chio nia -.-zz dhen after awhile jiu saw my schh the those guys llors . lols.. nvm .. dhen go kou fu eat .. euro funfair ggone ller ):
counsellor ! cannot ggo liaos . hahas .. dhen jiu come back home lors .. hais .. tmrw dunnoe how to alight bus lleh .. sure pain like shit .. dunnoe hhow lleh .. *CRIIES ! *

2007-04-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

hmm todae, woke up at like .. 10plus ? .. cos edison msged miie .. -.- ask me wake up ller bbo .. dhen hmm .. decided to meet up at harbour front mrt .. reached there at bout 4pm ? dhen saw hhim llors .. dhen we go up escalator findd got wad bus can take go pasir ris . hahahs .. we took 65 to tampanes inter .. dhens after dhat .. go buy thingg eat .. ie wasnt reallie in the mood llar .. cos jasmine said some things .. hais.. dont wish to mention it .. cos it spoiled the rest of my day .. dhen we go findd bus .. cannot find .. go find ppl ask llors . dhen one of the uncle said , take 81 can reach . dhen went 7evelen, bought gulp.. their drink sucks -.- taste damn weird llar .. lols . dhen iie start to cough & cough . again .. ddots .. actually im not suppose to drink llar =X
dhen took 81 .. wth llors, pass by dhat bastard's hhouse sia .. lucky nvr saw him or my gan di sia .. ddots .. dhen after dhat .. pass by the white sand mall . ie was like . ehh ! is dhat white sand mall ! dhen iie dint realise ie sae until so lloud llors . he gimme dher kind of diao de look. cos ie dint noe, ppl behind mie were like. staring at me -.- ddots. dhen damn paisehh llors ! infront got one auntie said, yar, ue later go infront dhat bus stop ue alight dhen wait for 403. dhen ie was like..... huh ? .. dhen iie toooot llors . dhen dhen dhen .. ie look behind .. all staring at me -.- dhen ie was like .. waaa ! .. zao zao zao .. lols
hahahas .. dhen we alight liao jiu got 403 .. dhen we took 403 to pasir ris llors .. went to the swing de there eat .. ie also nvr eat =X dhen go the my lao di fang dhere sit lors .. see scenery .. hais . after dhat wan go home liao .. si bei jialat .. my mind was like .. fly to some where else .. thinking bout tmrw how .. dhen hors, ie jiu sprained my ankle .. damn pain.. dhen almost fainted .. iie quickly go sit down ... =X hais .. dhen counsellor jiu ask me ok ma .. ie cant even talk .. zz damn jialat .. now my ankle like got one ball ball lleh .. swollen =X ... hais .. iie wann cry llors ! .. bbut .. REN ~ ... lols
dhen we took 88 .. go home .. iie peii him go 161 derh dhere.. dhen liddat ie walk back myself llors. . still haven eat .. maid gimme rice. iie still no appetitie .. hais .. dunnoe why .. )
counsellor : thnks for wantingq tuh llendd miie ure shoulder (:
hahas .. ure a reallie very good derhh fren xD
made miie llaugh like the whole journey from harbour front to tampanes.. hahahs :DD
LOVED ! ;

2007-04-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

woke up at 1.40pm today .. sleep for almost 12hour plus .. dots .. still very sick lluhs .. & damn sian llor .. wnna ggo pasir ris park derh .. but joseph also nvr call miie .. sian llar .. at about 4 plus 5 plus liddat ggo hougang mall llors .. saw alot of familiar faces . hahas, saw samion fish first, he sae iie short .. lols. sii fish .. dhen .. quite alot lar .. saw baochengg, dhen saw soon hoe.. primary 2 fren .. nvr talked to him for .. very llong.. since p4 i guess .. his look never change, but wad change is hhim ! .. hhe bcame ahbeng , & it totally shocked miie .. lols.. saw meiying jiejie darlingg too ! wahahahs . dhen roy lim .. tall asshole .. LOLL .. hmm .. went hhome at 7pm .. msn nobody talked to me dao .. sian arh ! .. dhen dhat JY ask me, ' we break le ar '
dhen iie wannted to scold him sia. wtf , we break longg ago ller, so dont be so fcukup & come back askingg dhat bloody stupidd question .. -.-
at bout night going midnight, HE online llor . chat with him on msn .. dhen after dhat he dunnoe angry or sad or crying la .. dont talk to me lors .. hais .. i had no intentions.. just wanting to cheer you up & entertain you.. is that wrong ? .. i need an explanation from you tomorrow ..
dhen chat with yongliang, dhen edision ..
longg llost friend ! yayness ! .. happy to have him back as friend . hahahs..
dhen chat with him .. hmm .. dhen around 1plus .. he ask me call hhim llors .
dhen chat ... ie think iie talk to him on phone before. dunnoe when .
not too close to him last time . cos he was with jasmine . hahas..
sooo .. kinda glad dhat we're still able to contact ? ..
hmm ... dunnoe tmrw got go out anot lleh .. siian .. still coughing sia ..
ddots .. talk to him for like 30mins he jiu go sleep ller.. its 2.20am right now ..
& im not asleep yet. LOLLLLLL .. keke .. i'll go for mye sleeeeeeeeeeeeep now ! (:
goooooooooooood night !
damn boredddd ! dunnoe monday wan go school anot ..
& bryan, dont flirt lar, wan jio her jiu jio.
like dhat another charbor for wadd ..
ue ownself sae ue truely like hher derhh hhors.
dont be suchh a hongster llars ue . LOLLLL =XX

iie still miss you !
ie dont know whether ie should wait for you or not .. hais ..
maybe iem llearning to llet you ggo llerh (:
rmb ; ue broke the promise you made. ie didnt !
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2007-04-14T15:20:00.001+08:00

iie sometimes wonder, should i hate you for breaking my heart & left me with my broken heart .
or shouldd iie wishh ue all the best for ue & her, or shouldd ii win ure heart back .
i tear without knowingg . my heart ache every once i dont see you smile . & feeling troubled .
its funny somehow that you broke my heart & i still love you .
love is .. so ridiculous sometimes that no one could even answer the questions thats botheringg one .
even though my heart is so broken by you, but im still loving you with my shattered pieces of broken love .
you come back saying you still love me but its because you're left with no choice .
& no turningg back . is that an excuse ?
since you've already left me, why come back saying you still love me when SHE is the one you love?
i dont even get it .. sigh ..
sometimes, how i wished, you could love me just one last time ..
just that last time .. that last hug from you .. that last love ...
i'd treasure it like the bbest moment of my life ... my broken shattered pieces of heart, can still love you .
like you'll never know. i thought you were my hope, my everything, but now i know, its all a lie ..
ure forever was a lie to me .. why waste ur money smsing me .
saying you'd never leave me, & i gave you hope . when its all a lie ?
do you really ever loved me before ? iie wonder ....
i know my heart can never be fixed ...
i know you'd never come back to me ...
i know you'd always be my friend ...
so shouldd i smile for you're still my friend.
or should i cry for this is gnna be forever friends ?
i sometimes feel silly & how foolish i am to even wait for you.
even though i know its totally impossible for us to be back together .
but it hurts so much when im gnna give up somethingg i thought it was my everything
& something i've always wanted & yearning for ..
maybe i looked fine to you, & always happy. leading life normally like usual .
but no one knows how much im still hurting inside .
how much im crying for you .
although some people say its not worth it ..
but can i even control ?
if only i can .. i'd have let you go ..
u were my everything ...
but now, im left with nothingg .. even friends had disappointed me ...
how i wished hearts could be mended ..

you first said you'll never go back to ur past ..
but u did went back to her afterall ..
then you came back again, saying you'll regret ...
& till now, im still waiting .
but nothingg seemed to have changed ... but i'll still wait..
you asked me to wait .. but im not waiting for the sake of you..
but for the reason that you stole my heart, without even returning it ..
how selfish can you be .. sigh ...
i hope you understandd me some day ..
i dont really know sometimes whether i should hate her .
or should i just wish her all the best, and help you both with the relationship .
i thought you were my everything when i had you, but its once again,
all a lie .. everything was a lie ... your love, your forever, your promises.
all a lie ... i hated you, i loved you ..
i've learned ... not to trust guys so much ..
cause guys enjoy hurting girls ...
if only my heart is as hard as nothing can break it ..
if only im still a kid ... that every hurt could cure so easily ..
probably, i should count myself lucky enough to have known you ...
well .. i've had enough of everything .
maybe i shouldn't even appear in your life .
maybe its my fault .
im sorry .

2007-04-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

hmm llast night dint hhave a good sleep again .. hhais .. was like coughing whole night ! .. dhen dint even sleeo dao llors .. ddots.. dhen dont feel like waking up, maid wake me up also gotta like shout at me . -.-
dhen reach school at bbout .. 7am .. went foyer & waited for youchuan .. after dhat jiu saw tenor & bass having setional at shaw melody . SL mummie jiu come peii miie wait for youchuan (:
followed by shermane, & huizhen . hahas, four person wait for hher lleh , very honoured hors , hahas ..
dhen went back to parade square llors, dhen unfortunately, saw glen .. sadd )):
dhen huimin dont seem to be in good mood bcos of some particular reason . lols.
dhen glen sae me again, dhen rose fcukup llar, sii fat pigg, iie scold glen ure business sii bbo? tsk wad tsk .
ask miie diam for wad, ue kaobei llar, like glen isst, scold him ure business arr . sii feii zhu .
dhen went back to class llor , bryan sat bside miie again -.-zz dhen science lesson .. nothingg muchh .. only dhat cher like not in good mood lols. in hher class, do her work can liao, iie also slack slack .. iiem like doingn dictation lors, cos she read read read, dhen iie write the ans nia . sian .. dhen english .. was hhavingg stupidd gastric & bbad bbad headache .. ):
dhen ms low also nvr care me .. iie was sleepingg, dhen dhat jeremy chua tio me .. cos when ms low haven come in class, iie was sleeping .. dhen he keep coming to my table, bang my table & ask me wake up . its not surprise but, iie dont noe him well leh , iie nvr talk to him even once before lleh .. lols, dhen he chua tio mwe, shock dhat hhe talked to me. hahas.. kinda hhappy anw (:
recess ller, yingyi come my class first llor .. dhen go find youchuan .. dhen jiu go out walk walk .. walk finish ller, chat with ms loo & mrs tan[ form tcher] awhile .. before going back to class.. lols, wooohooo (((: iie finally spoke good engg. LOLLLL
must rmb ! ; ms loo, can iie mark my attendance pleaseeeee (: lalalas .. dhen mrs tan ask me speak engg, so as to let yingyi & youchuan be influenced & speak better eng . LOL . ((:
toldd mrs tan dhat iie hate glen alot . lols. dhen she also understand derhh llar. . so its chinese ...
ddo chinese spelling correction nia .. hahas.. dhen finish jiu sleep ller. iie all wrong lleh . got 8 half over 30 .. zz
dhose mark is tcher give face dhen one letter word correcr jiu give half mark der. lols.. tyco llar. hahas.
its literature lols.. sadd, mrs bryan left .. hais .. dhen theres this guy tcher .. lols. his handwriting shocked everyone ue noe ! its like kindergarden derh handwriting, dhen we all sarcastic, said, cher, ure handdwriting very nice lleh !
dhen he was like, ue sure? . lols .. we were like.. hahahahahahahs .. -.-
the first impression on him .. iie bet he wont teach dhat well .. & iie can confirm dhat iie cannot pass mye literature without mrs bryan ller.. sadd . !! hais .. mrs bryan ! iie need you ! LOLLL ..
okae okae, here comes the interesting part of the dae .. weee heeee ! iie saw patrick , lucas & darren if im not wrong, they were takingg zhenxiong's key,throw around & dont return it to zhenxiong no matter wad. dhen wad iie saw was, darren take ller, dhen drop, dhen both slide down on the ground & snatched the key, zhenxiong hit dao the visualizer thingg. dhen iie think he hurt dao his nose .. dhen hhe scolded darren . FUCKYOU
dhen lucas took the key & dont return .. zz zhenxiong down dhere on his seat, VOLCANO ! LOLLLL
his whole dace hor, BLACK + RED llehh !
dhen lucas keep di siao hhim, keep kek lors . as in ue noe, kek ? . lols. don realie noe how to explain lluh ..
but its like .. when ue shitting llar ! . dhen very angry liddat llors. dhen shiver in anger. LOL .. lucas liddat llor.
dhen zhenxiong keep giving lucas dhat lanjiao bin -.-
dhen the other guys all di siao hhim llor . dhen dunnoe wad llar, mr hho jiu come in lliao .. dhen was kinda angry at our messy class .. zz rubbish class. LOLLLLLLL
huimin derh phone tio confiscated duringg science lesson by ezerine, now she also call ezerine biatch llerh . hahahahs !
dhen zhenxiong kek until si bei longg .. dhen tcher keep helping hhim. like.. duhh ?
dhen ask us standd & greet .. standd damn longg, mr ho ask us let zhenxiong cool down first . dhen kenneth go act act, go console dhat zhenxiong, dhen zhenxiong use key poke kennth. LOLLL hahahahahah !
dhen hhe keep kaobei llors. lols. dhen keep saeing, walao , iie console ue dhen ue poke me for nth, GUAI LAN ~
lols, he very noisy llor. dhen mr ho ask him diam diam . dhen cher ask us let him cool down . dhen jeremy jiu sae, aiya, he beat mie ie beat him lar, fair fair right . dhen cher suddenly dont noe how or why . DAMN ANGRY UH ,
sae wad, JEREMY , COME LAR, IE PUNCH U DHEN UE PUNCH ME LAR !
* silence *
* Jeremy ddiao tcher *
tcher continued ;
WHY?! BO JI ISSIT ?!
WUJI COME PUNCH ME LAR !
DONT DOWN THERE ACT DAO LAR !
THE MOST IE GET UE SUSPENDED ONLY WHAT !
*everyone ggot shocked !!*
dhen jeremy argue with him &
the arguement kept goingg on .
with alot of interuption by the guys .
goes on for like .. 10mins ?
dhen after dhat 1 periodd gone .
dhen jeremy sae,
u thot ie like to study meh ? knn .
dhen he went out of class, go home -.-
used sii bei alot vulgar ..
its the 2nd time both of dhem argue . .zz
dhen kenneth sae tcher anhow scold innocent de .
& wad so ever.. zz iie keep looking at zhenxiong.
dhen jinguan go di siao zhenxiong.
dhen zhenxiong arm chio .
dhen iie scold zhenxiong, ehh , ue not angry liao jiu dont act llar, wan tcher pity ue & help ue scold us issit ?! SAY LA ! knn .
dhen others all continue for me . lols. cos he very act & overbroad lors , nabei, not angry liao still kek for wad, dhen wan tcher ask us to help ue cool down ar, nabei .
dhen after dhat tcher sae dowan see glen , he also tio gan out of class. zz dhen bryan argue with mr ho .. lols.
dhen after dhat longg silence llor.
mr hho sae softly, okae lar.. iie let ue all win llar.
dhen iie stupidd stupidd sae, win wadd. LOLLL
dhen he sae, ue all take out ur foolscap paper & write down to the principal dhat mr ho is a lousy tcher & ue wanna change . ddots.. dhen they all like, walao, mr ho, dont liddat llar, blahblahblah .
dhen dhat cute kelvin damn funny. hahahas. hhe slap himself saying.
tcher sorrie, wo qian da, wo mei you yong, wo xia jian & wadever.
dhen lasted with, tcher sorrie, continue teaching.
dhen iie was like. very dulan , iie said, walao ! why so many tcher leaving us. knn !
mid year exam comingg lleh . ccb -.-
dhen tcher sae, especially kelvin & johnson , ue guys write down on the foolscap dhat ue wnna change math tcher .
cos both of them are usually the playful wans .. dhen after dhat zhenxiong was like, drawing & writing things down , iie ask jinguan see. dhen pass it aroundd, iie guess correct lliao , he was indeed writing down things to curse ppl .. zz diao llor . immature. lols.
dhen zhenxiong toldd lucas dhat he dont like kelvin cos kelvin take him like a dogg .. lols.. lame llar. but .. iie understandd llar.
dhen bryan say , after school wnna talk to zhenxiong.
dhen bryan talk awhile ler, sae abit story, dhen jiu left with naville ller.. dhen iie ask jianrongg stay . lols. dhen talk alot lar .. dhen like counsell liddat llor, with mrho,changfu, jyhshian, jianrong, & miie, xtra derhh . lols. dhen jiu chat until 1plus .
dhen ggo home. walk with dhat jianrongg llors. chat with joseph on phone .. zz nnothingg ller. quite alot of things happen recently llar. hais .. well .. gotta save money for his bill ller.. ddots.. k lar, got somemore thing happen ltr post bah (:

johnson didi . ddont guailan with cher ller. ue cann study wann llors .. liddat ue next year retain lliao panggseh jie lliao lleh . hors ? .. soo must mustt be alittle more guai . altho some of them dont reallie like ue dhen everytime scold u . ue dont scold until tcher also scold . okaes(:

JIE loves DI -

2007-04-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

pathetic conv between JY & miie

JIEYUN ;

ME ;

hello
hi
howare you?
zz.. k
what happen to u
nth
like don't want to talk to me like that
dunnoe
sad or what?
no
ok, u ok ma?
y
u ok ma?; got problem ar?
y?
nth; just asking
k
=(
?
nth; u sick again?
huh? again?
u sick again?
wad do u mean by again
u sick or what?
no nth
oh; ok
die is better right?
huh?
die is better or what
why
nth; die liao no need to think so much right?
siao
die is better
u die wad. ur mother care so much for ue
& morever, ure obedient
no, my parents won't care about me 1
pls llar. compare ppl worse than ue can. ure parents care enough for ue le k . ue dunnoe how to treasure only .
dont be so choosy cos ure lucky enough zz
wo bu xiang huo le
pls la, for wadever reason ue dont feel like living, compared to others,ue are lucky enough le okae, other ppl dont even have the kind of care ur parent gave to ue. so dont learn from others by just saein DIE. just bcos of small troubles
not small matter is a big matter
yaya, be more mature bah
the older ue grow,the more stress ue gtta handle
recalling the words ue just said, small matter is a big matter, so wad if in future ue got bigger matter?
dhen die?
thinkin of dying is just a matter of childishness
yaya.say anything u want bah
fine,ie'll shuddup
sorry, my mood is not good this few day
sorrie, ie didnt mean it .
[ after a few sorries` ]
no point apologising .
if i make u not happy; just scold me bah
maybe im useless
scold ue for? only ur parents have the right to . & urself, if u think ure useless, dhen change ure immaturity
yaya, friend also got the right to scold me
forget it , it'll worsen everything if ue continue talkin to me, bye
why cant u understand me ?
maybe ie just dont . bcos ie thot ue were mature enough to tihnk for urself & not expectingg someone so much younger to even teach you. toldd ue, dont talk to me, unless ue really wanna worsen the matter & make things worse
ok fine, i will tell u everything now
1,u left i can't eat; can't sleep
happy?
everyday miss you so much; even cry every night
love is not the first priority in life. learn to forgive & forget
who care about me
NOBODY; NOBODY CARE ABOUT ME
hhey !. everyone fell out of love before ! .
its not dhat serious !
plz la ok
i love u so much
then ue wan to break
what am i going to do
pls lor, its not as if u lost EVERYTHING
i treat u not good enough or what
tell me la
i treat u not good enough or what
ue DONT understand me well
nvm
ie dont wan to talk anymore
later make u angry
byebye
i think i need to cool down first

2007-04-12T18:48:00.000+08:00

YEOJIEYUN ;
first of all , iie break up with ue bcos ie totally cant feel any love from you
& ure immaturity totally embarrase me !

secondly , ue just dont understand how the hell iie feel , iie feel NO SECURE whenever im with you . do you even get it ?

thirdly ; ue DONT respect mye decisions . & dhat made miie hhate ue so much ;
bbut iie tolerate it ! .. IIE TOLERATE !

fourth of all ; dont make it soundd like , im ure everything , & ue did everything bcos of me . eg : ue tolld me , ue ponten bcos of mme, u gnna b expelled bcos of me , ue got scolded by ure parents bcos of me , & other craps ue toldd me .

llastly, ue said ure bill BURST , & toldd miie once again & again .
who ddo you think ue are to complain so much when iie didnt even said a single thing ? bigg ddeal issit ? iie pay for you llar !!

how much do you really understand me ?
theres no more chance of us gnna patch .
cos someone just stole my hheart & left me .
im sorrie , but iie cant control .
wait till ure mature enough to complain
or talk to me , dhen ue come back .
sorrie to tell ue , ue CHANGED ;
TOTALLY , after iie accepted ue .

2007-04-12T09:45:00.000+08:00

okay, gota rush this post .. cos its only afew minutes more before recess & gotta go ller . hmm .. llast night's sleep, wad damn pathetic can .. haiis .. iie totally cannot sleep lors ! .. cough until like 3plus . dhen 4plus sleep .. 5plus wake up .. iie sleep liddat nia .. later in class iie sure sleep sia .. hais .. sian, jasmine nvr come again .. later maybe in class .. probably with bryan .. or johnson ? .. before iie forget, iie still owe johnson a birthday present . hahahs .. iie'll give ue wad ue wan derhh kaes(: ddidi, next time talk to ppl don guailan , later ue tio hoot iie dunnoe lle wor . iie will help ue but ... is ue guailan first lOL .. zz sian sia .. hahahs . now smsing huizhen lors . later recess ggo slack again . lols . okok, gtta go . iie miss hhim ):
BADLY ; hais ..
yesterdae sms him he also v cold .. zz

continue ;
hmm ..during recess , karyl asked miie tuh peii hher walkwalk .. dhen she tagg along with miie & youchuan llors . dhen she like, ggot coldd war with crystal & yilingg . lols. dhen she still ask miie .
wads the relationship between you & bryan ? ; very close ar?
iie was like, HUH?! miie & hhim ? iie also don care hhim wan llar. LOL .. ddots? ..
dhen .. hmm .. iie also don care hher much .. dhen she got ask me, iie very close to melva uh ? .. lols. cos practically, she likes bryan & melva . LOL .. dhen after recess jiu english . bryan sat beside me, dhen mr low jiu ask me sit another corner. lols . dhen very the mafan lors.. zz dhen cher wink at me, sae, rmb wad iie told ue yesterday . LOL .. okokae . dhen iie was like.. move abit further to hhim nia .. -.- dhen hhe was like ; tsk ! .. -.-zz WTH
dhen after english .. math .. slack llors .. dhen IT .. phone spoile .. KNN .. damn angry cans .. wtf .. dhen got msg, but dunnoe who msg me . ddots. dhen after dhat jiu chinese .. chinese also slack llar .. dhen jiu science ller. bryan gone to no where.. chinese lesson hhe jiu run until wu ying wu zong -.- . . iie also hack care .. was coughing kinda badly in class todae .. hais .. sadd .. dhen iie miss hhim like hell .. didnt talk much today .. glen wasnt present & so iie didnt have to shout bout anything .. kinda peaceful today luh (:
just dhat im coughing REAL badly & its reallie xingg kku lors.. hais ..
dhen came home, kenneth sae got math remedial, iie also donnoe -.-zz
dhen just came home llors. wtf , jus now ms aisha saw my msn nick got the wordd ' FCUK "
she ask miie mind language. LOL .. sway, add hher in msn . LOL =XX
hhad a chat with him just now .. but not dhat much since he was kinda busy .. hais .. bboringg . dont feel like going school tomorrow.. & also hope iie cann have a goood sleep today .. hais.

recently, alot of thinggs hhave happened. .

- Jasmine & mwe sick like shit ;

- nvss bandd SYF ggot bronze ;

- choiir SYF comingg ;

- spencer got suspended ;

- HIM depressed of alot of thinggs ;

- JY kept stressingg mwe ;

hais, dont noe whyie ..

wad happened ?! life's getting REAL pathetic

iiemissyou
iieloveyou
hais .. iie wouldd continue ;
lletting ue noe dhat im fine w/o ue
& be as hhappy as iie can whenever im with ue .
ILOVEYOU(:
iie cant hhave ue back anymore ..
ure no longger mine ..
im no longger ures ..
soo hope ue'll llearn
how to take good care ofb urself .
withLOVE(:

2007-04-11T20:33:00.001+08:00

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)

Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Your Attitude is Better than 45% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

You Are An ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

simply feel like its miie ;

its true about me(:

Your Love Number is 9

You are a peaceful person, and you tend to have calm, stable relationships.

Connecting deeply is another skill of yours, and you tend to know lovers well.

Trusting and laid back, you are an easy person to love.

Love can be a little blinding for you, so open your eyes a little more!

2007-04-11T16:45:00.000+08:00

wellwell, finally gotta ggo schh ller, went tuhh jasmine derh hhouse llor . dhen hher mummie sae she ddowan ggo schh .. ddots. dhen iie ownself ggo school llor ))): saddsadd *
LOLLLL .. dhen loiter .. nnothingg to ddo .. nvr saw anyone also .. siian .. dhen ggo findd marco , hhe ask miie ggo in his class, cos iie was like, standing outside ? .. lols..zz dhen glen damn fcukup, see miie first thingg jiu kaobei soo much. nabei, go fcuk ure ma cb llar. iie will report ue to DM sooon . just ue wait .
dhen at 2n1, wait & chat with nurliana,su,&marco . dhen youchuan come ller, dhen okay,nothing much .. dhen ggo back class, FLG llor . dhen ggo back class, dhen science lesson. kenneth jiu tell miie wad, spencer ! spencer got suspended ! ohh goshh llar ! .. dammit .. cos of dhat basketball cher mrs chan, she reported to the school dhat she saw mr spencer fetching a sec 5 student to school. fcuker .. nno surprise right ?! .. fetch nia ! .. got hold hand? hug? wadd?! or are ue just JEALOUS ? huiimin said if spencer nvr come, she also ddowan come , so.. im gnna ddo dhat too (: kenneth sae yesterdae spencer cried .. hais .. damn pathetic ..
MR SPENCER ! WE WANT YOU BACK ! .. bryan, johnson, kelvin, lucas, longhuat, the ncc derhh, all gtta ggo ncc.. hhais .. they're my bbest buddy in class ! .. without them im like soooooo bbored ):
dhen it was math .. mr ho was kinda late .. dhen iie sleep awhile .. cos of my medicine .. cause drowsiness .. dhen glen di siao miie again . huizhen come my class. dhen iie sehh the table, dhen go toilet. fcukk llar. PCB , GLEN , YOU WATCH OUT ! DONT BE TOO SHOCK IF ONE DAY, URE ON THE WAY OUT, SOMEONE BEAT YOU UP KAE ! .
dhen iie go back class, mr hho thought ii ran out of class without permission, well.. iie did. bbut, hhe should noe bahh .. dhen someone picked up my things & arranged it properly, iie dont noe who? .. anw, dhen mr yongg[ vice prin ] came in, cause there was only 12 or dunnoe how many ppl nia .. dhen he ask us to gather nearer to hhim . dhen hhe talked to us bout mr spencer all these. hhe also sae, fetching a charbor to schh, even if its hhim, hhe will also do that if the whether is like, bad? .. dhen talked for about 30mins ..zz dhen recess, mr ho derhh lesson nvr even start until . LOL .. dhen iie ran out of class after dhat, cos mr ho sae after lesson hand in his homework =X
dhen iie ran away. ggo find youchuan shermane they all .. dhen saw mr liew in the canteen .. was like.. wth ? .. dhen youchuan ran away .. lols. dhen nothing much .. dunnoe mr liew got saw me mahh .. dhen eat finish go home econ .. dhen mrs leong says ; eatingg chocolate cann sometimes make ue feel hhappy(: ; so dhats why iie like eatingg choc whenever im stress ? =X
dhen llastly, engglish , kinda bored.. did primary schh dehh synthesis ? lols.. dhen nothingg much llors ...
came out of class, saw SL mummie, dhen iie ask hher how was SYF choir todae, she said, mr liew talked bout miie.. sae iie Loser for leaving choir -.- & also said wad im good for being able to tolerate him for a year of scolding.. & still sae wad, he can see iie show alot of interest in choir, its like, duh? iie LOVEEE choir soo much ? .. & im missing choir soo dhat muchh .. hais ..
dhen wan go down spiral staircase, jiahui jiejie also sae mr liew talked bout me .. zz dhen ggo take bus, sammuel told me, mr liew talked bout me .. dhen iie was like.. RAWRR ! .. LOL ?
he sae mr liew sae wad, stupidd qiulin wad wad wad . LOL
dhen outside the gate, clarissa said byee tuhh miie(:

guess wad? my class white bored theres this funny thingg
dhat iie think the guys edited -.- ;
take all your desk & class cupboard home so that you can
use them for mid- year exam ; after wednesday( which is today)
all should be cleared [ llast part erased, but iie suppose its written this way ]
it was like, so funny ? hahahahs ..
ue guys should noe wad it was suppose to be ?
bringg back the books or wadever things
dhat we left under the table or cupboard .
so as to bringg it home to revise. hahahs (:

ms low ; thnks cher, ie'll buy the medicine ue ask me to ..
& will gget well asap derh (:
suresure . ue'll see miie next wednesday for ure remedial . hahahas (:

SL mummie ; mummie, iie miss ue, & choir too ! ..
hais, Mr liew keep saein miie for wad..
youchuan also left choir ma .. wenxiang & youchuan also ..
lols.. sae miie nia -.-zz

GLEN SIM GHIM KWEE ;
CHIA JIN GUAN ( ERIC ) ;
SEBASTIAN LEE WEI XIANG ( RICHARD ) ;
hhey ue 3 musketeers , jus ue guys watch ..
iie todae throw table its only like peanut k
wait till ue make miie blow .
JUST YOU WAIT ! ..
ESPECIALLY GLEN !

2007-04-10T19:23:00.001+08:00

went tuhh the doctor just now , dhen saw angeline ourside macdonalds . was like , waaaah ! .. iie miss hher sooo muchh canns . dhen came home lors . sian .. the medicine sucks .. zz
wad the hell .. my poor blogg is runied by miie !!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ):

2007-04-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

sian .. today nvr ggo school.. llast night damn tiredd of coughing .. hais .. dhen iie toldd parents, dont feel like goingg to school .. very xingg ku .. dhen dhey sae wad, iis iie ownself haii zi ji wan . nabei .. sick everytime liddat . say until iie like bbein sick soo much .. zz its reallie tiringg lars .. cough like the worse of it in my life .. hais.. dhen iie sleep .. dhen about 11plus.. HE msg me .. dhen iie heard some music like in my dream . lols. dhen it was my phone. dhen msg llors .. hmm .. its been kinda llong since we sms dhat way .. hahas .. bbut .. iie suddenly realise, iie thot iie asked him to treat me coldd -.-zz
arbo sure very hard to llet him ggo wan .. ddots .. anw, really miss the past .. that short moment yesterday, iie treasure it alot . thnks for the llast accompaniam(: llove yooh llloads yarx .. dhen todae morning ... realise iie forget reply hhim last msg . lols. he wanted to call me during his recess time .. bbut forget .. ohh well .. nvm .. iie kinda miss ure voiice too =X
anw, joseph called miie. iie dunnoe why. dhen hhe wan llend from miie $10.50 zz .. cos hhe nno money . ddots .. dhen dunnoe when lendd hhim llors . dhen the $20 iie owe hhim .. don noe when dhen can return .. hais .. sorrie .. maybe ue should reallie meet out with lucas asap , so dhat iie cann return the money to ue asap .. okaes ? .. hhope to be able to hear ure voiice today .. miss ue lload dearest (:
llater maybe night liddat needa ggo see doctor for MC .. hais .. damn xingg kku lluhs .. siian ..
shoutedd too much when iie was at pasiris park .. cos was stress.. shhout & shhout & shhout .. zz
maybe thats one cause of it .. & secondly, maybe my class , someone chuan ran gimme .. ddots .. zz
shall endd hhere(: continue llater bahh ..

lloveyouu !
miiissyou !
hhugs&smoochies.
aii nii wor ..
llead ure life hhappily
&promised wadd ue promised .
dont promise someone something.
if ue noe ue gnna break it alrites?..
lloved (:

2007-04-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

hhappy

birthdayyy

alfredoooo !

brudder , jiayou ! (:

okaeokae ..first of all .. todae , first lesson engglish right .. kns lors .. ms low very fcukup cann -.-
bryan ask from miie A4 paper again ? .. dhen hhe liddat take lors . dhen when mr low give us worksheet ddo .
dhen hhe dunnoe come to my place for wad , show me some thinggs like crap ? hhe drew -.-zz
dhen cher sae wad , bryan , iie noe ure interested in hher . bbut please ggo back tuh ure seat . dhen iie was like . WTF?!
dhen the class was like , woah stead ah stead ahh . knn lar ! .. fren also offence uh ? .. fcuker ..
dhen iie was mad at cher, don talk to her, do my own work .. dhen she ask me recess ggo find hher .. zz xue te ! *
dhen chinese .. okae, this is terrible .. chinese spelling todae & iie dont even noe hhow to write a single word ! hhow bbad & worse cann my chinese gget ! omg .. dhen cher sae tmrw ggot test .. im gnna fail like .. soo badly .. hais .. dhen cher sae, nvr learn, tmrw sure fail.. okae, iie also noe can ? .. -.-
dhen recess lors .. yingyi & youchuan peii miie ggo art room find ms low .. dhen she only wnna talk to me personally . dhen they outside wait for me .. dhen cher nag like hell . dhen she sae she not purposly make miie ppaiseh derh . if paiseh means iie reallie got stead with bryan . lols .ggo diie luh .. zz
dhen history after recess lorhs .. dhen history , spencer nvr come . hahahas ! .. we slack like hhell llors . hhuizhen & peishi come our class .she ponten hher PEPP lolls . dhen jeremy, ii think. wann hher number. hahahs ! .. dhen the guys kelvin they all .. spit & put pencil leads in zhenxiong's water bottle . we all was like. eeeew . LOL .. iie see ller also wan puke . ddiao .. dhen after dhat our class like dunnoe wad .. zhen xiong drank it man .. dhen hhe puke it out on bryan's shoe . LOLL .
dhen bryan v dulan -.- dhen we hhad lloads of fun llar. hahahs . dhen nnothing muchh ller lors .
dhen info skill . mrs tan sae spencer was handling some students & it was soo last minute dhat hhe dont hhave the time to ask a relief teacher to take over our class. lols. dhen went library . go library also slack slack .. jasmine,huimin & miie , keep chatting. hahas . dhen went back to class, CDP . SLEEEEEEP . LOL . =p
dhen hmm .. assembly lors. mr yong, the VP , knn todae dunnoe wad hapen to hhim . sot sot wan . keep making us take back . somemore for 20mins . + 5min ! .. LOLL .
dhen very dulan lar . zz dhen after schhool, ggo home ller actually suppose to change ller dhen ggo jasmine derh house. budden iie cor hher house, hher brudder pick, still nvm ar, dhen hhe still nvr ask jasmine answer phone. fcukkk ..
dhen iie nvry dulan . keep calling jas de hp. she sleep . dhen cor until dulan iie ggo home . dhen knn .. parents & brudder gimme lanjiao attitude . dhen stil sae wan ggo pasiris park .. zz siian . bburd kinda fun when iie was there .. cycled, swingg & alot lar . hahahs . budden very sick nnow . hais . tmrw ddont wanna ggo sch . dhen mother & maid kaobei .. fcuker lor. dhat time iie fever still iie ggo sch. now cough until so jialat still wan me go sch . wan iie faint dhen hospitalise dhen can dont let me go sch ar ?! FCUKKKUP !

`iie miss hhim ;
the way ue reply me
just now when iie sms ue ..
the way ue reply was soo damn ..
coldd .. hais . it hhurts . bbut ..
iie guess thats the only way ue should ddo.
to forget me asap ? .. right ? ..
hais .. alrite . hope jiaxin & ue last long bahh (:
ie'll be dhere for ue when they all leave(:

2007-04-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

hhappy

bbirthdday

johnson di !!

ah hah ! .. woke up at about 11plus .. all thnks tuhh joseph for interuptingg my sweeeeeeeet dream >.<
hahahhs.. ask miie faster ggo brush up dhen meet hhim at hougang mall MRT station .. zz dhen iie was like .. soo tired ?.. slept at 4plus =X ..
at night .. chat with hhim .. dhen was like .. iiem tryingg tuhh cheer hhim up lors .. llet hhim know dhat im alrite without hhim .. although iie miss hhim hell without hhim by my siide .. hhais .
dhen chat with him until .. dunnoe 2plus or 3plus lor .. dhen he sae wan ggo sleep le .. sms hhim awhile . dhen he sae he gotta ggo market lerhs . ddots . dhen hhe cant sleep .. >.<
dhhen .. iie sleep lor .. dhen .. meet joseph ler, ggo take bus to pasir ris inter dhen we ggo white sandd mall . dhen keep walk walk lor .. cos its still early & its sooo sunny if we were to go there that early ?! .. dhen bought plain water & sweeet ..
dhen .. hmm .. took bus to ellias mall ... as usual , seven eleven .. hahas .. that auntie again .. lolls .. dhen we ggo take cup noodles again .. iie took tomyam =X
still coughing like siao still take tomyam . LOLL .. dhen paid for it .. hhe help mie put the boling water thingg lors .. dhen after dhat .. the sour sour thingg v smelly lar .. dhen iie keep tolerate .. try to eat .. the more iie eat .. the more iie wanna vomit . lols ..dhen he ask me throw away he treat miie another wann -.-
iie threw away .. bbut iie paid for myself .. hahas .. dhen the auntie sae iie look like blahblahblah .. zz ddunnoe whoever it is . lols .. dhen after dhat .. eat eat eat .. he eat finish lerhh . lols .. dhen while eating , one tall tall derhh uncle rolex de watch . joseph see untill . waa .LOL .. dhen after dhat the uncle sae, nvmnvm.. eat here also nvm derhh . dhen iie was like .. orhh .. okae .. lols . dhen after eating .. dhen ggo out .. dhen ddunnoe wan go whr . dhen went to a provision shop, buy candle .. bought 2 packs dhen after dhat ggo back seven eleven . dhen the auntie & uncle sae , xiao meimei, come see me ar . LOL . dhen joseph sae dhat uncle interested in miie . diaos lar . wtf . lols . dhen after dhat buy lerh dhen go take bus liao . reach there also slack slack .. soo sunny .. dhen nothingg much llars .. quite fun lors . hahas .. chat, laughed , disiao , & alot lar . hahas .. bbut reach home quite early .. 9plus nia .. zz dhen he go home le lors .. ddots . hhe keep talking bout charbor charbor charbor .. iie ting lerh also sian . diaos . dhen hhope tmrw or next time stil cann ggo pasir ris park with hhim bahh(:
hahahs . huo gai =p nno money lerh . LOLL .. iie also nno money lar h =X

lliisten uup.
iie love you ! ..
iie still ddo !
just tryin tuhh cheer ue up.
& nnot lleting ue think too much bout me .
hais .. gnna miss ue so much ):
18032007 (:

2007-04-08T01:19:00.000+08:00

i've waited for you .
i've been waiting like a fool.
thinking that one day you would be mine.
it's all a dream to me, it's all a dream ...
the more i comfort myself, the more i cry
recalling memories with you,it's simply unbearable.
hiding in one corner, rubbing off my every drop of tears secretly.
my emotions were all mixed up.
my heart is breaking into thousands of pieces.
your smile, your laughters, & everything we've been through.
i simply coupld not forget.
it's hurting deep in me to let you go, but i've to ..
i've confessed to you.
but all you do is sit still & think nothing of this had happened.
time flies... & now its time for me to move on..
im glad that i've known you, that's all
i wanna say it out loud..
you brought me joy & happiness .
and now it's coming to an end .
i love you, i love you, the feeling ain't gnna fade..
but i've to let you go .
sacrifice & hurt myself .
so that you could have back your happiness
with your girl that you'll love now & future
maybe you could feel better without me in your life .
do takecare & let me stay by your side being your guardian angel (:
once &amp; for all ;
i love you, my dearest .
muacks (:
not forgetting you my dearest .
`18032007 - 6.03pm
`24032007 - 6.05pm
`06042007 & 07042007 (:

2007-04-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

stupidd joseph .. hhai wo buy candle lerh .. in the endd nvr ggo pasir ris .. zz
cos of dhat stupidd small small rain ue nvr ggo. dhen 7plus dhen ask miie ggo. dhen my maid kpkb .. see lars .. stupidd lar ue .. hhai wo whole dae at home .. very sian lehh .. dhen jus now ggo cut hair with my maid peii miie .. dhen okae larhh .. iie thot she cut until ver jialat .. bbut stil alrite ?
dhhen ggo home lors .. nnothingg tuhh ddo .. slack slack .. saw jasmine jie, she sae jianrongg they all slacking at our ' lao di fang ' LOLLL ..
dhen iie was like .. orhh .. but iie also nvr ggo .. zz
phone nno money siian ... hhais .. ppl cor miie iie also dunnoe . LOLL ..
nothingg much todae .. its damn lonely without him ..
hais .. wann sms him but is like iie veri despo de yang zii ..
charbor soo wadd .. keep disturbing guy .. dhen very the wad lors ..
soo .. dint msg much .. even tho hhe nvr reply ..
iie just take it as hhe's busy ? ..
nvms .. ie'll wait .. till one dae .. even if it takes ;
months,years,centuries ..
iie dont care ... hhais .. iie also dunnoe why iie liddat ..
normally iie also hack care .. ddots ..
anw .. wnna ggo pasir ris park tmrw .. & also the euro fun fair ..
someone jio me out ? ..
or to the movies .. this 3 thinggs are the only things i've been doingg
in my life .. other than that .. ;
aimless life ..
haiss ... well .. ie'll post if ggot anything else ? .. (:

IELOVEYOU !
MY PROMISE TO YOU!
NVR GNNA BE BROKEN !
`THE DAE WE KEPT OUR PROMISE
#18032007
`THE DAE UE LEFT
#24032007
`THE FORGOTTEN DAE..
#06042007 & #07042007

2007-04-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

hais, this morning .. at bout early morning , 1am plus to 2am plus .. miie & hhim , forgotten ):
iie can nvr forget the wonderful memories with hhim .. the love he gave .. the promise we made ..
& its now gone ! .. all gone . hais ..
the love dhat 'll nvr fade .. forget miie bahh ..
iie will nvr forget ue .. nvr gnna leave ue..
like iie promised ue once ..
& wouldd stay forever ..
07062007 ; 12.28am ..
hhate myself soo muchh ..
hais .. iie hope u'll findd ure true love
& ure hhappiness .. as for ur bill ..
hope iie cann help with some ..
miss you ... the promise iie made .
once & forever , nvr forgotten ..
my ddearest .. iie love you ....

ggoingg pasir ris park once again .withh mo jojojo ! .. hahahs .. sure fun fun derhh .. this time we'll play with candles =p
but iie 9plus gotta reach home llerhs .. siiann .. arbo mummy sure nagg like siao .. hais .. dunnoe how to spend the rest of my life lerh .. aimless life ..
later wann ggo cut hhair ler =XX
kkaes luh .. ie'll post afterwards ..

`KAIJIE !
YES YOU !
IIELOVEYOU !
MY PROMISE TO YOU !
NVR GNNA BE BROKEN !
`THE DAE WE KEPT OUR PROMISE
#18032007
`THE DAE UE LEFT
#24032007
`THE FORGOTTEN DAE..
#06042007 & #07042007

2007-04-06T13:37:00.000+08:00

`05042007 ;
funn dae withh JO ! (:
a super longg dae yesterday .. dint get tuhh post .. cos reached home at about 11plus close to midnight . & maid was damn angry dhat dunnoe wad she ddo dhen cant switch on my comp . zz siian lars .. hmm in schh dhers .. other dhen the thingg dhat hhapen .. ue wan dhen ask me .. iie will nnot post it here. . dhat thingg reallie shocked miie indeed .. anw .. after school .. ggo hhome .. watched some funny clips of video from youtube .. bathed & dhen rushed ggo take bus 88 findd dhat joseph lerhs .. dhen iie alight at my schh dere de bus stop .. bcos of him .. missed 2 88bus .. ddots .. while listning to some songs from my phone .. one cute gurgur .. keep singing .. hahahs .. cute luhs .. & kept smilingg at mie (:
hmm .. after dhat 88 come lerh dhen he boarded the bus after afew stops .. dhen jiu take until interchange .. dhen hhe ggo eat .. we ggo the white dunnoe wad mall lars .. go there dhen hhe eat kopitiam ..dhen after dhat .. while walkingg to take bus .. saw vanessa meii .. iie was like .. GOSHH ! ..
dhen iie ran & ran & ran .. why iie ran ? .. ask miie on msn(:
dhen hmm.. took 403 .. waitedd & dhen finally came .. go pasir ris park .. walk until quite deep .. dhen sit down there .. slack lors .. hhe keep askin miie wads love .. which is soo .. un answerable .. dhen iie also ddunnoe wad to sae .. keep di siao each other only lors .. dhen hhe wan go find thingg eat .. dhen all the stalls dhere sucks cann anot .. we walk soo muchh .. foundd nothing ... it was about 6plus lerh .. dhen hhe decided to take bus .. go out the park first .. dhen it was bout 7pm lerh .. zz dhen wait for like 15mins . dhen got civil defence de .. & got police de vehicle .. dhen hhe sae shud b road show .. dhen also nvr care muchh .. dhen we go seven evelen .. buy cup noodles .. & iie bbuy the gulps .. iie just paid for the noodles.. dhen the drink .. iie just eat & drink dhere =X dhen iie eat damn slow .. LOLL . .cant blame mie ? .. mouth too small .. zz
dhen hhe keep askin miie tuh eat slowly .. hhe wont scold miie .. LOL =XX
dhen eat eat eat .. dhen wanted tuhh refill my drink =X dhen hhe sae ddowan lars .
dhen iie nvr lors.. ggo pay .. dhen after dhat .. buy boost choc .. buy 2 lors ..dhen ggive hhim one ..
hmm .. dhen we ggo buy candle & lighter .. lighter ddunnoe how to use .. the easier one os $3.60 .. the we dunnoe how to use de is $1 . LOLL .. bought $1 derhhs .. siian .. dhen after dhat at the bus stop .. hhe go try. dhen burn dao hhis thumb >.<
dhen hhe keep saein hhe should've bought the $3.60 one. LOLL ..
but in bus le .. bbo bian .. dhen ggo pasir ris park .. its scary .. spooky .. dark dark derhh .. LOLL
dhen ggo the near sea dhere .. dhen hhe wanted to light it up .. bbut cant .. iie sae ddon light up ler.. hhe insist on it .. cos hhe keep kana burn dao .. dhen hhe sae he don believe he cannot .. in the endd .. we watch the sea nia ... dhen .. xiang shou lors .. dhen hhe toldd miie bbout hhis past .. its touchingg la .. hais .. cheer up lars bastard(:
iie ddunnoe how or whyiie .
bburdd iie just used my name tagg & cut my wrist for like ..
nno feeling liidatt .. zz
we were there like for 2hours plus ? ..
dhen maid keep callin miie & scold miie .. WAD THE FCUK LAR ..
dhen hhe dowan lemme ggo home .. keep askin mie questions ..
dhen iie keep ans wrongly -.-zz
dhen in the endd .. hhe help miie ans dhen off we went (:
to the bus stop .. dhen hhe ask miie todae peii hhim .. bbut todae sicksick derhhs .. dots.
dhen ggo until interchange liaos .. he wan buy bubbletea.. bbut see their service kns .. dhen nvr buy ... line up half way went to mac .. dhen mac need line up ,, dhen we ddowan lerhs .. ggo take bus .. dhen got the one dollar machine de drink thing.. dhen we buy lors .. drink lerh jiu go wait for bus .. dhen bus came .. hhe peii miie take until my house there (: thnks !
&dhen hhe ggo wait for another bus & it took him very long -.-zz
after dhat .. reach home .. wan turn on comp .. zz cannot .. dhen swa .. ggo sleep ..
sms hhim .. bbut .. nvm .. swa .. hhis bill burst ler .. wnna pay abit for hhim ..
iie owe hhim derhs .. hhais ..morning jiu wake up at about 9plus .. dhen sleep back wake up sleep back wake up .. sms hhim .. askin him to forget me .. since hhes so stress havin miie in hhis life ? ..
iie still love hhim as much as before & gnna b forever .. hais .. maybe its a good thingg for hhim to forget me .. hhopefully hhe finds his happiness ..

forget miie .. forget miie ..
hhais .. iie still love you ..
gtta win hher heart kaes ? ..
iie cant live w/o you ..
sickk & bbad headache right nnow ..
hais .. iie need you ..
bbut .. forget it ..
pls take good care of urself ..
& study hard .. ddont stres urself too much le ..
18032007 - 6.03pm
24032007 - 6.05pm
06042007 - 11.30am
LOVEYOU x33

2007-04-05T12:08:00.000+08:00

lalala ... nnow as usual lors .. IT lesson .. todae iie gguaii sehh . LOLLL
jokingg .. iie ggot ddo IT derhh work -.-zzz
dhhenn just nnow hors . wtf lors . recess mrs hhelen chong ask us run one roundd around schh ..zz
is very the sudden lors.. hhais. . dhen run lars.. dhen run back to sch liaos . ms loo & mrs tan . ask us speak proper engglish to ask tcher take attendence for us .. dhen iie was like .. huh ? .. hhow arr =XX ..
dhen xia suay lors -.-zz
dhen yingyi helped miie .. whisper bhind miie lols.
dhen iie said, ms loo,cann yoo please mark my attendence forh miie ? .
LOLLLLLL (:
ddun laughh lars . sia suay mar . hahahs ..
dhhen saw karyl & yilingg .. dhen we walk back to parade square lors..
said byee tuhh darlingg mummie & dearest jiejie (:
hmm ..

2007-04-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

woke up at bbout 8.30am .. dhen ggo bbath, changed uniform, packed bagg ..
&dhhen charged my phone forhh awhile .. dhen ggo jasmine derhh hhouse .. LOLLL
shes sleepingg.. iie press doorbell until pekchek .. dhen calledd hher hhouse. dhen ask her open door . diaos .. dhen after dhat .. jasmine derhh mummie come back lerhs . iie open door , chua tio, hher brother also bhindd .. lols .. dhen after dhat ggo jasmine derhh room .. see hamster .. dhen we keep talkingg bbout the hamster thingg. dhen iie said the hamster looks like hher brother =X
dhen .. nnothingg lors .. she change lerh dhen we ggo school .. dhen ggo class .. dhen siian .. glen & jinguan keep saein bbout miie luhs. dhen iie ignore lors .. FCUKOFF YOUU GUYS . !
dhhen science lesson .. cher sae wnna ggive us kinder bueno to whoever gets the most star =p
cos she'll ggive stars to whoever pay attention & wadever derhhs . hahahas .. hhow good iis shhe . LOLLL .. sometimes bahh .. dhen .. math .. knn mr hho wan scoldd kelvin .. keep shout infront of me .. somemore voice soo annoying & sharpp .. as if hhes scoldingg me .. iie shut my ear >.<
dhen johnson keep laughin .. zz LOLLL ..
dhen hhe ask us give homework .. dhen alot escape go recess. diaos .. dhen miie,jasmine & some other 'gguai' derhh stay back ddo. dhen mr hho sae tmrw dhen hhandd in . LOLLL . dhen we were like, wa, so good ar . hahahhs .. dhen .. recess lors ..
saw suetlengg mummie ! wahahahs .. myy ddearest mummie =p kinda ignore annabelle =x cos wasnt reallie in the mood .. IMISSHIM ! YES IE DO !
dhhen finish eatingg dhen ggo home econ .. mrs leongg !! she come back lerhhs ! wahahahhs ! miss hher sooo muchh .. came back after her pregnancy .. dhhen she took over us for the test for home econ practical .. miie & huiimin cook vegetarian mifen , LOLL .. when mrs leong went paradde square tuhh fetch us . dhere was only miie & jasmine . others all auto ggo back class. ddots .. dhhen cher ask alan lim ask us ggo back parade square, they all under sun line up . dhen jasmine & miie ddunnoe.. slack down dhere .. lalalaa .. dhhen ggo home econ .. dhen empty handed .. nno apron or wadever .. zz alL huiiqin's fault. LOLL .. my apronn arr ! .. dhen glen & jin guan cooked curry chicken. & sebas[wan tuhh name himself richard -.- ] hhe ownself cook fired rice. cos lucas nvr come . hahahs .. dhhen miie & hhuimin cook the mifen until ver jialat .. we down put onion & wadever de . LOLL .. ownself edit wan . hahahs .. dhen in the endd.. damn dry & salty -.-zz ddiaos lors . dhen eat liao cann vomit ars . dhen auntie doreen, help out de . she tasted our mifen . she sae combination is nice, just abit too salty . & if we put more light soy sauce & reduce salt, sure nice. hahahs . dhen hien eng, melva , agnes they all come see us cook . lols. dhen hieneng talk to me iie chua tio .. zz dhen they play with water while washingg & wadever . damn funn lars ..dhen hmm .. after everythingg . glen eat rice & curry chicken like ddunnoe how longg nvr eat . lols .. like hungry ghost. hahahs . dhen miie & huiimin, chat lors .. she tell miie bbout hher troubles & wadever .. dhen went back to class slack awhile .. engg 2period dhen ggo home loo .. dhen ms low come .. ddo worksheet.. bbut iie didnt .. lols .. sms kaymond kor, honggyi [ jas de bro] , & HIM .
dhen she ggo meet parents or somethingg. dhen ggo lers. we all slack . nvr ddo until anithing . diaos .. dhen handd in jus liddat . hahahs . dhen ggo home when bell ringgs . hmm nnothingg lors .. dhen walk tuhh bus stop .. realise iie nno wallet .. zz dhen run go back sch .. dhen ask youchuan ppeii miie . dhen she peii miie until 5plus =X ggosh, love uue mann ! .. thnks alot ..
& mrs leong, thnks alot too ! .. iie left my wallet in the home econ room .. soo sorrie forh troubling ue ! .. miss ue soo muchh . hahahs . ddun pregnant liaos hors . come teachh miie home econ =p
yeahh yeahh xp

iie wnna wait for ue ..
iiem still missing ue & lovingg ue alwaes ..
hhais .. hhow iie wishhed ue can be hhappy.
hhope jiaxin could accept ue soon bahh ..
iiem hesitatingg whether tuhh del my friendster ..
shouldd iie ;
or should iie not ?
iie wonder ....
hhis friendd.. pls stop addingg miie & viewing miie lerhs ..
ure making miie hhard tuhh zuo ren lors ..
hhais .. iieLOVEyou !!! ):
nno point saeing this lerhs .
iie nno dheres no chance derhs .
once & for all ,
BYEEEE

HONGYI ;
ehhs .. iie cant accept the fact ..
iie seriously cant .. sorrie tuh keep ue waiting.
bburd even if iie accept ,
ue get miie bbut nnot my heart ..
im sorrie bbut iieve totally ggot no feelings for ue ..
reallie sorrie ..
maybe iie cant trust ue .
maybe in my mind, ure jus despo .
maybe my heart is ddown at someone else
who longger takes miie as anything .
just a ddai ti pingg bahh .. hais ..
sorrie for makingg ue wait almost a year ..
for my ans .. & im rejecting ue
AGAIN & AGAIN .
realllie sorrie ..
iie noe sorrie cant cure anithing ..
hhope ue can do somethingg dhat cann make
miie trust the love from ue towards me ? ..
iie DO miss you. bbut iie feel nno
LOVE towards ue .. apology ):

2007-04-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

iie dont know why im saying this bbut ..
iie sometimes wonder .. what do you take me as ? ..
am iie somethingg like dai ti pingg ..
whichh .. for example .. ure jioingg HER
& ure askin miie tuhh wait forhh ue ..
althoughh iie wann to .. bburdd ..
ue qnna come back to me unless SHE
rejects ue .. riqht ? ..
what if she accepts ue ? .. hhow ddo ue thhink iie feel ? ..
iie know iie qotta accept the fact .. bbut .
who are ue tuhh just come in & ggo out of my life
as & when you wan ? ... iie ddont understandd ..
like ue said, ue loved hher more ..
dhen why still bbother bbout me ? ..
hhais ... iie ddont wnna break both of ue away .
& jiaxin wouldd soon find out bbout me derhhs .
its just sooner or later ..
ure test .. ue qotta study ..
ddont fail ure test all bcos of this junk ...
& friendster .. ure frens are addingg & viewing miie ..
each & everyday . iie rejected their friend request ...
& they would come back addingg miie AGAIN .. ):
hhow ddo ue think iiem gnna continue living ? ..
life's totally meaningless to me now ..
iie hate me ! .. iie hate it .. hais ..
wadd did iie ever ddo in life tuhh ddeserve suchh ..
bbadd fate ? ... its toughh ..
its toughh puttingg on a ..
hhappy & cheerful surface
& on the inside of my heart, cryingg out loudd ..
hhow iie wished ue understand me ..
ddont know why im saying this to you ..
maybe dhat bcos my heart is all filled withh ue.
& the problems iie hhad .. nnot shared ..
& is full .. so .. my mindd just thought of lettingg it ggo ..
hais .. shouldd iie give up .. should iie let ue ggo ? ..
ue ask me nnot to .. iie dont wann to ..
bbut .. wads the final answer gnna be for me ?..
im totally ` DEPRESSED

once again `
iie love youu ..
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2007-04-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

went school kinda late .. again .. hmm .. as usual, runningg away from daii lao shii =xx scaredd she ask me bbout choir .. hhais ..iie miss choir ! .. iie miss my choir mates ):
thank god glen didnt came to school today . hahahahs isnt it cool .. hmm .. math lors .. sms HIM mr hho keep ask miie ans this quest & dhat quest .. zz siian .. hhais .. dhen after dhat chinese .. more siian .. ddo the letter thingg .. woahh .. zz dots lors .. dhen recess liaos .. kkaes ... hmm .. as usual , went for one roundd around schh walkedd until like half roundd lerhs , suet lengg mummie & jiahuii jiejie calledd miie xD from behindd . dhhen miie & youchuan was like .
hhelllooooo !!! MISSYOUU SOO MUCHH !! OMG OMG OMG ! .. hahahsh .. like siao wann . LOLL
dhen we walk & chat lors .. dhen jiu talk until choir liaos .. lols.. dhen suetllengg sae mrliew nvr hate miie .. stil sae iie cute .. WTF? .. ha ha .. zz bbut iie dont think im still qnna qo back tuhh chhoiir .. soo fierce =XX &SYF's cominqq lers .. iie nnow qo .. soo wad lors .. hhais ... dhenn we chat until ggo library chat chat chat .. talk alot lars . bbout crystal&bryan . hahahs ..then after recess PEPP .. dhen crystal keep diao miie canns ? .. wtf .. ue thot iie seduce ure stead ar ? pls lors . hhes just my qood quy fren . anything wrong with dhat ? .. hhe's just sharingg some problems of hhis with me . nno offence right ? & hhe nno more feeling for ue , also nnot my business right ? .. wtf .. zz knnb lar ue .. bbitch . until soo many ppl hate ue now, serve ue right luhs .nabei .. until ppl wann tio ue . also nnot my bussiness. who ask ue soo bitch . LOLLL .
hhistory .. at first thought nno test.. dhen ver hhappie .. dhen spencer teach until like .. one period liao , hhe ask us revise, hhes qnna qive us test in afew mins time. dhen iie chua tio . LOLL .. bai bai hhappiie .. zz dhen afew noe how to do, afew don noe .. hmm .. dhen jiu science liao .. nnothingg muchh .. ddo work ..
literature very wtf lors .. knn .. bburd nvr fail cann liaos lars .. dhat bloody changfu luhs ! .. write scrip ..dhen all wrongg. .wtf sia .. zzz dhen its like only bryan , jasmine & miie actingg sia .. -.-
dhen others like .. ddots ddots ddots .. lolss .. anw ..after dhat ggo home lors .. hmm ... dhen ..

tuhh bbryan ;

ehh,ure crystal hors .. sucks lars ..faster break with her lar . lols..dhen jio joelin lars . hahas .. crystal keep diiao miie canns ?! wtf .. zz ggo teach hao hao ni de laopo luhs ..& hhope she ddon keep diao miie.just bcos ue talk tuhh miie in class.
or just bcos jasmine yap they all saw us at compass lors ..zz

tuhh HIM ;
hmm .. iie will .. iie will
iie will continue waitingg for ue my ddear (:
iiem missingg ue alwaes .. hhais ..
thnks for the accompanium in class ..
for smsingg miie .. or ..
at night .. bbut .. im afraid ..
iie wouldnt expect ue to ddo this .
cos ure now jioingg jiaxin ..
& ue still gotta concentrade on ure studies derhh ..
see,ue failed math .. a lesson for ue ..
studiie hhard kkaes ? ..
im alwaes dhere tuhh support ue ..
so dhat ue wouldnt fall (:
rmb, im alwaes by ure side ..
loves youu .
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nvr gnna forget (:

2007-04-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm .. went compass & meet up withh jas,jianwei,jyh shian,changfu & bryan .
forhh the literature project , like , DUH ? .. LOLLLL .. went library tuhh findd them .. dhen .. also nvr ddo muchh .. slack .. jasmine&bryan keep playin withh muhh phone dhen qortt one parents ask us lower down our voice -.-zz dhhen iie was like .. diao lors .. dhen bryan wan go eat,went burger kingg . dhen jasmine&jianwei wentt tuhh seven eleven, buy medicine cos jasmine kinda nnot feelingg well . so .. bryan changfu&jyhshian ggo buy .. iie sit down there sms .. zz dhen jyhshian didnt have enough money .. for some personal reason which is nnot gnna b revealed(:
poor hhim .. dhen jasmine&miie keep kopingg bryan derhh fries .. LOL .. okae .. & its like .. jasmine keep nagging sae wann ggo macdonald .. zz dhen wait until bryan&changgfu finish eatingg, we ggo macdonald, dhen jasmine&jianwei eat . LOLL .. dhen iiem like the only one nvr eat dao .. dont feel like .. havingg headache&fever .. ):
while ggoingg out of burger kingg, saw ram . dhen iie was like.. shouted =xx
hhe keep staringg at miie -.- iie stunt diao . LOLLL .. honestly, kinda miss hhim =xx
went mac afterwards .. hmm .. dhen ggot one charbor .. dunnoe diao wad shit lars .. jas sae is jianwei started it .. iie also bbo chap .. only noe dhat charbor keep diao everyone of us in dhat table .. zz ddiaos cann .. dhen bryan ggo walk pass hher. she smile at hhim .. -.-zz dhen saw carina&meiyi -.-zz dhen .. hmm .. we chatt,play,joke,eat,discuss the literature thingg .. kinda fun lars. .dhen bryan & iie went popular lors.. dhen .. after dhat saw hhis mother .. dhen .. zz nnothingg muchh also lars .. dhen ggo back library, dhen go arcade ,dhen go minitoons, dhen ggo 77th street .. &lastly, bryan peii miie ggo findd my parents. dhen hhe went back . LOL .. didnt panggsehh ue on purpose =xx

`hhais .. i'll keep everythingg tuhh myself ..
iie wann ue tuhh findd ure hhappiness ..
`iieloveyous (:
nnot gnna forget ue derhhs .. woaini ..
altho im still waitingg forh ue ..
& noeing its impossible .
bluffing myself each time again & again ..
dhat ure just away for the moment .
& would be back soon ..
alwaes be there tuhh support ue ! ..
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2007-04-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

woke up kinda late, ggo out of hhouse kinda late, &bus was late too .. well .. dhats when iie feel somethingg's nnot gnna b right .. dhen everything goes on fine.. went jasmine's house.. played with her hamster.. ver fat =X .. dhen went schh .. was actually late,dhen dunnoe whyiie gate havent close .. zz funnie .. dhen huiimin was late iie think .. dhen spot check, hher phone tio confiscate .. ddots .. assembly also liddat ..
PCB lors .. NABEI , dhat bloddy GLEN SIM GHIM KWEE dam FCUKUP .. ehh , im bborn tuhh let ue scoldd derhs issit ?! FCUKOFF .. insult insult insult .. chinese lesson insult until info skill . ue nabei whr beisongg . dhat bloody fcukingg history relieve ttcher. ddont act lars , nabei .. ppl ggive ue face dhen standd up derhs hors. thot wad? ue ver fierce arr ? wahh , we sooooo scared HORS ..
bryan : hhey, thnks for ure console..bburd,iie reallie cant standd hhim lers ..first few time let hhim off le .. bbut today he went overbroad lors ! .. hhais .. anw, ure _______ is damn fcukin bbitch luhs .. damnit .. diao lan jiao lors .. everiiwhr she sees me dhen diaoo .. wtf .. zz

Jasmine : ggurll ! .. thnks .. burdd, next time ddun shout lers. ue ggot sore throat derhhs lehs , still shhout dhat at dhat bloody fcuker glen for wad. ddots. lols.. TAKECARE (:

Johnson didi : DI , yeah iie agree, hhe sucks .. bburd next time ddun tell tcher lers(:
i've ggot ue guys tuhh cheer me up & iie noe iie cann hhandle .
tcher too naggy lerhs =xx KPO wans . =p

Kelvin+Lucas+Heriberto : hmms ? .. thnks tuhh ue guys too(:
kelvin, diao juii isnt the solution yups(: stayy cute. hahahs(:

ONCE&FOR ALL , THNKS TO ALL OF UE(:
THNKS FOR HELPING ME & BEING THERE FOR ME !
LOVES`
FRIENDS ONCE&FOREVER (:

2007-04-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

nno point of ue saein ue regretted .
cos ue've left a pethetic scar in my hartt.
thnks for dhat .
i'll nvr forget ue derhs ..
ue've allowed me to feel the
true love once more. thnks(:
iie need time to forget ..
dhat practically 1week is beautiful .
iieloveyou ;
iiemissyou ;
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i'll nvr ever forget(:

to dhat ggurll hhes jioingg . ;
maybe iie dont realli understand ue
or have ue qortt an unique character .
bburd,hhe've done so much for ue .
even if ue dont reallie have feelinggs for him
in the beggininngg. ue should at least be touched right?
hes gnna write 500 iieloveyous to you !
why arent they any reactions from you ? ..
iie hope you could understand him one day .
dont blame others for not understanding you
bcos you didnt told anyone how you felt bout anything.
maybe you should really give it a thought .
bfore ue even ask him to give up .
he left me for you, hes serious for you derhs.
hhope you understand(:
GOD BLESS YOU `

2007-04-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

eh-hem .. just came back from hhougangg mall . hahahahhs .. joseph last min jio me out for dinner .. dots .. we ggo food court eat -.- also nothingg muchh .. as usual, we alwaes laughh when we go out wans . lols.. make miie laugh when we went NTUC . ddots .. hhe go in , woah , iie so longg nvr come liaos . change so muchh . lols. maybe it dont reallie soundd funnie rite here .. bburd the way hhe toldd me, it was damn funny -.- &hhe dont seem to be full wan lors, eat finish liao still eat .. iie full until nnow still .. bloated -.- hhe treat miie drink =p lalalas ..
hmm.. without hhim its without fun . lols. hahahh .. wanted to ggo findd alex dhen ask hhim bbout my phone de dhat add volume de + . lols. bburd swah lars .. dhen .. hmm .. ggort deaf de gguy wan sell the keychain thingg. which he named it as small thingg. lols. we nvr buy .. dhen ggo .. mini toons. lols.. alot lars .. cant probably rmbr every single thing . lols.. dhen iie take bus hhome -.- diao .
so near still take bus. hahahs . took 62 home . see iie so good peii him take bus -.-zz dots .
alighted before hhim of cos .. dhen came home lors .. chat on phone with him awhile dhen it was about 9plus when iie reach home . ddon noe wan go out with hhim tmrw mars .. ddunoe they tmrw got do literature project mahh .. zz dont noe got homework nnot. LOLLL .. siiann .. tmrw's schh again .. zz wadd a siian day .. lols.. nno stead&money de life is reallie damn bboringg .. zzz

2007-04-01T16:10:00.000+08:00

o.O
LOL
SPIRAL STAIRCASE(:
ddiaos .. security changingg -.-
xiiaoqi&ddonavan GOGOGO . =D

LOL , the TWO clowns?

mr liew =xx

GOSH ! mr liew ! =XX

LOL ` x)

on e way tuhh henderson sec for choral exchange (:

sopranos'

school field (:

mdm woo . -.-zz

pictures were all from

crystal's bloqq (:

iiemisschoir .

bburd .. well . . .

hmm .. ggdluckk forhh SYF yeahs?

nnot gnna forhhget ue guys ! xD

bbesties forever yeah?

hhad nothingg better tuhh ddo .

so posted these pictures from hher blogg.

sorrie forhh quittingg choir, guys .. =X